A/N: This story is about a girl named Cecelia Darkheart. Her father owes the humans who helped her mother give birth to her. The humans insist that he does not need to, but he ends up offering his daughter to their human son as a wife. She meet's the Cullen's and she has the dream of helping Rosalie in finding a child.

P.S. Uh, the summary isn't all that good… It's more about Cecelia and later her joining the Cullen's. Teehee. And it's short too.

I never got a chance to be a normal girl. I didn't choose this life yet I don't judge it. People think of my people as a scary and murderous kind. It's true that we murder people but most do it to survive and many crave the blood. As do I crave the blood.

"Cecelia bring me the crystal plates please. We have the Thompsons coming over for dinner." Mother said coolly

"Alright mother. But why do we spare them from the rest of the humans?" I asked.

"You know why. They helped me bear you into this dark world. And every time they come over we risk their lives. And they know that. And we shall be forever grateful to them."

"Ah, there at the door now. Go open it for them."

"Okay mother."

I walked to the door, fixing my hair properly. Mother always did say to look your best when guest are a due. Though I have no idea why. I'm a vampire and I'm beautiful and graceful and flawless. Now don't think I'm saying this because I'm a girl who only thinks of herself. It's the truth. I opened the door.

"Hello Mr. and Mrs. Thomason. Welcome back to our manor. Follow me to the dining room." I smiled at them warmly. They both had light skin and Mrs. Thomason had amazing blazing red hair and Mr. Thomason had dark black hair that was like blue. Both with plain brown eyes. I could hear them whispering to each other, a vampire ability, as they were following me. "Joe I can't believe she's grown up like this. I feel like it was yesterday we helped her parents give birth to her." She whispered calmly

"I know dear. To think we delivered her 17 years ago. I'm hoping to bring her to our son to bite him."

"What? How could you think about that? He's my son, I'm the one who sat in 12 hour of labour while you watched, and he has the right to choose if he wants to be a vampire!" Mrs. Thomason whispered to her husband angrily. "How dare you?"

"Too late it's decided."

"What do you mean it's decided?"

"Ok now here are your seats. Mother will be out in a couple minutes with the food and father will be down momentarily." I said politely. I sat down across from Mrs. Thomason. Mother came with the food 5 minutes later. I think mother over did it because she cooked up a feast that fit every inch of the table.

"Did I cook enough? " Mother asked when father had come downstairs.

"No, no you've cooked enough for all of us." Father said to mother "reassuring" her.

I was reading my mother's mind. She was wondering like me. She had no idea what was going on. Father cleared his throat.

"Everyone I have an announcement. Mr. Thomason and I have agreed that our children shall get married."

"What?" Mother asked calmly.

"Well if we…"

"What are you talking about? I would never even consider a mortal love for a second of my eternal life. The closest time I will ever even touch a human will be when I feed off the poor mortal." I said trying my hardest to be calm though I could feel my eyes burn with red anger.

"But, Cecelia my love. You would be so ever happy!"

"Yeah. Happy with a fleshy human and then what? We end up with kids that are half-vampire, half-human and then I would have to show them how to do everything. I will have to teach themhow to hunt, how to control their crave, how to act, how to try to be human! What will the mortal do? Spend "quality time" with my kids? Yeah. I'd be very happy with a life like that." I said, trying not to yell. I never yell.

"Cecelia! Mr. Thomason and I want you to change his son." Father said

"NO. Never. I will change the person I love and if he needs changing. I want a vampire lover not a mortal one. And I will not change anyone who I have not even thought of once in my life.

"Go to your room." Father said shocked

"Okay." I smiled at him.

"Good night everyone."

I headed to my room smiling to myself. When I got to my simple room I jumped onto my bed and reached for my journal.

No one tells me when I marry someone. I marry who I want. I'm not doing an arranged marriage. And I'm marrying a human. I don't want a human I want a vampire like me ether bitten born or born pure. No human gets me and my love. Father had no place in choosing a lover. I hate that he even tried. And Mrs. Thomason didn't really want that to happen too. A human like her would dread me as a daughter. That's why I like her. She's great like that. I think I want a relationship and I want a vampire. Maybe I shall search for one at school. With vampire my instincts. Tonight's dinner was quite pleasant for me. I loved it.

To I write again, my dear journal.