A/N: I do not own Glee or the characters in this, I did make up a few but I'm sure you'll be able to tell who. In this fanfic there is no glee club and it's their last year in high school. It's mainly based around Blaine, Kurt and Rachel. Some parts were inspired by Perks of being a wallflower. (which I don't own) so if you find any similarities you know why. Well enjoy, and thanks for reading. Please rate and comment. This fan fiction really has nothing to do with the song "love like woe" I just love that song and that it'd be a cool title but check the song out, it's really good. It's by The Ready Set. okay, well read on.
It was my first day of high school ever, I'm going into grade twelve which probably sounds strange but it's because I've been home schooled since grade eight. But I was scared shitless to say the least. I had just moved to Lima in the summer, so I didn't really know anyone. The only people I had talked to this summer was was my family which is kind of pathetic I know. If it wasn't obvious enough already, I don't have friends. It's not that there's something wrong with me, i'm just quiet and I stay out of people's way.
"come on, stand closer and smile!" My mom said happily as she snapped another photo of my dad and me. "Blaine, I want to remember you're first day of high school!" She explained and took another photo. I rolled my eyes but smiled for the camera and headed out the door to walk to school. When I finally got to Mckinley high school my hands were shaking. I took a deep breathe and walked in.
The first thing I noticed was, the hallways were basically hell on earth. People were shouting and throwing things and many people were fighting for probably no reason. All I wanted to do was find the class room I needed to get to and get my lock for my locker but that was beginning to look like a hard thing to be able to accomplish. But later when I finally made it to my locker, some girl was yelling at her I assume boyfriend that she was pregnant and he needed to help. I looked at her like she was crazy, it was the first day of school and I already hated high school.
When I was in English, we did absolutely nothing. The teacher just sat there talking on his phone while he let the class do whatever they wanted. I sat there waiting to see if we would actually do something but after ten minutes of just sitting there, it got boring. So I counted how many days of torture (aka school) I had left. It was pretty hard to count when basically all the other students were talking or chewing their stupid gum obnoxiously loud. "excuse me" I heard a voice say. I looked up to see who was shouting. It was a boy, a very attractive one. He was wearing dark skinny jeans, and a white dress shirt with a black vest and his hair was perfectly styled. No one payed attention to him other then me so he shouted again only this time louder. Everybody stopped what they were doing at looked at him. "I'm sorry to kill everyone's vibe, but I was just wondering when we're actually going to do anything educational in this class" he said and put his hands on his hips. I laughed quietly to myself. "I have way better things to do then sit in here and watch you talk on the phone" the boy added, which made me laugh again. The teacher muttered something that sounded like a "whatever" and the other students started talking to each other again but I couldn't take my eyes of that boy. He was beautiful, there was really no other way to describe him. I wanted to say something to him but I couldn't, I was way too shy.
Finally the bell rang, indicating that class was over. I slowly got up and walked into the hallways. (hell). I tried to see where that boy was going since it was lunch. He was talking to some girl. Maybe his girlfriend? I felt something in the pit of my stomach. Was I jealous? I continued to watch the two and they were laughing about something. They then linked their arms and walked down the hall. I assumed they were going to the cafeteria because in the movies I watched, that's where most of the kids went at lunch. When I got to the cafeteria they weren't anywhere to be seen so I sat at a table at the back by myself. I didn't really mind though It's not as bad as it sounds.
The next few days went by basically the same way. I kept trying to find that boy and his friend or possibly girlfriend at lunch, I never did find them though. Finally it was Friday and I obviously didn't have any plans, I was just going to stay home and watch movies with my parents or something but they had other plans for me...
"so honey, what are you doing tonight?" My mom asked me as she sat at the dinner table with me. "nothing, I was just going to watch some movies" I mumbled. "sweetie no, you did that all summer! go out and have some fun!" She said with a smile. "and do what?" I asked. Sometimes my mom was just too crazy. "go to you're school's football game at seven" My dad said not looking up from his newspaper. How did he even know about that? I shook my head. "I don't even like football" I said. "but maybe you'll meet some new friends" My mom said and patted me on the shoulder before getting up to put her dishes away. I shrugged, I really didn't want to go and sit there by myself in the cold. "just go" My dad said, this time looking up at me. I reluctantly agreed to go just because it would make my mom happy.
