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Please, don't sue me! I swear I'll return them (well, after I play with
them for a bit) and I'm broke!!
Regrets
We are tainted. . . cursed. . . wizards of the old blood. . .
Purebloods. . .
Deatheaters. . .
I sold my friends, my soul, my everything. . . for His darkness.
For His power. . .
Do you now what it got me?
. . . Nothing.
Let me rephrase that: Nothing good.
I fear, I beg, I cower.
I live in misery. . . and in hiding.
Fifteen years, it has taken. . . but now He is back.
And they will learn fear.
The sniveling upstarts that believe we are all equal.
Bastards.
How I envy them.
With their petty little lives.
Their petty little freedom.
Sometimes I wonder. . . What would have happened, had I done something different?
Had I been stronger?
Would they still be alive?
Would he still be happy??
Would he still be accepted???
Would he have learned what happiness was all about????
I once knew what it was. . .
I don't remember anymore. . .
He saved my life, you know.
I ruined his, forever, and he had the gall to stop them from killing me.
Idiot.
God, how I craved that release.
I knew what was coming.
I knew if I begged, they would do it.
And he STOPPED them.
A wizards debt, they said.
They know nothing.
Ah, but He is back.
The time for retribution is coming.
They will all get their due.
. . . And I'll be there to watch.
Regrets
We are tainted. . . cursed. . . wizards of the old blood. . .
Purebloods. . .
Deatheaters. . .
I sold my friends, my soul, my everything. . . for His darkness.
For His power. . .
Do you now what it got me?
. . . Nothing.
Let me rephrase that: Nothing good.
I fear, I beg, I cower.
I live in misery. . . and in hiding.
Fifteen years, it has taken. . . but now He is back.
And they will learn fear.
The sniveling upstarts that believe we are all equal.
Bastards.
How I envy them.
With their petty little lives.
Their petty little freedom.
Sometimes I wonder. . . What would have happened, had I done something different?
Had I been stronger?
Would they still be alive?
Would he still be happy??
Would he still be accepted???
Would he have learned what happiness was all about????
I once knew what it was. . .
I don't remember anymore. . .
He saved my life, you know.
I ruined his, forever, and he had the gall to stop them from killing me.
Idiot.
God, how I craved that release.
I knew what was coming.
I knew if I begged, they would do it.
And he STOPPED them.
A wizards debt, they said.
They know nothing.
Ah, but He is back.
The time for retribution is coming.
They will all get their due.
. . . And I'll be there to watch.