A/N: Just to make things clear I HATE yaoi but I always wanted to make a fic of Kira getting raped so the only solution I see to this problem is to make Kira a girl so don't get mad if you hate Kira being a girl.

Athrun's POV

Flashback

"For once can't you be happy for me?"

"How can I be happy for you when I know that guy's gonna hurt you one of these days?"

"I know you don't like Shinn but can you try not to show it too much? He's a nice guy and we have something special and I don't want it to be ruined just because you say he's like all the other guys."

"But he IS like all the other guys he just wants you naked and in his bed!"

"Just like you want me? I never thought you'd be like all the other guys Athrun only looking at me with lust."

"Want you? Kira I have your sister Cagalli as my girlfriend why the heck would I want you?"

"You…you…BAKA!"

End Flashback

Kira and I had that fight again…whenever I try to talk with her about to break up with Shinn she always gets like this. And tonight we're going to a college party and guess whom she's going with. That's right her good-for-nothing boyfriend Shinn. I know he only wants Kira for her body and I can't stand that…looking at Kira as an object…it makes me sick. I'm driving right now and Kira's sitting beside me just being quiet. Argh! I hate it when she's being like that. I'm only saying the truth about Shinn but this time I think our fight this time is serious she's not even talking to me. I wish Cagalli would just go with me to the party but she too busy for those kinds of things so I'm taking Kira with me. At the corner of my eye I look at Kira, my best friend or at least she was when Shinn didn't show up and mess up OUR relationship, well we don't have that kind of a relationship but…you know. Anyway I look at Kira and the clothes she's wearing to the party. It's nothing special just some denim shorts and a black tank top, we didn't need to wear something fancy since we're just going to Fllay's house for her spring break party. Yeah it's spring break…so I have no idea why Cagalli's too busy…it's spring break for Pete's sake!

"So are we almost there yet?" Kira just asked me without even looking at me. She just stared at her right watching the scenery go by. I hate this! Truth is I have this little crush on Kira, I know I shouldn't but I liked for since the day we first met and that was when we were kids! And now she's not even talking to me all because of Shinn. I have Cagalli I know but we only went out because she's Kira's twin…but she's nothing like Kira…Kira's always so calm while Cagalli's hot-headed, she knows how to keep her cool in sticky situations while Cagalli could barely keep her temper and has a tendency to make some matters only worse. Indeed Kira and Cagalli are so different, hard to believe they're both related! "Are we there yet?" Kira startled me by repeating her question this time she was looking at me her amethyst eyes looked like they were looking at my very soul. One of the many things I love about Kira whenever she looks at me I always feel like she knows what I'm feeling but sometimes it scares me…what if she somehow found out about my true feelings for her? What would happen to our friendship? Will she shun me? Will she act awkwardly around me? "Athrun you alright?" she asked me, this time with concern.

"Yeah I'm alright and we're here." We reached Fllay Alster's house and seriously it's huge! I got out of the car first and quickly ran to the side of Kira's door and opened it for her she gave me a 'thanks' and we proceeded to walk to the big mansion's door. When we reached the door I saw something or rather someone I didn't like you all know who he is "Shinn."

I glared at him and he glared back. Kira stood between the crossfire trying to find someway to stop us before we did something stupid.

"Athrun." he said with just as much coldness in his voice as I had when I said his name. He turned and looked at Kira and he smirked "Well shall we go…Kira?" Kira nodded and started to go with Shinn until I grabbed her hand. She shot a glare at me and pulled away her wrist I guess she must still be angry with the fight we just had before the party. I went in the mansion and kept a close eye on Kira just to make sure Shinn doesn't try and do something stupid on her. I stayed by the buffet table as I had a very good view of Kira from there and she won't suspect a thing. It's been about an hour and so far so good I see Shinn doing the gentleman act the whole time to Kira and she's completely falling for it. There were a couple of times our eyes met and this is one of those times she saw me looking at her again and she completely ignored me! Can you believe it? I took another sip from my beer and suddenly I feel nature's call of all times why now? I have to keep an eye on Kira…but I'm sure nothing will happen in the five minutes while I'm gone so I went to the bathroom to answer Mother Nature.

I got back to see Kira not here. I turned my head around frantically trying to find Kira. I saw Lacus and asked her if she knew where Kira was she gave me a weird look "I think she's with Shinn. Don't you think they look great together?" Not on her life! Kira would look a million times better with…never mind I've got to find Kira. If Shinn's with her then there's something bound to happen. I just know it and tonight I had those feelings that something bad would happen if I left Kira alone with Shinn. Call it men's intuition. I ran through the mansion trying to find any sign of either Kira or Shinn honestly the Alster mansion is bigger on the inside than on the outside, how the heck am I suppose to find Kira in a mansion this big? As I was running through the mansion I saw a couple, the boy had raven black hair and the girl had chestnut brown hair. I knew for sure that was Kira and Shinn. I ran faster and touched the girl on the shoulder she quickly turned around and I saw that she wasn't Kira. Big mistake.