As it got closer to seven, I started walking to the school. When I got there the benches were pretty much packed with few empty seats left. I found a seat at the end of the bleachers beside some chess player. (He was wearing a chess shirt) The chess player kept trying to pat my knee. I had to move. I got up and looked for a seat where a stranger wouldn't try and touch me. I was walking up and down the bleachers looking for a space to sit until I noticed the only place left was a seat beside the boy from English. I took a deep breathe and walked over. "uh, hey" I said. The boy looked up and smiled. "hey" He said happily. "can I sit here? I was sitting down there and the guy I was sitting beside kept trying to feel up my leg" I explained and to my surprise the boy laughed and moved over a little to make room for me. "I'm Kurt by the way" he said. "I'm Blaine" I said and he smiled at me. "you're in English with me, right?" he asked. "y-yeah" I stuttered then mentally slapped myself for stuttering but it was hard not to when he noticed and remembered me. "so you like football?" I asked changing the subject. He shook his head. "God no" I looked at him with an eye brow raised. "then why are you here?" I asked, curious. "I was forced to come but she's late as usual" Kurt explained and rolled his eyes. I'm pretty sure he's talking about that girl I always see him with. "do you like football?" he asked me. I shook my head. "my parents made me come" I said. Then we talked about school and how I was home schooled and the conversation just kept going. Kurt was easy to talk to, he was a good listener and he was an interesting person. Later we both attempted to watch the game., but it was incredibly boring.
"Kurt!" a girl shrieked. I looked to see who it was and it was the girl I always see Kurt with. "Rachel!" he said and patted the spot on the other side of him for her to sit. "you took forever" he said. "I know, I'm sorry! I couldn't decide what to wear" She said as she sat down. "oh honey, you sound like me" Kurt said and patted her lap. I felt something in the pit of my stomach again. "you basically missed the whole game" Kurt whined and put his head on her shoulder. "poor baby" Rachel said sarcastically and hugged him. I noticed how close and comfortable they were with each other. They seemed really happy with each other and as much as I don't like it, they do look like they'd make a good couple. "but at least you had company" Rachel said and let go of Kurt to wink at him. "oh yeah, Blaine this is Rachel, Rachel this is Blaine" Kurt said. Rachel smiled and stuck out her hand for me to shake. "So, how long have you two been dating?" I asked curious, besides it couldn't hurt to ask right? The two of them laughed, they wouldn't stop. They looked like they were going to cry from laughing so much. "what's so funny?" I asked, not really seeing what was so funny. "we're not" Rachel said in between laughs, then finally calmed down. "we're not dating, we're just best friends" Rachel explained. "besides, he's as straight as a rainbow" Rachel said and Kurt rolled his eyes. "you know, you can just say I'm gay" Kurt said. "it's not as fun" Rachel pouted. They turned and faced me. "you're okay with that, right?" Kurt asked. I nodded. I was definitely more then okay with that. Kurt smiled. "you like football, Rachel?" I asked surprised. She didn't look like the type who would. In fact, she didn't look like the type who should even be allowed outside of her house in that reindeer sweater but she's nice so that's all that matters. She laughed. "no, I just like my boyfriend" "he's the quarter back" Kurt explained. We sat there watching the rest of the game, until it ended. "hey Blaine, there's going to be a party at my house now. Wanna come?" Kurt asked. I bit my lip to stop my self from grinning too big. "sure" Kurt nodded. "wait" Rachel said and looked at me. "what are you're goals in life?" She asked. I looked at her like she was insane until I realized, she was being totally serious. "well I've always wanted to be a singer" I admitted. "where do you want to move to after graduation?" she asked. "well, I've always wanted to move to New York" I said quietly. She smiled brightly. "Alright, he can stay" She said and we all walked off to Kurt's truck. I sat in between Kurt and Rachel. "why are you having a party?" I asked. "my step brother planned it" Kurt said. "Finn always throws them, it's like a tradition or whatever" Rachel shrugged before turning the radio on.
Sorry this chapter is kind of short, i'll upload more later today and it'll be longer. Hopefully you liked this!