NEW SONG FIC! I hope this is good. Thanks to potatoes-are-not-for-sex for help with what might just make this better. If you can, and you want to, try listening to this song while you read it. Enjoy!
It's about time I fall asleep. My phone is next to me. It's quite late, or early I guess. I check my phone. The white numbers read 2:00. I wish you would message me, telling meyou will be late, or where you are. The note I found next to your side of the bed has a name, one I don't know. A different name. You blow me kiss, each time before you leave, but it's not the same. It doesn't feel right. Because I can feel you are gone.
I can't keep quiet forever, biting my tongue instead of saying something. All the while you play it cool, like nothing is going on. You can hide behind your stories, your lies. But take me for a fool, you cannot.
Every time you leave, you tell me there isn't anybody else. But it's not the same.
You tell me you're just going out, by yourself. But I see you.
You can look into my eyes, filled with fake love, and pretend all that you want. But I know, deep down, I know. Your love is nothing but lies.
You look so sweet and innocent, but the hints of guilt in your voice give you away. You know what I mean. How does it feel, when you kiss them. Knowing that I trust you. At least I did.
Do you think about me, when he is fucking you? Could you be any more positively repulsive?
Don't even try to say you're sorry. Or try and make it right. Don't even bother wasting your breath; it's too late for your excuses now.
Every time you leave, you tell me there isn't anybody else. But it's not the same.
You tell me you're just going out, by yourself. But I see you.
You can look into my eyes, filled with fake love, and pretend all that you want. But I know, deep down, I know. Your love is nothing but lies.
Your love…it's all just a big lie.
I had to change some things, and shorten it a bit, but I hope it is still okay. Thanks for reading.