Song Inspiration: Fink – Looking Too Closely
A/N: I put my music on shuffle, this song came on and I had to write to it. The lyrics of the song don't necessarily go with what's written in the story, but it definitely goes with what I felt when I was writing the fic.
Notes:
Canon Character Death
Pairings:
Scott x Allison
Disclaimer: With the way my bank account looks currently shows how much I am not getting paid for this.
Music Shuffle Drabbles
Scott and Allison
Scott looks at her as she breathes in and out shallowly. She's in a lot of pain and he's been draw at it since they got to his house. It's not working how he wants it too; it doesn't seem to be working at all. Allison's in too much pain and Scott can't take it away fast enough.
"Scott," she whispers, taking deep breaths, "Scott you have to stop."
"No," Scott says. He won't stop, he can't stop. He needs her to be okay, she has to be okay. He's already lost her once; he's already had to watch her die. He can't go through this again.
"Scott, listen to me." She touches his hand and he stops drawing the pain, looks her in the eyes. His eyes are wet, so are hers. "It's okay," she whispers, nodding.
"No, it's not, it's not okay." He can't lose her, not again.
"It's okay, Scott," she repeats. "It's going to be okay."
"Allison— —"
"We're all right." She smiles; it's too soft, not enough light in it. Her eyes look darker. He's already losing her and there's nothing he can do.
"We're going to find you a cure," Scott says, voice determined, desperately holding onto the belief. They'll find a cure. "We'll figure it out and we'll find you a cure. You don't have to die."
Allison is still smiling. She knows there's no way they'll find a cure. Even if they did eventually find it, it would be too late. She's dying, again, and there's nothing Scott or anyone else can do.
"I never thought I'd go through this again," Allison says softly. She tries to laugh but it hurts and she ends up going through a coughing fit.
Scott can't hold back his tears anymore. They roll down his face as he looks at Allison. He's going to lose her and he knows it. She's going to die in his arms again and there's nothing he can do to stop it. It hurts so much.
"I love you," Allison says quietly. "I'll always love you."
"I love you too," Scott whispers back. He leans down and kisses her gently. She breaths, one last time, and then her heart goes silent. "I'll always love you."
END!
Drabbles for the win!
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