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Tadaa! This would be my First SasuNaru FanFic so it may not be that Good and it might be quite short but I would appreciate it if you would enjoy this…
The truth is I do not speak Japanese that well(though I am currently studying it), so I decided not to use as much as possible Japanese terms, but you might still see some since I wont be able to change my "Force of Habit" in this matter but don't worry Im only going to terms that would most likely be familiar to all…
Just to avoid confusion, in this FanFic, YES Naruto and Sasuke are both Ninja and they Naruto is currently living in a ninja village, well, I cant say anymore since I don't want it to be a spoiler to those who would want to read this…
And another note is, I would prefer if you would read this if the whole story is already "COMPLETE" or atleast nearly completed so that you can read it without stopping… I may not be able to update weekly because my School Life is not as Easy-Going as before so I guess I can only update once in every two weeks and, if lucky, I may update it once a week…
This FanFic may be a little bit too EXPLICIT, so if you don't like things like those, then LEAVE immeadiately…
Disclaimer: Naruto is drawn and written by a talented manga artist Masashi Kishimoto. (Someone I really have no Idea is), and in addition to that, the only thing I own here is the Plot that I thought of…
Story Prompt: After defeating Itachi, Sasuke returned to Konoha to reunite himself with Naruto; but what if the Village itself does not accept Sasuke? What if Naruto is the only one that wants him there? Will he stay or will he leave again?
Rating: Anyone above 16(I guess so, well the truth is I hope so)
Frustration and Obsession
A Sasunaru FanFiction
Chapter I: Returning Home
What would be Naruto's Expression when he sees me back to Konoha? The grinning Raven thought to himself while jumping effortlessly from tree to trees as silently as possible with great rush, he wanted to smile but he couldn't, he knew to himself that Naruto would welcome him, with a beaming happy grin in his face, to the Village as if he had never ran away from Konoha, but he also knew that the Village he once considered his Home won't accept him that easily. And with that thought, he scowled while clenching his fist…
What if they forced me to leave, does that mean I won't be able to see Naruto ever again? The Raven thought to himself again; he was now taller than before and his age was in between seventeen or maybe eighteen, his hair was as Raven as before, just like the Night Sky kissed with Moonlight Blue, complimenting his beautiful elegant pale ivory skin which was as flawless as ever, his red lips that look liked it was burning in intense heat, his eyes filled with the depth of eternal darkness yet somehow it was hypnotizing to look at… he looked perfect, a perfect image of someone to worship…
The Raven's mind was in deep thinking to what it would be like when he comes back to a place, he once called home… deep inside he was regretting to leave his home and everyone he cared about but at the same time he was proud of himself to have accomplished his goal in life, which is to kill his older brother who slaughtered his whole family… he was in deep confusion as he hurriedly traveled jumping from tree to trees…
"Brother Naruto!" a browned haired kid with an over-sized scarf shouted while he was running in one of the streets of Konoha then stretching his hands to wave at someone, "Naruto-kun, Brother Naruto!"
"Could you stop shouting Konohamaru! Your making too much noise, my head is in so much Pain, atleast give me some Peace!" A blond said irritatedly while massaging the sides of his head with his index finger and his middle finger, the blond was also taller than before, his blond hair almost turned into gold whenever the Sun shined its light on it, his face was now more handsome and his whiskers was still in his face, faded but still there, and his cerulean blue eyes that has the color of the bright sky, he looked like a young greek God, his sexy slimmed body, his smooth arc of his tanned body, the strong angle of his chin and that wide grin in his face that looked like he was always happy and never had experienced sadness…
"But Naruto nii-san, you promised we would be training together but after the day you said that, you left…" pouting his face as the blond reached his hands over the brunet's head and patted him, "Hey you're gonna mess my hair if you keep on doing that!"
"Im sorry Konohamaru, but I got an emergency mission from Tsunade-sama last time so I wasn't able to go train with you...", the Blond chuckled and removed his hands from the Brunet's hair, "Im tired right now and I reall -"
The blonde's words we're interrupted by a sudden loud utter, "You always say that after a mission and then you never go training with me! How can I be a great ninja if you don't train me!" Konohamaru said angrily at Naruto, then he shifted his voice to a low mumble, "And more importantly, you never spend any time with me anymore..."
The blond immediately laughed again, "Gome ne Konohamaru...", the blond said calmly and seriously as he shifted his right hand on the brunet's right shoulder, "that mission had a small chance that Sasuke was involved in it, that's why I had to go… im really sorry..."
