I Love You, I Think
Chapter 1
Sonny POV
Chad took my hand and walked me through the park. Leaves scattered all around. It was the perfect autumn day for a stroll. I felt leaves fall into my wavy black hair. I shook them out, and laid my head on Chad's shoulder for cover. He kissed my fore head and held me close. (A/N DON'T WE ALL WISH GUYS WERE LIKE THIS?) We fit perfectly together, my head in his neck fit like two puzzle pieces, never to be separated. I saw an old couple sitting on a bench, they two were hand and hand her head resting on his neck. I hoped that would be Chad and me in the future, at least I hoped. I raised my head and kissed Chad's beautiful cheek. Chad was supposed to be my forever, I planned we'd be together forever. Raise three children back in Wisconsin; they would named Brad, Emily, and Jessica. We would live in a quaint two-story house with a shining lake behind it and lots of room for the children to run around and play. I never felt so confident in a relationship before, my heart fluttered at the sight of his hypnotizing blue eyes.
Chad kissed me back on my blush covered cheek; I squirmed every time he did that. He knew I loved him, but we never said it aloud. I thought it was about time one of us said it, that somebody was going to be me. He pulled me closer so we were hip to hip, our bodies couldn't even be an inch apart, and we were inseparable. He turned his head and kissed me cleanly on my smiling lips. "You're perfect you know that?" I asked lovingly. His arrogance started to show and loving and romantic Chad dissolved into his pride. "How could I not know that? I am the greatest actor of our generation." He smirked with pride. I jabbed him hard on his side with my index finger. (IT REALLY HURTS) Chad released a loud "OW!" "Sonny that hurt, why did you do poke me?" I giggled, "Good, it was supposed to hurt!" My perfect fantasy boyfriend left leaving my real boyfriend, Chad behind. I didn't care; I could also love this Chad.
I ran up ahead, slipping out of Chad's grip and along the leaf covered path. I turned back to him and my hair blew through the autumn breeze, a wide smile quick appeared upon my face. Chad chased after me as if I was going to leave and never come back. When Chad finally caught up he swooped me off my feet and kept running, carrying me bridal style. He let me down at the end of the pretty park, releasing me to the wild. I opened my arms wide and let my hair wave wildly through the wind, as if it was the American flag waving up high. I closed my eyes and imagined myself flying in the wind. Chad ran up to me and grabbed my back. He pulled my close and stole a kiss. I grabbed his flying golden mess he called hair. His kisses made me fly to another world, where it was only me and Chad forever. I kissed him back even more passionately than before. When he tried to back away I pulled him back to our exhilarating kiss. It was the perfect moment, to say it. I finally let go and backed away. Breathing deeply I told him what I truly meant from my heart, "I love you, Chad Dylan Cooper." I whispered it into his delicate ear and released him from my grip and slowly slipped into the waiting limo. Chad stayed motionless; only his crystal blue eyes followed me on my departure, but before I left I blew him a kiss and formed a heart with my hands.
Chad still stood motionless as I saw in the mirror, I was very worried. I thought I just made the biggest mistake of my life. I now couldn't breathe; I now was motionless too at the thought of losing Chad because of three little words, three little words that meant so much. My breathing resumed, but heavily I just stared out the window wishing that there wasn't such a thing as reality.
Chad POV
After our amazing little stroll through a little park and that exhilarating kiss, Sonny spoke three little words that made my heart stop. "I love you, Chad Dylan Cooper." Sonny spoke those words into my ear which flowed to my soul causing sudden realization. I now stood frozen, all that moved were my eyes, only to watch my ray of Sonshine leave. My limo driver, Brian honked his morn about a dozen times before I woke up from my trance. I hopped into my limo and lay back trying to relax. I wanted to go home back to my old home, surrounded with my family.
I opened the door to my old room; it creaked as if it hasn't been opened in 100 years. I walked over to my race car bed, still not made. I ran my hand up and down my shelves which once seemed so tall. I blew the dust off my fingers, it landed upon my first ad, and it was for Clorox. I was 10 standing in a kitchen covered in mud, and my peanut butter and jelly sandwich, topped with grass stains. It read UH-OH across the bottom in big letters. I walked back over to my bed and laid down. My feet hung out above the floor. I laid my hands behind my pillow, but they felt something hard. I pulled the unknown object out from behind me. It was my journal; I opened to the first page it read,
Today mommy took me school shopping it was fun I got a superman backpack. 7-12-95 age 7
I flipped to my last entry.
Good-bye Chad Dylan Goldfarb hello Chad Dylan Cooper the New star of Mackenzie Falls. Mackenzie Falls is about a rich guy who like this poor girl, has a girlfriend, and an evil step-brother. Wow! Lots of Drama! This is my last entry forever. 9-18-02 age 14
That seemed like forever ago.
