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"Holy shit Maya! Would you just shut up!" Lucas growled

"Screw you! Leave me the hell alone!" Maya yelled,

"Why!" Lucas yelled in desperation "Tell me Maya, why do you push me away? Why do you push everyone away?"

"Maybe if you used that big brain of yours, you would figure it out." She frowned, and walked out of the room.

Lucas threw his bag into the chair, why did she never let him in? He told her everything, yet she still resisted his care. He was noticing a change in her lately, she was different, she was both happier, and angrier at the same time, and he didn't know why. He had over heard Maya and Riley talking in the hallway earlier that day.

"I'm telling you Riley, you are going to have to find something else to convince me."

"Maya if you would only listen to me..."

"NO! I'm done listening, I'll see you around. I'm my own person, and I don't need anyone telling me anything different."

"Fine, then go! But don't expect me to be waiting here when you get back."

"Screw you Riley, I hope you have fun in your own personal paradise that you've created, because guess what? Nobody else has one."

And with that. she left.

Lucas had noticed another thing about Maya, she was dressing differently, she has resorted to her old clothes, but darker.

He liked her old self, he liked the rebel in her, he thought it was... hot.

Not that he'd ever admit that to anyone, especially Riley, she'd never get over it.

Not that he would ever admit to Maya either, she would just punch him,

Maybe even kill him.

He saw her at school the next day, his jaw dropped.

She looked amazing.

She had on a dark red shirt, a black leather jacket, navy blue jeans, and a pair of black combat boots.

Lucas sighed, she looked hot. Oh no, she was looking right at him.

"Hey Ranger Rick, try closing your mouth, don't want any flies getting in there and ruining that big brain of yours do you?"

Lucas closed his mouth, and Maya's laugh filled the air around him, but it was different, it wasn't genuine, it seemed forced."

"Maya are you okay?"

"I'm fine Huckleberry, why wouldn't I be?" she folded her arms, and raised her eyebrows.

"It's just that, you seem.. different."

"I assure you, I'm fine, just finding myself again."

"Let me know if you need any help." he stepped closer to her.

She backed away putting her hands up, "Thanks, but no thanks, I need to be the one to find myself. I'll see you Chem?"

"Of course you will."

Chemistry was an eventful class, yeah that was a joke. Lucas could barely get Maya to do anything.

"Maya c'mon! We have to work on this project"

"That's okay, I think you've got this just fine by yourself." She grinned.

"Okay..." Lucas poured the black liquid in with the white, the beaker immediately began to foam.

"Um, Maya"

"ooh! Add some of the blue now!"

"Maya I don't think that's a good idea"

"Of course it is" she grabbed the blue glass and dumped it into the beaker. The foaming increased.

"Maya..."

Maya's eyes went wide, "Everyone get down!"

The class dove to the ground, the beaker shattered, sending glass everywhere.

Mr. Smith looked around, "okay, free period today, get out while I clean this mess up."

Maya and Lucas were roaming the halls together.

"Maya, what the hell were you thinking?"

"I was thinking of a way to get out of class, and it worked!" She smiled brightly

Maya's phone buzzed, Maya ignored it.

"Aren't you going to get that?"

"No, I'm okay." her voiced shook. She hoped that he didn't notice.

He noticed.

"Maya, are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

She wasn't.

She turned around, and Lucas grabbed her phone out of her backpack. Maya lunged towards him, "Hey give that back."

Lucas read the first message on her phone. His face immediately flushed a deep red, his fist curled.

"Maya, who the hell is K? Why didn't you tell me about this? You know I can take care of this for you, I can make it all go away."

"I have to do this by myself huckleberry, I didn't want to seem weak to you."

"Weak to me? Are you kidding? Maya you're the strongest person I know, I would never think you to be weak, just let me help you."

"I'm fine." She pulled her backpack over her shoulder and walked away.

She looked towards her phone, Why don't you just go kill yourself, everyone would be so much better off.

Maya shed a tear,

That's exactly what she was going to do.

Tonight.

OKAYYYYYY... so that was bad, but lets hope that it gets better over time, tell me what you think, see you next time!

~BROADWAYBB16