"B-but, Naruto-nii-san, I d-didn't knew… w-well, Im re-real -"
Naruto knew what Konohamaru wanted to say to him and stopped him by putting his index finger in the Brunet's lips, "Don't worry Konohamaru, I understand, that is also what I feel when that Pervy Sage doesn't train with me… so just forget it, its fine, I promise, I'll train you when Im free, I'll even buy you a free ramen..." then Naruto smiled at the brunet and remove his finger on the kid's lips…
"R-Really?", Konohamaru said with a smile and a small blush in his both cheeks, "That sounds wonderful Naruto nii-san, I can't wait"
"But promise me, you won't get this upset the next time I leave for a mission?"
"I promised naruto nii-san!" the brunet said happily
Naruto suddenly bent and hold Konohamaru's hair in his forehead upward then kissed the brunet on his forehead, "Good!"
"W-what did you did that f-for?" the brunet said while stuttering and not knowing what to do next
"Well, you did call me "Brother Naruto", so I thought of kissing you on the forehead, if Im right, older brothes do that to their younger siblings to show their affections", the blond said gently in a wondering tone, "Anyway, you are like a younger brother to me..."
"Cool, I've always wanted an older brother, Naruto nii-san, you're the best!", the brunet said happily while thinking he got an instant older brother
"So, farewell for now, I still have this headache after that last mission...", the blond placed his finger on the bridge of his nose and close it using his thumb and his Index finger
The brunet wave his hands at Naruto, as naruto walked towards his apartment…
I consider Sasuke as my brother as well, I hope he finally returns was the thought that roamed the Blond's mind unconsciously while he was heading off to his apartment
Should I use the Main Gate or should I just sneak in and meet Naruto already was what's in the Raven's thought as he settled in the shade of nearest thick tree trying to hide his existence…
If I enter through the Main Gate of Konoha, they might try to stop and take custody of me and be under interrogation for a while…
But If you try to sneak in, they might get suspicious of you and then think that you have an interior motive for going back to Konoha…
No, I should enter the main gate to show my respect and I mean no harm
Baka! Even if you did enter the Main Gate or not, they'll think that your dangerous, so just go ahead and meet Naruto immediately
No, I shouldn't if I enter and get caught, I would be punish later on and I wont be able to roam around the Village
Your really stupid Sasuke, aren't you? you would still be punish for running away from the village and if they punish you immediately, there's no telling when you might be freed, so just enter unnoticed then find naruto, atleast then you might still be able to see him before you get punished
Sasuke's mind was battling each other until an old woman carrying a pile of small wood asked him what he was doing there…
In a surprise, he launched himself away from the old lady, "u-uhm, w-well, b-but, I-I was", the Raven said nervously when he realized he was so buried in his thought too much that he didn't realized the old lady going near him…
"Are you also going inside the village? Are you a traveler young man?" the old woman said in a low yet audible voice… upon the Raven not answering and was still in shock, the old lady continued walking towards the Main Gate and just wished the Raven GoodLuck…
What the Heck, this is Fucking Shit, I better just enter to the main gate to avoid suspicion
With that thought, the Raven approached the Main Gate of Konoha and went straight to the Main Guards
"H-hey aren't you Sasuke Uchiha!", one of the Guards said in shock to who was in front of him
"H-his a missing Ninja r-right, one from the Uchiha Clan!", the other Guard said as he stood up and took a kunai from the hoister on the side of his right leg preparing for a battle
"Don't worry, Im not planning to hurt either of you...", the Raven said in a very low voice, "I just wanted to go back where my home is…"
The two guards look at each other not knowing what to do, and a moment have passed, then one of the guards thought of reporting and bringing the Raven to the Hokage's office immediately
"When will I see you again Sasuke?" the Blond said while wearing only his boxers and his back was lying on the couch in his living room and looking at the ceiling of that room, "Sasuke, Sasuke, Sasuke… you bastard! Why leave Konoha when you know that Im waiting for you so dearly?"
As he moved his head in all direction, his golden blond hair spilled and scatter on the part of the couch his head was placed, his hair sticking through his beautiful tanned face because of the sweat around his face… "Sasuke, Dammit, When will you comeback to me, I promised that I will wait for you, B-but if you don't hurry back… My Sasuke" he suddenly stopped and looked at the wall clock in his living room and his faced was in so much surprised thinking what he just discovered
Did I just thought again of Sasuke for over two hours unconsciously?
Why was thinking of him that hard?
And why was I so desperate for him, Yes, he was my bestfriend but this wasn't right, it was weird to say those words at myself or was he more than a bestfriend to me?
The blond was filled with so many questions inside his head but the weirdest was, "W-Why d-did I call S-Sasuke "MY" ?" he uttered in a very cold voice, then he noticed that he's cheeks we're wet and then he figured out that tears we're falling from his cerulean eyes, "Damn Damn, Sasuke! First you made me think this hard on you then you made me Cry, whats wrong with you? and what is wrong with me?"
