I finally hear those words -

The ones that I've been longing for -

And my lips repeat them gratefully

I hope you understand

They are only meant for you

When he holds me close against him

And I feel his warmth and tenderness

I can close my eyes and just pretend

The arms around me are your own

In the shelter meant only for me

Do you hear me when I address him

As you eavesdrop on our romance

Do you feel he represents you

Are you happy as a voyeur

At another table so to speak

So I finally bare my soul

To his concern and awkwardness

I imagine you full of wisdom

Your hand upon my cheek, and yet,

The absence begins to drown me

Eventually I wake beside him

In the cold light of dawning

And I wonder if you're watching

And sharing in this feeling

Of a new sense of loneliness