My Heaven

Last night I drowned myself

In a pool of my own blood

I felt it for moment

Then I blacked out

The next thing I knew

I woke up in heaven

Or what you consider hell

It wasn't a nightmare to me

It was pure bliss

I saw so many people

Who have done so many wrongs

I felt like I belonged

These people understood me

I understood them

We were all outcast in our other lives

They accepted me for me

I accepted them for them

We did what we liked when we liked

Without anybody judging us

We didn't give a flying fuck

There was nothing to be afraid of

We had each other to rely on

It was like I had a real family

We had no regrets

I love it here

I do ever want to go back