Disclaimer: Naoko Takeuchi own SM. Not me.

Author's note: I don't know what came over me. I was just doing my school paper on the computer and started typing this. If it doesn't make sense at all. Pls forgive me. Two weeks into Advanced Courses and I'm already going wakko.




I Hate Her
by
genielou





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Usagi Tsukino. A girl can learn to hate that name. Who wouldn't? She has everything I've ever wanted and more: a family, a boyfriend, a life... The list goes on.

"...fighting evil by moonlight..."

She is my princess. She is the cause of a future I did not choose.

"Tenaw-tenaw-tenawtenaw! Pow!"

"Usagi, please. You're disturbing the peace."

"Right. Sorry." she blushed.

Aaargh! I hate this. I don't even know why I'm here. I should be at home, cleaning or something. I could have gone to the park or maybe even the arcade. But, instead, I'm sitting here studying for an exam that I won't even have at my school.

"Here."

I blinked at the plate in front of me.

"Don't worry. I didn't bake them. Mama did. They're edible."

I take a cookie and smiled at her.

I was doing just fine before she came along. I was content with the way my life was going. I had a home, I had solitude... I didn't need her. I didn't need anybody.

Sigh.

I don't get it. I hate her but I don't hate her. Just when you think you've figured it all out, she does something that could melt you right on the spot and change your whole perspective of being. I hate her.

"...hee-hee..."

I nibble at the cookie and raised a brow, realizing that she'd been staring at me smiling.

"What is it?" I ask.

"Nothing," she says. "Just thinking."

She smiled again.

"Of what?" I ask her.

"Just thinking of how lucky I am."

I hate her but I don't hate her.

"How lucky I am to have you as a friend," she continues and went back to work.

She is my princess.

She is my future.

"Thank you," I whisper.

Do I love her?

No.

"Thank you, Usagi-chan."

But I'm sure I will, someday.




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Yeah, yeah. I know it was pointless, but hey, I was bored. Can you guess who was narrating the story?