I stare into his dark piercing eyes. They're perfect. As they look back at me with such intensity I think of the time we have known each other. I thought of what he wore the day I met him. I thought of the pure perfection he resembled in my mind. He was my goal of what I wanted to be and what I wanted to be with. And he stared back at me with those flawless eyes.

I courageously slide my hand over to grasp his. He eases his hand towards mine and maintains a steady grip. His hands are soft. He must have used some sort of moisturizer. I think it's kind of sweet that a guy would be willing to use any sort of beauty product.

I open my mouth and speak slowly, "You know who I like?"

"Tinky Winky!" he says in a sweet babyish voice. I smile in confirmation.

Once he said this it gave me chills. His voice so smooth, so young, so full of life. Each time he spoke it made me realize why I love him. It made me realize how sensitive, how smart, how kind he was.

I loved everything about him. From his smooth soft indigo skin to his pointy little nose, all of course, perfect. Ever little thing he did I loved. I almost died every time he softly says "uh oh" or sings the words "tinky winky tinky dinky" over and over.

Some people say I'm in love with a gigantic baby. But I'm not. I cannot comprehend how they cannot tell the difference between a gigantic baby and a teletubby. Their audacity to tell me these lies amazes me every single day.

I look at him in the eyes. He smiles. He raises his hand up and points at the sun. I look up and it's chubby little baby face as stares back at me. I love the green hills and the circular windows. I love being able to see noo-noo robot as he passes by each and every day. I love it here and I am here to stay.

I hear him inaudibly mumble some words to himself. So cute so adorable he was he spoke. I wrap my arm around his shoulder. He moves his hand on mine. We meet eyes for just a moment. I move my head and give him a peck on the cheek.

"I love you," I say.

"Uh oh," he responds.

This time it didn't sound so sweet.