Hey Guys! So It's my first fanfic, which means I'm kinda new to this so this will probably be really terrible, but I'd still appreciate it if you guys review and everything Oh and just to add, this first chapter is horrible but I don't have the time to re-write it and I really just want to get at least one chapter published, so yeah. Thanks xx
(Josh)
I walk back to the hotel room that the band and I were sharing from the ice machine. When I get into the room, I see one big lump under the covers of the bed.
"What the hell is going on?" I yell, surprised.
Two heads poke out from under the covers, one is matt's and the other is a girl I don't recognise.
"Ahh, what the fuck Matt? Do you really expect me to sleep there tonight now? That's gross!"
"Ehh, sorry Josh… I-I"
"Forget about it. I'll be back later, get some clothes on and stop fucking around. We've got a show to play tonight."
And on that note, I walk out.
Ugh, Matt really bothers me sometimes. Like he doesn't realize that his fucking around in each town we play a tour in is bothering the whole band. If he keeps acting like such a man-whore eventually the fans are going to find out, and that'll reflect badly on all of us.
But I mean it's not like he's the only one with problems. I haven't told the band, but lately I've started purging again. It's just that I definitely can't be in the spotlight and look fat and this is the best way I know to do keep my weight down. But at least with that there's an reason. Like, what's Matt's excuse for acting like that all the time? I don't care how horny he is, he can deal with it another time. That may be one of the problems with being on the road, but he knew what he was getting into before he got into it, so it's his own fault if he can't handle it.