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Remus PoV

Sirius has been yelling at me for so many hours that I don't know how long it has been. He yells at me, he curses at me, he throws things at me, but mostly, he keeps asking the same question over and over. After all those hours I still don't know the answer to it.

"How could you, after everything we've been through? After everything I did to get you back? I gave it my all for this relationship and you do this to me," he demands.

"Sirius, please! It wasn't what it seemed. This was not supposed to happen."

"Oh, so you weren't supposed to get caught, huh?"

"No, Sirius, please let me explain. You see James—"

"I'm done with you," Sirius says, matter a fact. "I'm done with this. I'm done with everything. I thought after the incident you all would forgive me. You guys said you did, but I see now that you didn't," Sirius says. He turns to leave.

"Sirius, please don't go. It wasn't what it looked like. Please listen to me," I say, falling to my knees begging for him to listen.

"I thought you loved me," he says. "You told me you loved me. I guess I was wrong. I leave to do something, and I come back to see you kissing my best mate. The same best mate that was supposed to be my so called brother. How can I ever forgive you, or any of you?" Sirius yells. He tries to leave, but I won't let him. I grab Sirius's hand and tug him back to me. It's a little hard to do on the floor, but I make it happen.

"Sirius," I say standing up," I'm telling the truth. James came in all depressed and one led to another-," I start to say lamely looking at the floor, but he cuts me off.

"You know what, Remus, you say you're telling the truth, but you can't even say this to my face," he says. Even with the point taken I still don't look up at, too afraid of what I might see.

"Sirius please," I beg him. "I'm sorry, please don't leave me. We could work this out." Now I look at him and all I see is pure betrayal. I look away, crying harder than I have ever cried.

"Remus," Sirius says finally," I don't think I could ever forgive you or James or anybody else for this. This was the ultimate betrayal and I can't go through any more pain than I already am."

Sirius starts to walk away from me, but he hesitates. "Remus, you might think you know what the truth really is, but really you know nothing of it," He says before apparating away.

Then everything goes quiet. I look up to see Sirius has left. Sirius left out of my house, out of my life, and I fear that it's …. for good!

Oh isn't this sad! People always make Sirius the jerk, the player, pimp, the criminal and people always make Remus the innocent one, the victim, the sensitive one, and the pitiful one. Well now Remus is everything people make Sirius out to be. I love Remus with all my heart and all, but I'm in love with Sirius and that is from my heart and soul.

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