"Sorry!" I said and continued running. I looked at my watch and saw that it was already 10:47 p.m. it's almost been two hours since I searched for Kira where could she be? I almost gave up on searching when I heard a scream I turned around to see where the scream came from and I saw Kira running her denim shorts' zipper being partly opened and the button undone. I also saw how ripped up her tank top was. It had a big rip on the right side exposing a large portion of Kira's violet bra. Her lips were also bleeding and she had a few bruises here and there and in that moment I became afraid of what might've happened to her.

"You sick bastard! How could you do this to me!" Kira cried and ran. I saw Shinn lick his lips and now my fears were confirmed that bastard's gonna pay. I rushed at him and punched him in the stomach he bent down in pain just as he was bending down I kneed him on the nose breaking it and making it bleed in the process. He got up and tried to punch me but I dodged it and gave him a punch of my own in the face he fell down and I kicked him in the ribs until he coughed up blood. Now I have to find Kira again! I just hope she didn't get far. I ran in the direction she went and luckily she didn't get far she sat on one corner her knees on her chest and I approached her slowly and as gentle as I could I took of my leather jacket and placed it over her shoulders to keep her from exposing anymore of her almost naked body. (A/N: The jacket covered all the way to Kira's hips because in this fic I made her shorter than Athrun hope you don't mind.) She looked up at me-surprised-and ran. I ran after her but she was too fast for me to keep up. Before I knew it she was out of the Alster mansion and quickly hurried my pace not wanting to completely lose sight of her. I ran through the dark streets calling her name telling her to stop but she couldn't hear me.

Kira kept running until her legs got tired and decided to make her trip and that was my chance to catch up to her. I went to her from behind and touched the back of her shoulder and she quickly screamed "No! Don't touch me!" she kept squirming trying to break free from my grasp.

"Kira it's alright…I'm here…don't worry…everything's alright now." I said to comfort her but she became more hysterical and tried harder to get away from me but I was too strong for her to escape.

"How could you say everything's alright! Do you even know what Shinn did to me? He…he…" Kira couldn't finish since her tears overwhelmed her I don't know how to do anything to make her feel better, I've never seen her like this before so I did the only think I could think of to make her feel better. I pulled her into a tight embrace and she hugged back. She rested her head on my shoulder and cried her heart out for this…thing done to her. I comforted her as she cried saying words to soothe her. I waited as her sobs were reduced to sniffles then to just silence. I pulled her up so she was standing I looked at the petite girl's very beautiful amethyst eyes, they were enough to make me want to stare at her forever but I have to get her home and treat her wounds and…oh yeah did I mention Kira, Cagalli and I are roommates? We live in the same house. Naturally of course, since Cagalli is my girlfriend I sleep with her but not in the way you think I'm still a virgin, and Kira sleeps alone in her own room.

"Come on Kira let's go home, you had a rough night." She merely nodded and I led her to the car. We got home without much trouble. I went upstairs with her because that's where our rooms were obviously. God forbid what would happen if Cagalli ever found out about this fortunately she still isn't home. I went with Kira into her room and sat her on the bed. "Kira I think you should uh…change since those clothes of yours are somewhat distracting. While you're changing I'll get the first aid kit and then I'll treat your wounds after you finished changing that okay?" I asked her and she nodded. I went to the bathroom which was down the hall I got the first aid kit from the mirror above the sink that could be opened and closed. I went back to Kira's room but stopped when I neared her door since she might still be changing but I saw it's open. She must have left it open because she's already finished changing her clothes so I walked in. I stopped in my tracks when I saw her standing in front of me her back facing me. She was only in her undergarments and she reached behind her back and unhooked her bra then she bent down, opened her drawer and got her night dress which usually is just a very big t-shirt that went down all the way to her knees. When she put it on the next thing she did surprised me she took off her panties. Yeah sure she had her big t-shirt on but still…

I waited until she finished changing her clothes…in front of me before coming in to treat her wounds. We sat on her bed which could fit two people on it. She still looked very sad and I felt bad for not being able to protect her. "This is going to sting a little." I said before putting some alcohol on a piece of cotton and applying it on her bleeding lip. Kira winced a little on contact but didn't do much more after that. "Sorry 'bout that but we can't have you get an infection now can we?" I said but she didn't answer next when I began to treat her bruises that's when I saw some of the damage Shinn caused her she had some pretty nasty bruises on her arms and legs but none too serious. I felt really angry "Did Shinn do this to you?" I asked even though I knew the answer she nodded once more. After I finished treating her wounds I stared at her God she's beautiful as I stared at her none of us really said anything to each other until she asked me a question.

