A bella and the bulldogs story. An AU and sad story so trigger warning. Also the kids are in high school probably juniors.
During the night his words sunk in, digging a hole she could never fill.
Worthless, Stupid, Ugly, Slut
It all hurt her. How did a guy who seemed so sweet turn so evil? At school he treated her like a princess but once they were alone, it changed. His eyes harden and a sick smirk never left his face. She wanted to be done she really did. But she loved him. She loved his stupid blonde hair and stupid brown eyes. She hated that she loved him. He was a monster, a evil monster who tricked good girls. Why couldn't she have said no or stop. Maybe she'd never know. But she also knew at this rate it passed midnight and she had a test the next morning.
Her morning routine never changed. She rolled out of bed and headed towards her closet. Quickly finding an outfit and changing she hopped downstairs. Somethings never changed.
"Mornin' mom." Bella greeted. Her mother smiled at her.
"How'd you sleep?" She asked. She was cooking eggs and bacon, like usual. Bella sighed as she sat down.
"It was okay..." She replied. Carrie glanced over at her worried. She easily noticed Bella's tired eyes.
"Another fight with Levi?" She asked. When Bella merely nodded Carrie let out a sigh. She didn't want Bella to think she had to stay in this relationship. This boy had hurt her even before they'd gotten together but as her mother she supported Bella. But now only after a few months they'd fought more than her and Bella's father had.
"Mom, I don't know anymore. I mean I love Levi I really do, but maybe this just...isn't meant to happen yet." Bella wondered. Carrie frowned at her daughter's distress.
"Talk to him about it, maybe he's going through something." She offered. Bella nodded and grabbed her breakfast. Maybe that's what was wrong. Maybe all Levi needed was a good talk. Bella smiled at that, the thought of her relationship finally going back to somewhat normal. She quickly finished her breakfast and grabbed her school bag.
"Thanks mom. I'll see you later." Bella told her. Her mother smiled and gave her a quick hug before mumbling 'have a good day'. Bella walked to her small Honda and drove to school.
School was less stressful. Here all Bella had to do was school work. she didn't mind school, and it was better than most things going on in her life. Here Levi didn't act like such an ass. She was busy and didn't have time to think of bad memories. School was a safe place. So when she walked in she didn't imagine a hurtful sight. Levi was very obviously flirting with some girl. And at her locker, where he knew she'd see.
"Hey Levi." She called out. He turned towards with a smirk, a very taunting smirk at that.
"Hey babe, how's it going?" He asked calmly. Bella took a deep breath. She glanced at the girl he was talking to. She was taller than her. Her hair was lighter than hers and she was thinner. Basically a better her.
"Um good. So who's this?" She asked gripping onto her bag strap. Levi looked back at the girl.
"Oh this is Rebeka. Rebeka this is Bella, my girlfriend." He introduced them. Rebeka nodded at Bella. Her stare was hard and Bella knew this girl didn't like her.
"Oh it's nice to meet you." Rebeka said reaching out her hand. Her tone was sickeningly sweet pitch. As if she was going to never like Bella.
"Oh Hi." Bella replied and shook her hand. Rebeka took that as an opportunity to dig her nails into Bella's hand. Bella bit her lip to stop from making a noise. She wouldn't give her the satisfaction of her groaning in pain. She quickly pulled her hand back gently holding it.
"Yeah I met Rebeka after a basketball game a few nights ago." Levi informed her. Bella forced a glanced at her hand holding it slightly tighter.
"Hey is your hand okay?" Levi asked. Bella shrugged. Levi moved her hand and his eyes widen.
"I think it's cut." He said. Bella realized it was indeed cut. And stung like hell. She sighed.
"I'll go to the nurse's office." She said. She started heading towards there when she heard Levi say something.
"Nice job squeezing her hand. Come on, lets go somewhere else." He told Rebeka. Bella felt her throat tighten up.
Deep breaths, don't turn around. Ignore them, he's not worth it.
Bella quickened her pace to the nurse's office feeling sick to the stomach.
There ya go. First chapter of Scars. I'm trying to keep Bella in character as much as this Au will allow. Don't worry more drama to come. Next chapter Nurse's office with Sawyer. And it'll be longer, I promise.
