I had only4
days, and I knew it.
I had to kill myself before then, before I
turn 18.
most people would be happy to turn 18, a legal adult,
but Im not part of the most.
Once I turn 18, Ill be something
I never wanna be,
a
vampire hunter.
I
loved my boyfriend, and my dad killed him, just because he was a
vampire.
I swore sence that day, that I would never ever
become a vampire hunter, that i would never run with the super
natural anymore, that I would run and escape my desteny.
but its
not that easy, when I turn 18, which i wont, I well surly forget him,
i'll become a vampire hunter and my heart will be filled with
hatedred for vampires, but that will never happen,
before I even
have a chance to become a monster to kill "monsters"
I'll
die
before that becomes true.
About a week ago I moved to
forks, washington, where I met this guy that I just cant get out of
my head at night.
but i know what he is and i cant get involved,
for my sake and his.
but every time I
see him, every time i speak to him, I get those butterflies in my
stomach and I become unable to beat a steady heart beat.
just like
when I was with... Alex.
He invited me over to his house
today and i cant even think.
' I should just run now, when I still
have a chance, of not falling for him'
but
'I
think I already have falling, hard'
I met his family
and he gave me a tour of the house, including the "kitchen"
It
was twilight outside hisglass window
facing the east, As I looked out into the forest I knew
I
would have to die...soon
before my dad would find me, before I turned 18, before I couldn't kill myself, because I was bonded to this
earth with him, the vampire in this very room, thevampireI'd falling for.
I sat next to him on his "bed" and I
looked into topaz eyes,
the butterflies invaded my stomach
and
my heart pounded hard against my chest.
and
a thought accured to me
He lowered his lips to mine and wow, the feeling I got as his cold lips touched my warm ones, was magical.
I never thought, I could ever love anyone again, after alex, but when I kissed this bronze haired, topaz eyed vampire,
I couldn't even think of alex!
The thought I had in my
mind, became clear, and the evidence of why it was my only choice.
1.
I cant be a vampire hunter
2. I cant leave the vampire Im
kissing
3. I want to be with him, forever
When
our lips parted, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the light was
fading, the sun was disapering from the horison,
just
like the light of my humanity
"edward..." I
whispered as I looked into his eyes, but something in them made me
stop,
he knew
I dont know how to
explain how i knew, he knew, I just knew.
then he kissed me again,
this time it wasnt as gentle, but I liked it
just the same.
I dont know How I ended up underneath him, but here I was underneath him,
"Freeze
my time edward" I whispered
I then closed my eyes
and
felt
his breath at my neck,
that night my time froze, but my love for him never ounce shivered.