"Why?" she asked I didn't really hear her since I wasn't expecting her to talk yet. "Why did you comfort me, Athrun?" I was astonished by her question.

"Why not? I'm your best friend Kira I care for you…more than I should…" I said the last part in a whisper but apparently she heard it.

"I care for you too Athrun more than I also should…" it seemed she still had something more to say so I waited for her to continue "I care for you that's why I went out with Shinn…" this really got my interest "I was so frustrated when you chose Cagalli over me that I thought you didn't care about me and decided I'd forget about you then I met Shinn he seemed nice…then when we started going out…and you started acting weird like you were jealous and I thought that you actually cared about me so I kept on dating Shinn so you'd stay jealous and care for me…then…then…he…" she couldn't finish because she was crying again.

I hugged her trying to make her stop crying "Shhh…It's alright…" she seemed to calm down at my words "Kira…" I pushed her back a bit so she was looking at me "Kira I care for you. A lot. That's why I dated Cagalli." She seemed confused by what I said "I cared for you so much I was scared…what if you didn't feel the same way about me I couldn't handle that so I decided to date Cagalli to maybe forget about you…but then I was wrong I couldn't forget about you. The more time I spent with Cagalli the more I wanted to spend my time with you and now I see where that lead to…I'm sorry Kira this is all my fault…" now I'm the one who's crying and it was her turn to comfort me.

"This isn't your fault Athrun I just couldn't see Shinn for who he really is…that's all." she hugged me and I was lost in thought for a while until I felt something tingly in my neck I realized that it was Kira kissing and sucking on my neck. I saw where this was going and stopped her before I lost self-control she looked at me with a look I couldn't place "Athrun…" she said "Take me…take me now please…" she was begging for me to take her…but I can't…not right now anyway.

"No, Kira." was my answer. But her eyes began to water again.

"You're disgusted by me aren't you?" I was really surprised by what she said how could she even think that? I'd never be disgusted by her. "You don't want me now that I'm defiled do you?" again her words hit me like cold water how could she even think that? Just because I wouldn't take her…I can't take her now because she's hurt and confused right now.

"Kira don't think that I'd never be disgusted with you now matter how many times you're defiled." I answered her but something still seemed to bother her. I hugged her tight to tell her what I was telling her was true. I'd never be disgusted with Kira…never.

"Then why won't you take me?" Kira asked again this time tears were falling from her eyes now. I kept hugging her as I gave her my answer.

"Because you're hurt and confused right now. It just wouldn't be right to take you at your current state." She seemed to calm down a bit at that. But something scared her I could tell I didn't ask her since it might only make her feel worse. She hugged me tighter and I hugged her tighter pulling her as close to me as possible in response.

"Athrun I'm scared what if I'm…pregnant?" Yeah those words were harsh I always wanted to be her first and make babies with her. But if she does turn out to be pregnant and she gives birth to HIS baby then that baby would forever haunt me that I couldn't protect Kira from him. Even so, if she is pregnant it's HER baby as well and I can't leave her to suffer just because the baby ISN'T mine.

"Then we'll face it together. Tomorrow I'll go buy some pregnancy test until then get some sleep. A lot has happened to you and I'm sure you're tired." I got up and picked up the first aid kit and was about to go but Kira grabbed my hand stopping me.

"Stay…Athrun…please?" she pleaded but I could see her tiredness from the emotional as well as physical stress taking its toll on her body. I shook my head and tried to gently pull my hand away but she wouldn't let go.

"Kira you need your sleep." I tried to reason.

"Then sleep with me…please." she said the first part as if she was forcing me but the last part was like she was begging of course I knew what she meant with 'sleep with me' of course and I knew that a part of me wanted to go for it and sleep with her so I finally gave in. "Alright." I said and she quickly lied down on one side on the bed leaving a big space on it which was meant for me. I lied down and as soon as I did she wrapped her left arm around me ready to fall asleep but before she did she asked me one thing "What about Cagalli?"

That's right! With all that's happened I completely forgot all about her. But I knew what was inside my heart and it will always stay inside my heart-Kira. "Cagalli doesn't matter anymore." I said and she wrapped her legs around me before sleep claimed so I wouldn't escape but honestly I wouldn't have it any other way.

A/N: Wow…my friends were right it is easier writing stories if you use a character's point of view and I think the story could be a one shot but I think it'll leave so many questions unanswered…which only I will know if I decided to make this a one shot. (evil thoughts and evil smirk) So I guess the question for me is to continue or not to continue?