Max P.O.V.
I see him with her all the time now. Brigid. He told me I can't keep him from other girls.
I walk to the bathroom and look in the mirror. I'm ugly…. Period. I walk out and pass them. He sends me a look , He knows that it hurts me to see him with her. That 's why he does it.
I walked below deck and wandered until I found a door that I had not seen before. Alert as ever I snuck in. There were instruments everywhere. I spotted an electric piano thingy. I found a floppy disk and inserted a song started to play it was really pretty.
Quietly shutting the door I sat back down and heard the song shift into a familiar piece I heard nudge listening to on the radio. I think it was called Ave Maria or something like that. It was really pretty piece and I could easily relate. I hummed along until it switched to the next song. I immediately recognized it and started singing, well my version.
I know when she's been on your mindThat distant look is in your eyesI thought with time you'd realizedIt's over, over
How can he expect me to devote myself to him when he hasn't to me.
It's not the way I choose to liveAnd something, somewheres got to giveAs sharing this relationship gets older, olderYou know I'd fight for youBut how can I fight someone who isn't even thereI've had the rest of youNow I want the best of youI don't care if that's not fair
He tells me that as a guy he's allowed to look at other girls. He doesn't find it fair for me to keep from other girls, especially since I run every time he kisses me. Cause I want it allOr nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt's now or never
Brigid and Fang are really starting to get close. He's starting to become a stranger to me.
Is it allOr are we just friendsIs this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing at all
He says he's given me several chances. All I feel is that he shown lust. Not once has he said that he loved me. Not once. There are times it seems to meI'm sharing you in memoriesI feel it in my heartBut I don't show it, show itThen there's times you look at meAs though I'm all that you can seeThose times I don't believe it's rightI know it, know itDon't make me promisesBaby you never did know how to keep them wellI've had the rest of youNow I want the best of youIt's time to show and tell
I know if he would just tell me. I wouldn't be so scared. I want to be with him so badly, but, why be with someone who not completely into you… you know?Cause I want it allOr nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt's now or neverIs it allOr are we just friendsIs this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me hereWith nothing...
I feel so stupid crying but. It hurts. And I've been through a lot of pain, but, this a new kind of pain. I'd rather face a million erasers instead of feeling like this.
Cause you and ICould lose it all if you'veGot no more roomNo room inside for me in your life
He avoided me completely yesterday. I tried to tell him but he didn't want to hear it. Yet he keeps asking me about it. Cause I want it allOr nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallIt's now or never
I don't care if everyone one on the boat can hear me. I don't care if he hears me. Is it allOr nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt's now or neverIs it allOr are we just friendsIs this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me hereWith nothing at all
The music fades away. My clothes are soaked from all the tears. I take one of my gloves out of my pocket, put in my mouth, and then I just sob.
Unaware of the door opening I curl to my side and cry.
I feel a hand lightly touch my shoulder and look up to see Fang. I pull away and cry harder.
"Max I am so sorry. I… I didn't mean to… I thought you…" He didn't know what to say.
It really didn't matter what he said. He's not going to say that one phrase.
"Max I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry. I just thought I would get you jealous enough, to give me a chance and admit how you feel," he never admit… "max I love you, and I'm sorry it took you breaking down for me to realize my mistake. I should have told you all those times I kissed you why I was kissing you. So I'm going to try to make up for it. " He was starting to look very uncomfortable. "I love your smile, the way your eyes show your mood. Your badass-ness, the fact that you have a good huge heart and always put others first, I love watching you fly, you're the most graceful thing I've ever seen. You can make anyone laugh. And…" he looked down, " You're the most beautiful girl I know, you may not see it but everyone else does Max. Your just perfect." He sounded very shy and sincere. I looked up and he was actually crying. I looked down at the floor and then asked.
"Do you really love me?"
"Ye I really do, Max."
I looked him in the eyes, Deep into his eyes to see if he was telling the truth. He was.
Nervously I reached up and brought his face to mine. We kissed. We pulled away for air.
He was mine completely. All mine.
"I love you two Fang." I murmured into his shoulder. I snook a peak at him through my eyelashes.
He was smiling.
A/N: Decided to try out the one- shot thing. Tell me if I should do another one. Please review.