Introduction

xxCrystaL MooNxx here... Well, last year my name was "aLniX". Well, I just thought of replacing it...

ANYWAY!!!

We have our own ways of saying we love some one. We only say it if you truly love that special someone. You don't say you love someone because of beauty, wealth or ability (that includes his stamina and intelligence). You love someone if you accept him for who he is even if he's poor , ugly or dumb. Let's just avoid loving a serial killer or a prisoner.

This is my new story for 2008. "I Hate That I Love You" is the continuation of "We're All in This Together", a story that I made last year. To read it... just click my clickable name below the Title of the Story on the upper part of the page. If you know the original title of the song made by Rihanna and Ne-Yo is "Hate That I Love You." I inserted the word "I" for my own reasons.

Sneak Peek

Three Nights ago...

Questions fill the world with despair, curiosity, skepticism and other more... that the only path you must take is to venture yourself into the world, just to find one answer... or finding yourself standing were you were, for you didn't took a step to opening the door of adventure.

Anyone could look in her eyes with the warmth of her smile. They ussually feel calm and eased. But when I look at her like that my heart goes crazy it beats too fast and I can't look at her straight. I looked in her eyes. She had innocent eyes, a warm smile and a fragile heart. She 's childish and foolish and no matter what happens loving her is my only happiness... Now, the questions were...

"Why is the sky blue? "

"Will you choose the one you love or the one who loves you?"

I couldn't sleep for the night. I can't stand her smiles, her tears, her laughter and her agony. I know... We know that we both love each other but this time I can't because of... her! The sky will light and fade with the sun, the moon, the stars, and the clouds. But nothing can change the way I feel for her. Even if... it will cost my life. I may be called selfish, for thinking of my own happiness and doesn't think about others feeling but I really don't care as long I'm happy and she's happy.

January 6, 2008

11:30 p.m.

Sunday

Was it her tears? Was it me? Was it the time?

What have I done...? Was this the right choice...? Now, I'm forbidden to look in her eyes. I can't take the tears she sheds behind my back. Was this the right thing to do...? Saying those hurtful words... was... NUTS! I don't know what to do...

Signed by... Natsume Hyuuga

from the Private Diary of the Raven Cat