This is what usually happens when the Blond after missions that might have involved Sasuke and left alone in his apartment and was allowed to think deeply in his thoughts
Im going crazy if he doesn't come back; I promise I will find you Sasuke Teme and bring you back to my side
After a long silence, Tsunade, who is still the current Hokage of the Leaf Village, who still looks like within the age of between thirty and thirty-five, finally talked, "Tell me Sasuke, why are you back in Konoha again, what is your reason, why now?"
"I've finally finished my Goal..." was the Raven's reply toward the Hokage's question as he looked at the Hokage
The Raven was sitting on a wooden chair having his both wrist chained to each other and at the chair, he was inside a five point barrier seal which the Anbu had made in case Sasuke makes an attempt to suddenly attack the Hokage, the Raven complied and did not resist to all of those unnecessary things
The Hokage understood what the raven meant when he said he had already accomplished his goals, he knew that Sasuke has already killed his older brother, he knew that Sasuke is not a threat anymore to the Village then she asked the raven again, "Tell me Sasuke, do you still consider this Village your Home?"
The Five Anbu, Shizune and Ibiki all stared at the Hokage as she said those words trying to imply something to the Raven who currently tied up
"I never took this village seriously, yes, this maybe the place my house stands and I once considered it my Home but now… everything has changed -" the Raven said in a low voice while looking down at the floor ignoring the eyes of everyone staring at him, "It's becau -"
The Hokage glared with a frown at Sasuke then asked him again not noticing that the Raven was about to say something again, "Then, why did you comeback if this Village is not your Home any longer?"
Then Sasuke glared back to the Hokage and tried to say what he was trying to say before he was interrupted, "Its because Naruto is my Home, he's the place I can return to… and if this Village is what Naruto consider his Home, then I don't mind staying here as long as Naruto is by my side..."
The Hokage stared into the Raven's eyes knowing that what he said was filled with intensity coming from his heart and those words we're also filled with sincerity…
Then a sudden strong and forceful voice occupied the mind of everyone in the room, "But that doesn't change the fact that you ran away from the Village and killed innocent people outside the Vill -"
He was suddenly interrupted by the Hokage, "Shizune, ask someone to call Naruto right away immediately, I need to talk to him for something important!"
The Raven's eye widen to the thought of meeting Naruto again, he missed the Blond so much that he was shuddering and was in a phase of trance
"Yes Tsunade-sama, immediately!", was all the words that the black-haired medical ninja said while carrying TonTon
One of the Anbu was asked by Shizune to immediately go and summon Naruto to the Hokage's private interrogation room, the anbu was jumping from rooftop to rooftop quietly as not to disturb anyone to his rush, finally the anbu reached Naruto's apartment and was trying to knock a couple of times…
"Naruto-kun, The Great Hokage summons you to her pillar right away!" the anbu said out loud
The Anbu once again knocked and upon hearing upon no reaction he reached the door and opened it, he entered the Blonde's Room, it was pretty messy, a bowl of ramen on the floor, a hoister at the side of the bed, a misplaced kunai on the ground near the wall, an opened scroll scattered on the floor, but the Naruto wasn't there, the Anbu quickly went out and head out to search places where Naruto could have been…
The anbu went to the Market place, the Ninja Academy, near the Playground, the Practice Area and outside the great Stadium, but Naruto was neither on those places, the anbu decided to go back to the Office of the Hokage to report what happened to his futile search…
"Are you that incompetent to not be able to find a seventeen year old chunnin!", Shizune shouted at the Anbu before her that had just returned from searching
"Shizune Stop! Naruto is indeed a weird and special kid so searching for him might be hard since he is very unpredictable." the Hokage said with authority and disappointment at the same time
"But Hokage-sama!" Ibiki interrupted and continued to what he was about to say, "Hokage-sama, you must now deal with Sasuke's punishment and talk to Naruto later on!"
The Hokage suddenly stared at Ibiki with power and filled with authority
"B-but Hokage-sama, letting Sasuke left like this is a threat to the whole village and if he goed berserk he might attac -", ibiki said in rush and strong yet concered voice
But was interrupted when Tsunade shouted, "He's no longer a threat, I can see it from his eyes, he just wanted to go back home!"
