Saying Goodbye to My Sun

I can't tell you how much it breaks my heart
To everyday witness your pain
That I've been causing from the start

Leaving on your chest a visible blood stain

You were the one that picked me up when I was down
My own personal sun
You were always there to talk and be my clown
We always had so much fun

How could I be so lucky
To fall in love twice?
To think that I get the best
Of both fire and ice

But now you want something more
Something that I can't give you
I feel I've started this war
And nothing will be left of my heart once it's through

You are forcing me to choose
You will always be my soul mate
But he is jut too important to lose
In my heart there is no debate

Even after all the pain and stress
I'll never believe that this was a mistake
No matter where our life takes us

You will always be my sun, my Jake.

A poem from Bella to Jacob. My first fanfic. Give many reviews please!