(AN: Hey guys this is a TT Fanfic that is told from Beast Boy's POV. Mostly about Raven going insane... Let me know what you think about chapter one. Thanks everyone!)

Chapter 1: This Could Be A Possibility

"This is out of the control."

"We have to give her everything we've got. She must be stopped - by any means necessary."

"Any means necessary? That's still our friend out there! That's still Raven!"

"Man, she killed somebody! Whatever was left of Raven is gone now." "I'm sorry Beast Boy, but Cyborg is right. That thing isn't Raven. Not anymore."

"Look! The T.V.!" Starfire motioned toward the screen. I just wanted it to end; but the chaos just kept coming. The television displayed shaky footage of pure mayhem in the streets of downtown Jump City. People ran screaming through the streets as cars were flipped over by a familiar dark force.

"This is going national." Cyborg stated.

Robin changed the channel. It was the same footage. "It's on every station!"

I stood there, paralyzed. Raven - our Raven - was tearing the city to pieces. The Raven that I knew and loved had changed into something without mercy, without morals, and without boundaries. We watched in horror as the camera zoomed in on her, and we all saw the same thing. Pure fury. Her eyes locked on the camera. We knew that she was actually looking at us through that camera, seeing our shocked faces, enjoying our expressions of shock and awe. She smiled.

A voice came from everywhere in our living room. No doubt, it was Raven. "Your move." The Raven on the screen levitated towards the camera. Using her powers, she tore a lamp post from the ground, and swung it at the cameraman. The screen cut to black, and a news anchor appeared on screen.

Robin turned off the television. "This is a game to her. A freaking game of chess."

"And we're just a bunch of pawns without a queen." said Cyborg.

"We are going after her. Now. Don't hold anything back." Robin stood up and walked to the door.

"No."

"What?" Robin said angrily.

I said it again. "I'm not going."

Starfire put her hand on my shoulder. "Beast Boy, I realize that you are still clinging to the Raven that you once knew, but she is gone. And this time she is not coming back."

"Then go and stop her, but you will be doing it without me."

"There are bigger things happening than you right now Beast Boy." Robin shouted. "Raven is going to burn the city to the ground with everybody in it, and you are just going to sit there and watch? All because you refuse to accept the fact that Raven is not who she used to be?!"

"Yes. I can't hurt her. I can't see her like that. I can't fight Raven, she's one of us…" I said.

"Fine, suit yourself. If you can live with the fact that you are leaving everyone in the city to die at the hands of her, I won't stop you."

Cyborg spoke up. "Dude, look at the bigger picture."

"I'm sorry." I walked back to my room as they all ran out the door.

Ok, back it up. Raven hadn't been like this for very long. In fact, I would say that a week ago Raven was the complete opposite of what she had become now. I might as well tell you, we kind of had a thing going on. For a while at that point. It started about three months ago when I heard he open the door to my room.

One night she came into my room and she kissed me, then promptly left. I thought it was a dream. It was the kind of stuff you fantasize about, you know? Stuff like that didn't actually happen.

But it did.

There was no tell-all speech from either of us revealing how we've secretly been crushing on each other for a long time, nothing corny like that. She kissed me that night, and it kind of just went from there. When she left, I must have stood there blushing for an hour before passing out on the floor.

When I came to my senses that night, I went to Raven's room and stood outside the door. I was prepared to confront her and tell her how amazing that was of her to do and whatnot. My mind was really racing, but before I knocked on her door, reality kicked in.

It was three o'clock in the morning, and I was about to knock on someone's door. And not just anybody's door, Raven's door. Was I stupid or something? For all I knew I had dreamed up the whole ordeal in my head, and was about to make a fool of myself to someone who couldn't possibly have feelings for me.

And then it got weirder.

Her door opened, and she stood in the doorway with her hood down, expressionless as usual. I thought I was dead meat, how in the world was I going to explain myself?

She broke the silence. "You know Beast Boy, you think really loud."

"Uhhh…." Great, she heard every word that I was thinking. This is going to be bad. She's furious and now she thinks I'm a total creep.

She broke her stone cold expression and half-smiled mischievously. "I don't think you're a creep." Then she hugged me.