A sudden silence filled the room and made it really intense making shizune and ibiki quite uncomfortable with the situation, they knew their Hokage knew what she's doing
A sudden voice broke the Silence, "I would Gladly look for Naruto, I may be able to find him if you let me go…", the raven said in a low cold and distant voice
"No, you are not allowed to roam the village freely knowing that you have commited numerous crimes whether we know it or not!" Ibiki yelled at Sasuke
"I won't harm anyone, just let me -"
"No, you are a threat, and you might try to escape late -"
"All of you, Shut up!" the Hokage suddenly stood up and stepped on one of the pillars that was making the barrier around Sasuke, thus, breaking the seal and destroying the barrier completely
"But tsunade-sama! Think this carefully!" shizune uttered
Tsunade did not hear what shizune shouted, instead, she go near Sasuke and pulled a kunai and destroyed what was bounding Sasuke to the chair in the middle of the room, "You brat better find naruto and you both need to go back to my Office, understood? Im giving you a whole day to search for that other brat…"
Sasuke got the orders and flew in a haste to the door, he couldn't believe the Hokage's decision, Naruto this time, Im the one going to look for you and with that a smirk on the Ravens face appeared and jumped off the door in search of Naruto
"M-Master Tsunade, w-was that the right d-decision?", Shizune asked nervously to the Hokage
"I trust that kid, I can see from his eyes that he was serious about this matter.."
"I can do this!"
"Go on Konohamaru, try building a Chakra in your punches and in your kicks then release them immediately as soon as you hit you target", the Blond said while evading and catching some of the brunet's punches with his own hands, "I won't let my little brother to be defeated easily so you must try harder"
"Just shut up! Im gonna hit you just you wait!"
"C'mon Im sure you can do better than that!"
"Would you stop moving and let me hit you!"
Naruto didn't really come to train the Brunet, the Blonds real purpose was to get his mind off Sasuke for a while, "Then that wouldn't be called training if your target isn't moving at all...", then the Blond smirked at the Brunet then he chuckled
Two hours have passed before they've stopped practicing, both were covered in sweat and panting side by side
"Thanks Naruto nii-chan for training with me, I guess I got a little at taijutsu and near hand combat...", the Brunet smiling even though he was so tired
"Got better?"
"Why Naruto nii-san? Haven't I improved at all?"
"Hitting me four times with light attacks couldn't be consider getting better!", the blond chuckled while patting the brunet's hair with his left hand
"Well you are a chunnin now! And I did improved from our last training where I wasn't even able to hit you even once!", konohamaru pouted knowing that the Blond was teasing him
"Konohamaru, I better go back to my apartment now..."
"Bummer! Well, we'll do this again next time right? And im promise I'll be able to hit you more and my attacks would be stronger!", The brunet said eagerly as if their next training was about to begin, "See you soon brother Naruto, take care!"
"Yeah, and I hope next time you're a lot better than you we're today...", Naruto still laughing from making fun of the Brunet, walked away from the Training Area Konohamaru built and went back to his apartment and his thought flew again away from reality and started thinking about Sasuke again
Sasuke was jumping from tree to trees and roof to roof in desperate search to find Naruto, he already went to the blond's apartment a moment ago, he knock a few times but no one answered and he didn't bother to enter since his mind was in ecstasy, in a rush, in a haste to find Naruto, "Darn that Dobe, his making this a hard time for me, is trying to get his revenge by doing this?"
The raven had already searched every place the Blond could possibly be, he was so swift that most people didn't noticed him roaming the Village back and forth, he knew Naruto would be quite hard to find and he would be force to search for places he had already searched at, a moment later the Raven thought of returning to Naruto's apartment again in any case the Blond had returned home…
Upon arriving to the door step of Naruto's apartment, he decided not to knock seeing that it was futile and simply emerge himself inside the blonde's house, he smirked knowing it was Naruto's room, his Naruto, it was obvious that the place belongs to Naruto seeing the place was very messy, stuffs lying around the floor, things not being on their proper place, the Raven thought Hm, guess he didn't changed his choice of lifestyle. The raven chuckled a bit before entering the Bedroom
The truth was, Sasuke was not thinking that the Blond would be in his apartment at all, but he must make sure so upon entering, his eyes gazed with awe…
Naruto was lying on his bed wearing only his black boxers with small foxes drawn into it, his tanned body was covered in sweat as if it was an aftermath of having sex, this idea turned on the Raven and he was quickly sweating after, and he felt that his pants was getting quite tighter than it used to, but this wasn't his concern right now, seeing Naruto lying on his back on the bed looking so defenseless and vulnerable, he saw the Blonde's hair turning into glinting gold, his cheeks still has that whiskers that the raven adored for so long, his nipples are small and pink as if it was sore and was the only thing that has a different color on his entire body, his chest was much broader than he remembered, his neck looked glossy with sweat, his skin has numerous faded scars, but for the Raven, his blonde's entire existence was completely flawless… his hungry frustration after seeing the blond for so long was more vigor and intense than it used to…
It was killing him just standing there, he wanted to kiss the Blond so desperately that his breathing was getting deeper and deeper; he wanted to hug the Blond and kiss Naruto's entire being… he was getting crazier and crazier every second he looked at the sleeping Blond, he doesn't know what to do next after seeing Naruto, his hand clenching with despair, each second passing by felt like an eternity to him...
