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First part of a new series I'm writing based on a true experience kind of... the emotions are the same but the situations may vary.A/N:
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Belief part ONE of the 'Never Enough' series! Enjoy!+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
Belief
Gater101
Acceptance by the mind that something is true or real often underpinned by an emotional or spiritual sense of certainty.
He had to believe that she didn't do it. He had to have that belief in her and her capacity as a human being. He had to allow himself to have that…trust in her. He needed to know for himself, needed evidence that she didn't; that she wouldn't hurt him like that.
His heart was aching at the thought of her doing that, of being as…lackadaisical as to inflict such pain on him, provoke such shock and anger in everyone she knew.
But he was afraid. Afraid that he would find out she did do it, that she could be as deceitful and untrustworthy. Afraid that his heart wouldn't be able to handle what everyone else was trying to tell him. Fear.
He wasn't a fearful person, not by any means, but lately… Things that included her scared him – a lot. God she was his one and only vulnerability, he did what she told him and melted at her smile…he loved…*loves* her. And then she goes and does this? Goes and does something that could ruin everything?
He treated her like a fucking princess, neglected his best friends to be with her. But for what? For this? No, not for this, he never expected this. This was shallow even by her standards. He knew of her history, knew how she used to be. But she had changed, or at least he thought she had.
He had to do it. Had to find out what was going on. Had to look her in the eye and see for himself if she did or not.
"I can't believe you," he says harshly, a harshness he thought she deserved. "I can't believe you would lie to me after all we have been through."
Taking the plunge was easier said than done. But he had done it, and he had to deal with the consequences.
However painful.