I also saw a photo of me and Selena Gomez; I met her since we both used to live in Houston, Texas. She had her arm around me; I had a big crush on her back then. I threw it back on my deck and closed the door to the room of memories and left my old house. I got in my Porsche and headed to my current home, a beachfront mansion. I pulled into my driveway and hurried up my stairs to my current room. It was way different from my old one. My old was all mess, this one was all clean. I now had a king sized Tempur-Pedic with tan pillows and a blue comforter.
It's weird how Sonny saying three words brought me here. I mean she brought me back to my roots, made me appreciate life and the people around me, and not to be greedy. Sonny had shed light on my life; Sonny had made my life sunny. No wonder that's her name. Three little words Sonny spoke changed my life, and I would change Sonny's last name. (CUTE, HUH?)
Sonny POV
I was walking my new pug Chad had gotten me for my birthday for a walk. I was listening to my IPod and jogging. My little pug, Kasey loved to sniff strangers. That's how this whole problem started. I was humming along to my favorite song when Kasey stops to sniff a passing pedestrian. I tripped over her leash and fell onto a boy in front of me. "Opps! I'm so sorry!" I lifted my head to make eye contact; I was shocked this guy was gorgeous. He had shaggy black hair, and green eyes. He was also shirtless, his muscles were big. "Hi, I'm Sonny. Sonny Munroe. Who may I have the pleasure of falling onto?" I was definitely flirting with some stranger I met on the streets. What was I thinking? "I'm Trevor. Trevor Mackey. It's nice to meet you Ms. Munroe. Maybe I'll have the pleasure of bumping in again some time." He walked off waving goodbye. I blushed. "Okay, Bye. Um, Trevor!" I waved wildly. I keep walking. I immediately stopped in my tracks, where is Kasey. I started to panic. Chad gave her to me so she meant a lot. I search all of the closest streets, searching for a little black pug roaming the LA streets. I had given up hope and headed home. I was stopped by Trevor once again, he had found Kasey. I was so happy; I kissed him on the cheek and jogged home. I turned and waved goodbye and shouted "Thank you!" Trevor had his hand to his cheek, stubble and all rubbed against his palm.
I mind slapped myself, after telling Chad I loved him I hit on another guy. What was I thinking; I mind slapped myself about a dozen times over. I had to thank him, after all he rescued Kasey. "I'm not crushing, right Kasey?" I can't believe I just asked my dog for advice, I'm losing it. But still I looked down at my jiggling pug, I couldn't help but giggle. I walked into my apartment building holding Kasey tight in my arms and screamed. "Hold the elevator!" My good friend Mel stuck out her foot to stop the closing doors. Mel was still moving in, she was carrying two big boxes in her arms. "Thanks Mel, wow I can't believe you're still moving in! Do you need any help?" Ever since Mel moved in we have been really good friends, she also worked at my new favorite hangout spot, The Patio. "Nah, I'm good." I waved and stepped out of the elevator. "Wait!" I jumped back into the elevator. "We need to talk. So when you're done come down to my apartment, K. We both got off and I walked down the stairs to my apartment.
I opened the door to my apartment and let Kasey down and got changed. I slipped on my purple tee and my black skinny jeans. Mel knocked at the door. "Come on in Mel!" I shouted from my room. I lived alone now. My mom decided it was time, since I was 19 years old already. I didn't need a mom hovering over me, an adult.
I walked out of my room to find Mel, sitting on my couch. "Hey, thanks I really needed to talk to somebody about this." Mel smiled. "No problem. Hey how Grady, is he still single?" "Yeah, but I have a big problem. You want some coffee?" She nodded her head. I vanished into my small kitchen and came back with two cups filled with coffee. In between sips we talked. "So Mel, yesterday I told Chad I loved him and he kinda froze up." I made an awkward face. "Okay, did he say it back?" I hadn't thought about that yet. "No, no he didn't say it back. Well he was frozen."
I never thought about if he loved me back. I put that behind me because I knew he did. "I have another problem." I admitted. Mel's facial expression didn't change, but I knew Tawni's would. "I met this guy while walking Kasey" The little pug jumped up at the sound of her name. "And I kinda like him. I also kissed him on the cheek." I blushed. Mel drank the last drop of her coffee and set the mug on the table. "What's he like?" She spoke with a kind tone. "Well he has shaggy black hair, green eyes, and his name I Trevor." I smiled with my taste in men. Mel didn't smile back, "Sonny that's my brother." My pupils widened. "I never knew you had a brother. If I did I won't be in this mess. I'm not blaming you Mel, but you could've told me sooner." I realized I was standing, having a mini tantrum. Mel stood up too. "Sonny I'm sorry. I'll talk to him. I'll tell him you have a boyfriend, that you're taken. I don't want him to fall for you, somebody who's taken. I don't want him breaking up you and Chad." She opened the door and waved. "Bye Sonny, I'm gonna get right on this." I heard her march up the stairs and go into her apartment.