Len Kagamine

I woke up to the sound of my buzzing cell phone. Tired and annoyed, I grabbed for it lazily sat up, while pushing my hair to the back of my head. Glancing up at the round clock sitting on the wall across from me, I pressed the cell phone against my face. 4 a.m., I chucked to myself, I know exactly who's calling.
The familiar and shaken voice at the other end confirmed my thoughts. "Where were you yesterday night and who were you with?"
"Out with friends, I had a couple of drinks and ended up crashing at one of their houses."
"Oh really?"
"Yea," I replied, a faint shuffle caught my ears as the person next to me turned away from my side and continued to sleep peacefully. "He was really drunk, I couldn't just leave him alone."
"And who exactly is this friend?"
I smiled as I took my bed-companion's long green hair and twisted it around my finger. "You wouldn't know him, you don't go to our school right?"
"Hmph…" A slight pause made me almost laugh out loud, this meant that she was actually falling for this bullshit, damn this was more amusing than it should be. "Well…I want you to say it."
"Say what?"
"That I'm your only one…because you're my only one too Len."
I smiled again as I began saying the favourite words they all want to hear. "Yea of course, you're the only one for me."

The dreaded phone call ended up making me almost late for school. I didn't even have time to find where my shirt went, oh well, it was a shirt I've wanted to get rid of for a while now anyways. Besides, Miku probably would be ecstatic if she found it, other than that she can be clingy as hell she's not a bad partner in bed, I thought to myself. At the same time, I felt a bit regretful for leaving without waking her up, seeing as how she was in my class and probably will give it to me bad when she sees me and I definitely didn't want to deal with that.
I stepped into the classroom as one of my friends, Gakupo came up to me and threw an arm around my shoulder. "So Mr. Player, how was it with Hatsune last night?" Aside from the fact that he's been my friend since elementary school, he can come off as a bit desperate at times, like how he would ask me things like this to satisfy himself because he gets laid only once a year. But anyhow, he's one of the few people I can have a conversation with without being annoyed and that's good enough for me. "Well?"
"Let's just say I didn't think someone as shy as her could be so wild at the same time." I winked as Gakupo laughed.
"SCORED!"
"Now now, what about yourself? Don't you have a crush on that Kasane girl? The one with the cute pigtails all the time?"
"Heyheyhey! Don't you dare make a move on her, save some girls for the rest of us will ya?"
"Heh, don't worry, I'm not that cruel that I'll steal my friend's girl." Besides there are plenty of others in the sea that would willingly come to me, because "doing it" is what they all care about no matter what excuse they try to use, I added as an afterthought.
Lunch time couldn't have come sooner, Miku caught me before I could escape and dragged me back into the empty classroom with a pouty expression on her face.
"What the heck Len…why didn't you wake me so we could go together?"
I internally sighed. "Well you were sleeping so peacefully that I didn't want to wake you up, besides people would suspect us if we came to school together."
"But...who cares Len," She pushed her hands inside the jacket of my uniform as I felt her flush, "We're in love aren't we? Even if people ask we can just tell them we're together. Don't you want to be with me?"
"Of course I do," I gently placed my hands on top of hers, "It's just, right now isn't a good time to announce it, besides…"
"Besides…? AH—" She almost jumped as she felt my hands stroking her thighs and sneakily slipping under her skirt as I smiled at the reaction.
"It's…exciting don't you think? It'll be our little secret for now."
"L-Len…what if someone sees…?"
"Isn't this what you wanted?"
"But we're at school…"
"So? There's no one here…don't you want to be with me?"
"I-I do…am I your only one?"
"Yeah of course babe, you're the only—"
"Well well," A voice startled me as Miku shrieked and pushed me away as I stayed still, knowing who it was but didn't want to face that person. I heard her footsteps get closer and couldn't help but to turn toward my mirror image in front of me, if it weren't for her petite figure and bright face I would have almost thought I was looking at a mirror. "You forgot to pick up your lunch dummy."
She held up a boxed lunch toward me, I stayed silent for a moment before taking it from her and muttered. "Thanks…"
"Doing these things at school Len? What nonsense did you feed to the poor girl this time?" She jokingly laughed. God, stop it...you're making my veins boil every time you look like that.
"R-Rin-san! That's not true, Len and I…" Miku stuttered and tried to explain as the smiled on my older sister's face began to fade.
"Len, can I talk to you privately for a second?" She asked, and I nodded unwilling back.
She led me to a quiet hallway and crossed her arms as I knew exactly what was coming up. "What do you want?"
"You know exactly what I want," Her bright face twisted into a worried expressed as those luring sapphire eyes stared into mine. "Len, you got to stop doing these things at school...especially when you're not sincere to these girls."
"What are you talking about? Miku and I are dating."
"Uh huh…a week ago you said the same thing about that Yukari girl?"
"She cheated on me, it wasn't my fault."
"Len…listen to yourself, why did you become this way?" She placed a hand on my arm as I flinched. Don't touch me…please… "You've been acting so distant these couple years, are you preying on these girls as a defense? Stop it, please, you're just hurting them."
I somehow was more shaken from those words than I had prepared myself. "What the hell Rin, stop trying to act like mom and lecture me life lessons, I can do whatever the hell I want. I'll say it again, Miku and I are dating, there's no reason why we can't do these things in our private time. You're the one who walked in and interrupted us, why do you care suddenly so much about my life and what I do?"
"Wha—Len, I'm your older sister!"
"By a couple seconds, maybe if you were in my shoes you would understand that I don't like people meddling into my business, especially not you!"
The hallway went silent for a moment before I realized the shocked and hurt expression on her face, and I instantaneously regretted everything I spilled out, and when a single tear came out her eyes, I felt my heart sank. "Maybe…it's not the best time to talk, j-just remember to eat ok?"
I felt my hands shake hard and so helpless for the first time in years. This is why I can't have her come near me…every little thing she does affects me and turns me insane, only with her I know what it's like to be confused and lose my cool, only with her. What kind of devil that possess me to think this way about her I don't know, but all I know is I want her…I want her so bad it hurts.