Sand and Solemnity

-Briar Eve Sheurmann

This is a series of 1st person internal monologue/poems from the  orphanage gang's respective perspectives. They take place on the orphanage beach, during time kompression.

I.

The Stench of a Knight

The sandy shore once spelled out my fate

K-N-I-G-H-T . . . .Though the 'G' was backwards and the

'I' was smudged

I see that smudge now

Underneath my booted feet

It's both superimposed and covered

This is where life meets atemporality

Where death meets existence in dark matter form.

This is where hell begins and this is where it continues.

There is no heaven. And no dreams-Everything has been made flesh

I am dying while living at every possible moment of my life.

The K- night.

If hope was alive, it would split my head open

For perverting it.

I'll die soon.

Hope-fully. . . ..

The lighthouse has no light at all.

I am the only light here. . . .disconcerting.

The castle reeks of decay and feces . . . ..rotting heroes.

Do cowards smell the same, or is their stench less noble?

Will I smell cowardly?

I damn myself.

Damn you, Almasy.  You fucking coward