Then Sasuke remembered why he was there, he needed the Blond to go with him to the Hokage's office
Just as the Raven was about to wake the blond, Naruto made a low groan and shifted his position making his right side of the his body lie on the bed, it made the Raven launched himself away from the bed in front of him from the thought of Naruto waking up and sees him staring at him… after a while, seeing the Blond still asleep, Sasuke finally calmed down and was about to reach Naruto's left shoulder when an image pops to his head…
What if Naruto despises me now?
What if he got tired searching for me?
What if he's mad because after a long period of time searching for me, I declined to go home with Naruto?
What if he doesn't care about me anymore?
What if he stopped waiting for me?
What if he had already moved on and forgotten about me?
As this question wandered around the Raven's mind, he suddenly remembered something, that one thing that pushed himself to go back to Naruto, a short moment he wouldn't dare try to forget even at the cost of his life…
"Your as weak as ever Usuratonkachi."
"Sasuke, please return to us, to Sakura, to me, to the entire Village!"
"Why should I go back to a place that held me back from my true potentials, I have a goal and I'll fulfill that no matter what you do!"
"Sasuke, please think this through, do you want to live a life just to take revenge?"
"Yes, if that's the only way to kill Itachi."
Blood and sweat was covering both Sasuke and Naruto, kunais and shurikens can be found on the ground and some are darted at the trees surrounding them, their clothes half-ripped and bruises covered their faces… at a single glace, it would easy to assume that they have been fighting and either one is winning or losing
"S-Sasuke, i-im beg. . .ging y-you…", the Blonds voice that was filled with intensity from the last conversation shifted into a small cry, sobs can be heard even if the blond was trying to hide it… "go.. go, g-go back, p-please return h-home!" the blond was pleading as he fell on his knees
"A-Are you that low dobe that you're now resorting to begging and pleading, tsk, how pitiful of you, your just showing me how weak you really are...", the Raven said trying not to look the Blond in the eyes, he knew that if he did, he would fall and be vulnerable to Naruto's pleading and would come back with him, the sight of Naruto crying was eating the Raven's conscience, he never meant to make his Naruto cry and beg like that, he knew if he go back home, the Blond would stop crying but he couldn't… he shouldn't, he first has a goal to accomplish
The Blonde's Cerulean Eyes was looking into the Raven's eyes, as soon as the Raven looked at Naruto's eyes, Sasuke was pierced with a dagger into his heart, he couldn't take the sight of it, so he turned his back on the Blond and tried to go away
"I-I promise S-Sasuke, I'll w-wait for y-you, I d-don't, I don't care when, j-just p-please… comeback t-to me S-Sasuke..."
The raven felt a chill on his whole body, his body felt lighter than usual, as if a heavy burden was lifted from him, he knew that day that Naruto would wait for him forever no matter how long, he knew that there was a place he could return to and call Home, and that place was with Naruto, then he uttered, "I know dobe and I will, just keep your promise Usuratonkachi!" after saying those words, the Raven walked away and in a flash second, he was gone from the Blonde's sight
I promise you Sasuke, I'll wait, I will never get tired of waiting for you, as long as you come back, I'll be waiting so that there would be a place you can call home then the Blond fainted, still there were tears in his face falling but at the same time he was smiling, he was happy hearing those words come from Sasuke, he knew he would comeback… someday…
Yes, he couldn't have stopped waiting for me…
He couldn't have got tired of me…
He couldn't have forgotten about me and moved on…
He couldn't have not cared about me anymore…
The Raven's thought was still in chaos, but he felt the same chill he felt all those years ago when Naruto promised that he'd wait for him, he felt all his fear was cast away as he heard the Blond talk in his sleep
"S-Sasuke Baka!"
"Naruto, are you awake?", the Raven asked to make sure that the Blond is still asleep
"R-Return Home Teme, Im w-waiting f-for yo-"
After hearing all of those words, Sasuke couldn't helped himself, he hugged the Blond so dearly that it woke him up, and jolted up and looked to what cause to stopped his deep slumber, his eyes was still tired and only opened a bit
"I've returned Home just as I promised." Sasuke said in a low voice
"S-Sasuke?"
"S-Sasuke, is that really you?"