Then And Now
Loving you was never easy
You always wanted to do things that I told you not to do
But deep down I loved and cared for you but I could never show you
You must have thought I was made of stone so emotionless and so uncaring
Only caring about my views for you in life and not your own
As time went on I put the weight of the world on your shoulders
Even though sometimes I was never around you could my presence
That only weighed you down even more like you were just face planting the earth
Overtime though you filled both my promise as well as your own
My life is a bottomless pit
It's so black that I can hardly see myself
Sometimes I wonder did my heart leave my soul
If so where did it go? I for one do not know?
But if you have the answer please let me know
I feel so full of holes
Sometimes I compare myself to a piece of swiss cheese
Or an itchy wool sweater that you can't stand
It's a complete full course meal for a horde of moths
But I can't help but think what's next
I feel so full of holes
I am almost see through
That the sunlight just shines right through
Everyone pities me and I don't blame them
Sometimes I like it and other times it's just simply too much
But I am determined to pull through and live my life to the fullest
I have all these ideas that I want to accomplish but the littlest thing
Always manages to put me down
Suffocating me as I try to get back on my feet