(A/N: And this is my new one-shot please tell me what ya think of it!)
Lifeless…
Stuck with this pain…
Why did my life have to end this way? It was all going so well.
No way out…
Huh, no way out that described my relationships, the first, second and third that I had with him.
Nothing life can help me gain…
Yeah sure I'll be a great success, be with a loving husband, have kids and a good steady job.
Can I escape this problem? That I doubt…
No, I cant, I've never been able to lie, cheat or steal with out feeling guilty and to escape I'd have to lie.
No one can see or hear me, this hurts so badly…
Yep, that describes me perfectly; all I was ever useful for was copying homework.
If there is a solution I'll take it gladly…
Oh you have no idea how happy I'd be to find a solution to my problems…maybe there is…
Cuts so deep they hit the bone…
That was nearly me once, nearly but I got caught, Ginny walked in on me and saved my life.
Bleeding real fast…
No, I was bleeding slowly but now…now I wish I had bled faster.
Through my head runs my life, my past…
And what a fucking horrible one it is, raped, beaten, losing my baby, starving myself…
I think it's over…
Finally after all this careful planning it will be over.
No time to say goodbye…
I'm almost sad I don't get to say goodbye and sorry to Ginny and Harry, but I guess I'll be seeing Harry soon…
So I write with my blood and last bit of life a note…
Ginny…please forgive me, I never wanted it to be this way.
I love you all so much, but life was too much and I couldn't handle it. Sorry it had to end this way…
That is aimed completely at my parents, Ginny and Harry. You might ask why not for Ron. That is because he is the bastard who beat and raped me repeatedly. He is the one who caused me to cut myself each night…so slowly I could hear and feel the skin ripping, yet I was so numb from the pain Ron caused me that I could never feel it.
Just managing to write that with my last bit of life…
I'm nearly there, just like last time I tried. I'm fading away…except this time, Ginny won't walk in and try to save me again.
I lie there, still in my bedroom in a puddle of blood…
And it's finally over, after all my pain and suffering. And the one secret that I managed to keep, stayed with me to the grave, just like I swore it would. Now the world would never know that I, Hermione Granger carried Draco Malfoy's child.
(A/N: Thanking my bf for writing the poem, which is the italic writing broken up. Anyway please please review and tell me what ya think of it! Thanx)