I could've died. What the hell was happening? She pulled her head back and looked me in the eyes. We all know this position. I wasn't dumb. This was the part of the movie where the girl says something cute and then kisses her partner.

"And just in case you thought the first time was a dream…" There's the cute line… And then she leaned in and kissed me. Told you. This one lasted a long time, and I returned the favor. She pulled me into her room and shut the door; next thing I knew, I was on her bed.

I'll spare you the details, but it was a heavenly night. We didn't do anything, we just made out for a while. I remember looking into her eyes after we settled down a bit and asking, "Is this us now?"

She smiled. "Possibly."

"Why now? Why did you do this tonight?"

"Because…" she started, "…because I wanted you."

That wasn't like Raven, but it was good enough for me. It was a dream come true. "I never thought that all of… this… would happen."

She smiled again. "This… this could be a possibility."

I smiled back for the first time. It was nice to see her so happy. To be honest, I had never been happier either. That night we both fell asleep staring into each others eyes.

I woke up that morning in my room. I had opened my eyes expecting to see the beautiful face of raven looking back at me, but all I saw were the walls of my own room. First confusion swept over me, then disappointment. It had been a dream. I knew it was too good to be true. I fell back into my bed and sighed. Who was I kidding? Something like that would never happen, especially with a girl like Raven.

My door opened and Raven stepped in. Her hood was up this time, she looked very solemn. This was the Raven that I had always known, but honestly I wasn't too happy to see her like that. She closed the door behind her. "Hi."

"Hey Raven, what are you doing in my room? You never come into my room." Ok, let me say something first. Take note, at this point I thought that everything that had happened was a dream, and I was completely weirded out.

"Did you enjoy last night?" Raven must have guessed or read what I was thinking.

"Uhh…" I couldn't take much more of this. I had no idea what was going on at that moment.

"Oh please… of course you did. You've wanted to do that for years."

"Do what?"

"Beast Boy," she stared me in the eyes. "Last night was not a dream."

I was hit with the feeling of excitement, I couldn't suppress a smile. "It was fun. I've been dying to do that with you."

She sighed. "Me too, actually." the mischievous Raven that I experienced last night was gone. "Look, Beast Boy, last night was amazing."

"Yes it was."

"But…" she looked away. "That wasn't me."

"You are totally screwing with my mind right now. What is going on?" I wasn't mad, I was just hopelessly confused.

"Well, it wasn't entirely me. It was lust."

"Of course it was lust, I had it too. That doesn't mean it wasn't you."

"No, you don't understand. You were with my emoticlone, Lust."

"I thought those things only existed in your mind, Raven."

"They do, but this one took ahold of me. Sometimes an emotion gets so strong that I have a hard time controlling it. You've seen it happen before with Rage."

I nodded. For some reason I thought that Rage was the only clone she struggled with. "So yesterday was a mistake? A regret? One time only?" I said, deflated.

"Look, Beast Boy, Lust didn't just randomly take over and make out with the first guy she found." She came closer to me and lowered her hood. "They were all feelings that I had, and they became so strong that I just couldn't control it anymore. It consumed me, and then…"

"… and then last night happened." I said. "I understand."

"No you don't understand. My every move was controlled by Lust, but I was still there experiencing everything with you. It was still me, kind of. What I'm trying to say is that I still want this to be a possibility, but with me this time."

"The real you?"

"Yes! I just couldn't make you think that yesterday was entirely me and then disappoint you later. You know me Beast Boy, I'm not usually like that."

"Believe me," I laughed, "I know." She hugged me. "Are we an us?"

"I would like that." She said, kissing me on the forehead. "But let's keep us between us, okay? See you tonight?" she winked.

"Yeah!" I wouldn't miss it for the world. "Wait, I'm not talking to Lust again am I?"

"Not anymore Beast Boy. She just opened the door for all of this to happen."

"I guess I owe her some thanks." I said.

"I'll let her know." She walked out the door. "Until tonight."

I was smart enough to be worried at that point. Ecstatic, yes, but still worried. Raven had lost control and an emoticlone had completely taken over for her. This time it happened to lead to something good, but what if Rage got out again? If Raven couldn't control an emotion like Lust, how could I count on her to control Rage, Rude, or even Brave? I gave her the benefit of the doubt that day, but it wouldn't be long until I realized that Raven had completely lost control.