Love without Tragedy
Why did this happen? Why did this great bond spark a flame that burned this relationship to ashes? Was it even a real relationship at all?
Or was it just another mind game? Did you really love me like you say you did? Or was that just a lie? Was everything you said a lie?
No, it can't be. I have so many questions and in this case no answers at all. Not even a clue of what so ever. All I know is that we had a connection.
Or at least I thought I had a connection with you. We never saw each other, yet we talked almost all the time. At first I was a little skeptical about long-distance relationships yet when we talked on the phone for the first time, instantly you became more intriguing to me. I wanted to learn more and more about you.
I'll have to admit I was a little shy. I didn't want to say anything stupid that could run you off. But you accepted my flaws and differences as I did the same to you. At least, I thought you did. But why? Why did you leave on short notice? I knew something was amiss because of the lack of communication between us.
I told you that if I or you were to find someone else we'd tell each other knowing that regardless we'll understand and work something out.
But you broke my heart. In seconds, your hand that was once held out trying to find a way to grasp mine started fading away. And in that split second you were gone.
Out of my life forever. It's funny how someone can cut your string off so quickly. Even funnier if you didn't know why they did. Could've at least told me.
Maybe if I get into another situation like this one I'll know what to do next time. But that will have to wait. I have to recover from you first.
And to think that someone you never seen before made you feel like number one in the world. The way he talked made my body shiver with excitement, the way he
laughed brought a happily grin to my face, and the way he talked dirty to me made my whole body melt. I can still feel the tingles some of his words gave me. Whenever we talked that way I became speechless at times because the feelings were just too overwhelming. But now all of that is gone. I have to put those feelings in the past just as he threw his away. In time I know I'll soon keep my mind of it. But just remember. You can forget about what someone did, what someone said, but you can never forget about how they made you feel. I mean, what's love without tragedy?