Title: Tough Calls
Author: Isabel Juno
Warnings/Spoilers/Disclaimers/ Authors Notes: ... no spoilers, no real warnings... I only own my little House daydreams not the show or its copywrited stuff... erm... thanks to all my psycho friends who inspire me... like MJ0621, Jennifer Butterfly, HouseAddiction, Byte366, and Anne Herbold! THANKS GUYS and i'm sorry if i misspelled your names... i suck at spelling and such...
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Tough Calls
By Isabel Juno
The metal was cool in his hands and he contemplated the dark oblivion. It was seducing him far more than any woman had and he made the decision with a deep breath. He didn't want to leave a note. He didn't want anybody to know why he was doing this. He knew people might wonder why he'd left his only explanation across the top of his doorframe. Engraved in the veneered wood were the words "Don't go looking for me". He knew they would anyway and he cursed them for it already. The metal was cold against his temple and his breath was short and labored. He closed his eyes and focused on pulling the trigger. It was so much more difficult than he'd thought it would be. The metal warmed gradually as he struggled to work up the nerve to just give in and end it all. He wanted that more than anything in the world. Well, maybe not more than anything, but close enough to where he would accept this gladly if only he could get the trigger to slide back and force a bullet to zoom through the barrel and then through his brain.
He sighed. He couldn't do it could he? He wanted to, God, how he wanted to. Then why the hell shouldn't he? He had earned the right to die if he wanted too. God didn't give a damn even if He did exist. He felt a tear slip from underneath his eyelid and he took a final breath as he made his decision and silently apologized to the two people who he'd miss the most.
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