A/N: hey guys I adopted this story I hope that you like it!
Disclaimert: i dont own twilight
Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye and told me
You loved me
I remembered back to when Jake had told me he loved me. It was a harsh memory. We started dating on Tuesday the 15th of July 2008. It ended on the 5th of October 2009. He always told me he would never imprint... Well guess what Jakey? You were wrong.
I continued singing the song and writing it down on the paper in front of me as I played my black acoustic guitar. My electric was getting a string replaced because my temper got the best of me.
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore Baby,
What happened?
Please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door...
I paused snatching my cigarette out of its comfy small chip in the ash tray. Taking a long drag on it before stubbing it out on the cold wet grass on my lawn where I sit venting my emotions into yet another song. I pulled my black hood over my head as I continued strumming my guitar thinking up the lyrics in my head, singing as I go.
And I stare at the phone
And he still hasn't called
And you feel so low
You can't feel anything at all
And you flashback to when
He said Forever and Always...
I was pouring my emotions into this song. I did in fact stare at the phone for day's maybe weeks or even months after Jake left me. I rang him every day. And every day I was greeted by Billy saying 'Sorry, Bella. Jacob is out with his imprint.' Yeah, cause that didn't feel like someone was twisting a rusty dagger in my heart. Silent tears spilled from my eyes as I continued singing my pain.
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there
When you said forever and always...
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest?
That made run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure...
I could have accepted that Jake imprinted on her. She was beautiful Honest to fuck, she was an angel. I was the shit under his shoe compared to her. But, he couldn't even stay friends with me. He told me he never wanted to see my face around here. His imprint thought I was trying to get him back. I was in a way... But I was trying to get my best friend back. She didn't believe me, and slapped me in the face. When I looked at Jake the only thing I saw in his eyes was pride. He was proud of her for that. So what did I come out with from that? I lost everything. I lost my boyfriend. I lost my best friend. I lost the will to live. Love, Life, Meaning. It was all over for me. Jake picked up the pieces after Edward left. Now, Jake left me too. I suppose I gained something out of this. I got back my torn and shredded heart.
So here's to everything
Coming down to nothing
Here's to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew you for a minute
But I don't anymore
It was true. I didn't know Jake anymore. I didn't know anyone. I didn't trust anyone.
And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And you feel so low
You can't feel anything at all
And you flashback to when
He said Forever and Always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and Always
You didn't mean it baby
I don't think so...
Oh, back up Baby, backup... Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, Please back up Ohh, backup...
Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
Because I was there when you said
Forever and Always
You didn't mean it baby
You said Forever and Always...
I picked up my guitar and went and put it back in my room. I slipped on some grey skinny jeans and left my black hood on with the hood over my head. I looked at the clock as I passed. 11.30 pm. I grabbed the bottle of vodka from my stash and walked out of the house locking the door quietly not to wake Charlie. I walked with no destination in mind. Wherever my legs wanted to take me, I would go.
I took a large mouthful of vodka as it slipped down my throat. I didn't care where the fuck I was going. I just knew I had to get out of here. I heard someone say my name and looked up at Quill.
"Hey." I said smiling. I knew how he felt. He phased a few weeks ago, but Jake and Embry were never the same with him. He was like the third wheel now. That was how he described it to me anyway...
"Hey Bells. Share?" He asked pointing toward my bottle of vodka. I sighed and handed it over to him. He eagerly took a mouthful and let the contents slip from his mouth down his throat. Then he handed me the bottle back.
We sat on the side of the road in La Push (AN Bella lives in La Push). Sharing the bottle of vodka. Each left in our own thoughts. Quill looked at me through pain filled brown eyes. He wrapped one of his huge muscular arms around my small frame. He pried the bottle from my hands and took another swig before handing it back. All too soon we ran out of vodka.
Quill smiled a mischievous smile that I hadn't seen since before all the werewolf shit. I couldn't help but smile back He casually walked over to the liquor store, smashed the glass with his balled fist. The alarms started going off and we laughed our asses off. He lifted me through the shattered glass window and followed closely behind me.
We snatched up all sorts of alcohol and made a mad dash into the woods with it, laughing the whole way.