Disclaimer: I do not own DA, or this song, but the concept is mine.
AN: I am trying to do a songfic, cos I love this song so much, I think it's really cool.
It can either be Max on Logan, or Zack on Max. I feel sorry for Zack; he is such a sweet brother.
But I kinda also hate him for trying to kill Alec. And because I think he needs a haircut. And because he loves his sister in a non-sister way. But other that that he's a real sweetie.
But no as sweet as Alec (kitty blushes). LOL : )
Losing Grip.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away, here's what I have to say
God, it's so annoying.
They don't know that it's killing me, not being able to tell anyone how I feel.
They don't know all the pain or the sacrifices I had to make.
I died. I came back, but I still died.
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided...
[Chorus]
Why, should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, ya need to listen
I'm startin to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Why should I care?
Why do I care?
I can't stop these feeling's, they come and they haunt me.
I know these feeling's are wrong, and that they should never have happened.
They were never there. I was scared, and all alone in Manticore.
They weren't there, they didn't know everything we went through.
And even though we ran away, they still got us.
And they got us bad.
Am I just some chick you placed beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I so messed up everything.
Everyone I cared about is messed up.
And so am i.
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided...
[Chorus]
Why, should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, ya need to listen
I'm startin to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
No-one knows these feelings. And no-one should.
But I'm sick of lying.
And my feelings, they hurt me so much.
But I can never tell.
If I do, what will happen to me? Or them?
I can't take that risk.
Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
But are they blind??
Sometimes I make it so obvious, that I'm in love.
But they don't see it.
They are just too warped in their own lives to give a damn about me.
Why should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why, should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
They don't care.
They never did.
Why should I care
Cause weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
AN2: Please tell me if this doesn't make sense.
The bit in the song where Avril is on about the 'chick' is different if you think its Zack. Oh and, Max is trying to hide her feelings for Logan. Not that I want her to have any, but that's the only way the song will fit in with my idea.
Review please.
AN: I am trying to do a songfic, cos I love this song so much, I think it's really cool.
It can either be Max on Logan, or Zack on Max. I feel sorry for Zack; he is such a sweet brother.
But I kinda also hate him for trying to kill Alec. And because I think he needs a haircut. And because he loves his sister in a non-sister way. But other that that he's a real sweetie.
But no as sweet as Alec (kitty blushes). LOL : )
Losing Grip.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away, here's what I have to say
God, it's so annoying.
They don't know that it's killing me, not being able to tell anyone how I feel.
They don't know all the pain or the sacrifices I had to make.
I died. I came back, but I still died.
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided...
[Chorus]
Why, should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, ya need to listen
I'm startin to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Why should I care?
Why do I care?
I can't stop these feeling's, they come and they haunt me.
I know these feeling's are wrong, and that they should never have happened.
They were never there. I was scared, and all alone in Manticore.
They weren't there, they didn't know everything we went through.
And even though we ran away, they still got us.
And they got us bad.
Am I just some chick you placed beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I so messed up everything.
Everyone I cared about is messed up.
And so am i.
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided...
[Chorus]
Why, should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, ya need to listen
I'm startin to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
No-one knows these feelings. And no-one should.
But I'm sick of lying.
And my feelings, they hurt me so much.
But I can never tell.
If I do, what will happen to me? Or them?
I can't take that risk.
Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
But are they blind??
Sometimes I make it so obvious, that I'm in love.
But they don't see it.
They are just too warped in their own lives to give a damn about me.
Why should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why, should I care
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
They don't care.
They never did.
Why should I care
Cause weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
AN2: Please tell me if this doesn't make sense.
The bit in the song where Avril is on about the 'chick' is different if you think its Zack. Oh and, Max is trying to hide her feelings for Logan. Not that I want her to have any, but that's the only way the song will fit in with my idea.
Review please.