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Second of all, I'm from The Netherlands so Sorry if i have typo's i didnt know i had! Have to say that my english grammar is better then my Dutch ;) For the rest i'm 19 and this is my very very very first FanFic.

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Chapter 1

Two weeks had passed since three of them had turned in their badges, but they were still a little confused about it. One day they were just working together and nothing was wrong, the other day, ''to save Gibbs' Ass'' as Tony put it, the three of them now were unemployed. So the three and Gibbs, Abby and palmer decided to go out for one night and to drink something.

''I can't work with those new people!'' Abby complained. ''they don't know the rules! They don't know Gibbs, me, Ducky or even Palmer, the way you guys do. They even forget the passwords of their computers!''

Gibbs let out a little smirk at the words of Abby. It was true. They didn't know anything. It was the second team already in two weeks, because Gibbs scared the other three away, with his way of leading.

''What are you gonna do? What are we gonna do? We can't solve cases with these guys. We just can't without you guys! You're the only people I want to work with. We kick ass with each other!'' Abby stated. ''They know I don't like probies!''

''Hey!'' McGee said raising his voice a little. ''I was a probie once!''

''Sorry Timmy'' Abby placed her hand on his temple. ''I mean I just don't anybody else then you… guys''

Gibbs who let out a little smirk again looked at the two friends. Well friends… he knew they had feelings for each other. They just didn't know it themselves.

Palmer tried to eliminate the tension. ''Guys, I have some good news for once in this day'' He said with a big smile. Realizing that all faces, not only from his friends but from all costumers in the pub, were on him, he felt a little nervous.

''What is it, Palmer?'' Tony said from the other side of the bar

''Uhm… Breena and I are getting a child. No Breena is not pregnant'' He explained ''We decided to adopt first''

''Alright Jimmy!'' Abby said as she hugged her friend. ''That's good news Palmer'' McGee shook his hand. Tony also walked over to Palmer to shake his hand. Gibbs gave him a his famous nod and smiled raising his glass with alcohol in it. ''To the little kid who is lucky enough to get Palmer as a father'' He said. ''Cheers!'' everyone said. Except for Ziva, who was sitting in the left corner near a window of the building.

Tony noticed she wasn't paying attention to whatever her friends were celebrating. Her deep brown eyes gazed outside into nothing. He hesitated and looked at Gibbs who had also noticed she wasn't in the room with her mind. Gibbs nodded to Ziva allowing Tony to check out if everything was okay with her. Tony walked over to her and took a seat across from her at the table.

''Ziva?'' He said while he was looking for her eyes. but it looked like she had not heard him. He wanted to hold her hand, but the slightest touch brought her out of her trance. She jumped a little from her seat.

''Oh Tony, I did not notice you were here'' she said with her hand on her heart, feeling the beating lowering already.

''Sorry that I startled you'' he said. ''Is everything alright? You seem off. Is it the fact you quit your job?'' He said still trying to make eye contact.

''I'm fine, Tony'' she said simply.

''See that's what I don't get. Every time you say that, later reveals that you're not. So why don't you just tell me what is on your mind''

Ziva poured her glass with some alcoholic drink back, and turned her head to look outside again.

''How many of that did you take?'' Tony asked a little worried as Ziva waved to get a refill.

''To many'' she replied.

Tony sighed. For once she told the truth right the first time he asked her something. But it wasn't what he wanted to hear. He reached out to take her hand again but she pulled back again.

''Okay. You don't want to talk? Fine! Suit yourself'' Tony said, he stood up and wanted to walk away.

''Wait, Tony..'' She began grabbing his wrist.

''what?'' Tony said with an edge of anger in his voice.

''Sit down, please. I will tell you''

Tony obeyed and took his seat back ''Well? What is it then''

''I wanted to go back to Israel'' she began.

''What? Why?'' Tony didn't understand it.

''you don't listen, do you? I said I wanted to go back. But then I remembered. I do not have my family anymore. The only one who is there is… Adam''

Tony groaned a little when he heard that name. it made Ziva smile a little when he did that.

McGee interrupted them. Looking up, Tony and Ziva were slightly amused by the sight of Abby holding on McGee as the only option to keep standing.

''We're going to take off. Abby here is a little drunk, so I drive her home'' McGee said as he tried to pull on his coat. ''And since Palmer rode with me he's going too'' McGee explained to the couple sitting at the table.

''That's good McGee. Do not do anything stupid'' Tony commented with a smile on his face.

''Ha-ha Tony. Very funny. Goodnight'' McGee said as he walked out the door

''Bye McGee. Bye Abbs!'' Tony waved to Abby.

Abby Waved back using her whole arms instead of just her hands. Tony and Ziva looked through the window, seeing McGee struggling to keep Abby standing.

Tony looked around. ''No Gibbs either'' He thought. He was alone with Ziva now. So they won't be interrupted again.

''What I wanted to say was'' Ziva continued when Tony turned to her again. ''The reason I wanted to go at first was because I don't have a reason to stay here. Since that I have no work now anymore'' She explained

''You don't have your work anymore. But what about your family here? Doesn't that count as a reason?'' Tony was disappointed.

''What family, Tony?'' Ziva looked in his eyes for the first time tonight.

''You said you wanted to help Gibbs, because you wanted to keep our family together!''

''Yeah but that didn't work, did it!''

''Gibbs is still a father figure, McGee and Abby are our best friends some sort or whatever, Ducky can be like a poppa and even Palmer can be a cousin of something. That doesn't change when you don't work with them anymore''

Ziva smiled. He was right. But that she knew already. She heard his voice say that the whole night in her head.

''Let's go to my place. There the drinks are a lot cheaper than here. We can talk more than'' Tony offered.

Ziva nodded in stood up and gave her, her jacket. He watched as she put on the black leather jacket and swept her hair over the jacket.

The ride to Tony's place was silent. They didn't say anything and only made mini eye contact. but those short times, made Ziva tingle a little bit as she smiled at tony when he looked at her. They drove into the street of Tony's apartment building. When he parked his car, he got out. ran over to Ziva's side and opened the door for her.

''That's sweet of you, Tony'' she said when she also stepped out.

''You deserve it. You're my best friend'' He simply explained to her and they walked into the building.

On Tony's apartment floor Tony unlocked his door and let Ziva go in first. So she walked in, placed her jacket on the coatrack and plopped down on his couch. Tony closed the door and walked into his kitchen.

''Do you want something to drink?'' He called.

''just a water would be fine. I drank to much alcohol already'' she replied.

''You're right'' Tony pulled a coke from his fridge, held a glass under the tap and walked to the living room where he sat down next to and placed the drinks on the table.

''so… What are we gonna talk about'' he said.

''I'll stay here'' Ziva said with a little smile on her face.

''H—here in my apartment?'' Tony said with confusion.

''No silly! I mean in America'' Ziva laughed at his misunderstanding.

''Oh. Okay. Good! Because I can't handle that you wouldn't be around. I need my best frie—''

Tony suddenly was surprised. He felt a hand on his cheek and her soft lips in his. It was just a short kiss, he could feel her hesitation. After maybe 5 seconds she pulled back.

Tony clearly was surprised, with the kiss and with the pulling back at the same time.

''I uh.. I was just—'' Ziva began, but was cut off.

This time Ziva was surprised. Tony placed his lips on hers. But this time she didn't pulled back.

She sinks into his touch. Tony mimicked Ziva when she stood up. Still kissing her and not wanting to stop. They were slowly moving towards the bedroom as they helped each other getting rid of the first clothing parts. They stepped into bedroom and Ziva closed the door behind her.

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