Disclaimer: Any caracters used in this story do not belong to me. They belong
to Chris Carter, 10:13 and the FOX network. No copyright infringement is
intended. The song My only Love does not belong to me. No copyright
infringement is intended.

Title: My Only Love
Author: L.C Shipper
Rated: G
Category: MSR, vignette
Summary: Scully listens to a song that seems like it was made for her.( I'm not
that good at summaries)

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It's been a month sincce he disappeared.Fox Mulder was, *is* not just
my best friend. He is my life, my love, my destiny, my other half, my
soulmate. I never believed in destiny or soul mates before. Then I met Mulder.
He made me question my beliefs, my fath and everything in between. He changed
my views my opinions and my life. I love him. And our unbor child is proof of
that love. I just wish he could be here to share in this miracle. Our miracle.
Our child.

My name is Dana Katherine Scully. I work for the FBI in a division
called the 'X-files'. The X-files are cases that involve the paranormal.Cases
that the government - our government - wants to keep hidden. The X-Files are
Mulders life and when he disappeared they became my life. I know the only way
I will find Mulderis through the X-files. So they became my life. I will not
give up. I don't care how many cases I have to investigate, or how many leads
I follow turn out to be dead ends, I don't care. I will not give up, and I
will find him.

I am at our office where the files are kept. I keep going over all the
alien abduction cases , over and over again. I keep thinking that there is
something - someclue I have missed - that will help me to find Mulder. I have
the radio on. A badhabit that I picked up from Mulder. He always has the radio
on when he works. He said it helped him concentrate, but I just find it
distracting. I'm about to turn it off and get back to work, when a song catches
my attention. It's a slow song with a soft melody. It's quite obviously a love
song. it sounds so beautiful that I decide that a few more minutes without work
won't hurt, so I just sit there and allow myself to get swept in the song.

'Deep in my soul
A love so strong
It takes control
Now we both know
The secrets bared
The feelings show
Driven far apart
I'll make a wish
On shooting star'

This song fits everything that I"m feeling, love , hope, and longing.
Mulder is so much a part of me, of my soul, that I can't even tell where I
end and he begins. Our love is so strong; it's like nothing I've ever felt
before. i've never loved any one as much as I love Mulder. When this secret
we've kept to ourselves for years is bared and we finally let our fellings
show, only to be driven apart by something from another planet, by our
government, our enimies, by things we have no control over. Every night I
look up at ther sky and wonder where you are Mulder. I make a wish on every
star I see that you will come home tomorrow and I pray to god that you are
alright, that you are safe.

'There will come a day
Somhwhere far away
In your arms I'll stay
My only love
Even though your gone
Love will still live on
The feeling is so strong
My only love
My only love'

There will be a time sometime in our future when you will be home
and you'll wrap your arms around me and I know everything will be alright.
You'll be home, with me to stay, forever. Even though you are not with me
now, I know we will be together sometime soon, and until that day comes
our love will live on in my heart and in our child.

'There will come a day
Somewhere far away
In your arms I'll stay
My only love
You've reached the deepest part
Of the secret in my heart
I've known it from the start
My only love

You are the love of my life, Mulder, my soul mate. I know you will
come back to me as soon as you can. No matter how far you are you will find
your way back to me. You always have, and you always will. You've reached
a part of my heart that no one has or ever will. Yoou've reached the deepest
part of me; you know all the secrets of my heart.you have ever since the
beginning, when we first started out as partners. Fate Mulder. It was meant
to be then, and it is still meant to be now.

'Ther will come a day
Somewhere far away
In your arms I'll stay
My only love
you've reached the deepest part
Of the secret in my heart
My only love
My only love'

As the song finishes I wipe away the tears that are streaming down my
face. You will come back to me, and I will be in your arms again soon. No
matter how long it takes I will find you, and bring you home, I promise. And
until then I have our love and our child to keep me sane. Please come back to
me Fox, I need you. I don't care if it takes me years to find you. I *will*
find you. I promise. Your my heart, my soul, and my love. My *only* love.

My only love.

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