Is that you chapter 1

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"Are you sure about that dad? You do remember what happened the last time you sent mom to deal with a simple dispute between two factions last time don't you?" Leia asked looking at a holographic image of her father. Leia stood aboard her personal star destroyer the Huntresses, a gift that her father had given her a few years ago "Both factions ended up being killed" she reminded her father. "Yes perhaps you are right" Vader said thoughtfully "how fast can you resolve the matter?" he asked. "A week give or take a couple of days depending on the situation at hand" Leia replied. Vader nodded his head "Alright, make the journey to Lothal and deal with this problem I will send Kizra to link up with you" Vader said. Leia nodded "It shouldn't take long" she paused glancing away from the holoprojection before looking back up at it "How's mom doing?" she asked. Vader shook his head "You know how she gets around this time Leia" he said. Leia sighed "I know dad I'm…I'm just worried about her is all it's been nine almost ten years now and we still have had no sign of Abby" Leia said sadly.

"We will find her Leia we won't stop searching until we do" Vader replied. Leia's shoulders slumped slightly sadness and worry still in her voice "Mom hasn't been the same since and it's getting worse every year dad. Sometimes I find her just sitting in Abby's room just staring at the wall for hours" she said. "Don't worry about Wraeththu Leia. You let me deal with her for the time being just deal with the problem on Corellia and let me know when you are finished" Vader replied, "I will dad" she said ending the transmission.

Leia stood there for a moment in the communications room of her destroy thinking about everything that had transpired over the last nine years. It hadn't been easy and had taken time to undo all the damage Luke had done through out the Empire but slowly things were getting better. Anytime Leia wasn't being sent off do deal with these sorts of problems she tended to spend her time back home with her family. She made her way to the bridge of her ship and sat down in the command chair closing her eyes for a moment. She couldn't believe it, nine years had gone by and not a single trace of Abby and the smuggler.

They had searched sending out spies and agents of the Empire to search the galaxy for the young princesses of the Empire but found nothing. It was heart breaking for all her family, nine almost ten years of not getting to watch Abby grow up. Leia often found herself wondering where her younger sister was or who she was with and what she was doing. She hoped that Han Solo hadn't just dropped her off of the first planet he landed on and let her fend for herself but that hope didn't exactly go very far with the man. Leia hardly even knew the man but she hoped that Han had taken care of Abby.

She was drawn out of her thoughts when a man dressed in a imperial officer's uniform walked over to her "Lady Leia a ship just dropped out of hyperspace and is requesting permission to land" the officer said. "Open the hanger door and let them land" she said standing to her feet and began walking off of the bridge.

The walk to the hanger didn't take to long as she made her way through a corridor and into a turbo lift. When the doors opened again she stepped out and walked to the hanger where Lambda-class T4a transport shuttle just touched down. Leia walked down a set of stairs and to the ship as the ramp dropped. "Of all ships you could have taken you picked one of the slowest ones in the Imperial navy" Leia said. Kizra walked down the ramp and shrugged "Perhaps I just like keeping the Emperor's daughter waiting" she replied. Leia smiled and hugged Kizra "It's good to see you again Kizra" she said. Kizra returned the embrace before stepping back and bowed her head respectfully "As to you Leia" she replied. Leia motioned for Kizra to follow her as she made her way back toward the bridge "So have you been briefed?" Leia asked. "The Emperor mentioned something about the Imperial forces have trouble dealing with a group who has caused some problems in the past" Kizra replied. Leia nodded "What of the other two where are they?" Leia asked curiously wondering where Oblivion and the other acolyte of the beyond was. "Still in the out rim searching for Princesses Abby along with the other acolytes with them" Kizra replied. "Any luck?" Leia asked, Kizra shook her head "I am sorry Leia but we have yet to find her" Kizra replied regretfully.

"That's what I keep hearing" Leia said dejected, Kizra put a hand on her shoulder "We'll find your sister Leia we won't stop searching until we do" Kizra said. "I hope we do soon" Leia said as she entered the bridge. "Captain set course for Lothal" she said, the captain nodded and turned to the crew relaying the orders and a moment later the Huntresses shot forward into hyperspace.

Red blades spun around quicker than the naked eye could perceive deflecting blaster bolts fired from all sides. Mere milliseconds to sense where the bolt was coming from then deflect, attack and repeat. Any miscalculation would result in her death, this was as close as she got to any real action these days. Training with droids that she had overridden their programming so they would continue to attack until destroyed. It was something to take away the pain of lose that haunted her every waking moment of her life, the thrill and adrenaline rush, the near death experience was bliss compared to the pain she felt inside. Ripping one of her sabers out of a training droids chest plate she hurled the other lightsaber in her left hand at another impaling it in the chest.

Yes this was better than dealing with the pain, better than thinking about her. Thinking about her only brought pain, so much pain and sadness that made it hard to even function. Next month would mark the tenth year that she was gone, almost ten years she had missed seeing her grow up. She didn't dare think of her now because in doing so she would lose focus and get killed, tightening her grip on her hilt she ran at another training droid. She dove under the electo staff the droid held cutting clean through its legs before standing back up and driving her blade into its head. One of the droids reached down and picked up the lightsaber she had through into another droid and activated it and began running towards her.

She had told herself countless times that she had always done what was best for her family. Told herself that she had done everything to protect them and dedicated her life to protecting them but it hadn't been enough. Even with all her power she had been unable to keep her family whole, one son dead and a daughter missing for almost ten years. It wasn't fair after everything she had done after all she had gone through her daughter had been taken from her. She searched and searched endless from one side of the galaxy to the other for her but she was gone. The pain over the years had turned into anger, then hatred and finally rage that would often come out around the time she had lost her. As her anger mounted and boiled over at the unfairness at it all she charged at the droid deflected the fist attack while take her mechanical hand and punched through the chest piece of the training droid ripping whatever she could out. The droid fell to the ground and her red eyes flared with rage as she turned to the next droid picking it up with the force she began to crush it. Sparks few as the droid began to collapse in on itself as another droid ran toward her. She threw her lightsaber into that droids chest and extending her flesh hand toward the last droid bright blue sparks of intense electricity erupted from her finger tips striking the droid in the chest sending it skidding across the ground.

She dropped the crushed remains of the droids that she had suspended in the air as she increased the intensity of her force lightning until the droid exploded into pieced. Slowly the sparks dissipated from her hand, her chest heaving as she looked around at the destroyed training droids laying all over the floor. Calling her lightsaber back to her with the force she placed them back on her hips she made her way from the outside training area toward the door leading back to the mansion. She stopped when the door opened and Vader walked out holding a bottle of water in his hand "Here" he said offering it to her. Without saying a word she took the bottle undoing the seal on it and began drinking it.

Vader sat down on a bench "I sent Leia to deal with the problem on Lothal" he said. She glanced at him as she finished the rest of the bottle and nodded as she reached down and picked up her cloak that she has sat on the bench before she started training. Vader reached out and grabbed her hand "Wraeththu" he said. "Don't" she warned snatched her hand from him and grabbing her cloak. "Ahsoka I know you're in pain but closing yourself off won't help it only makes it worse" Vader said. "I said don't Vader, I don't want comfort I don't want to open up, I don't need to open up. I need my daughter back" Wraeththu snapped glaring at him before she began walking toward the door. She spun her cloak around sliding her arms in the sleeves when Vader called out to her again "Jacob needs his mother too Wraeththu." She paused for a moment thinking about her son before letting out a low growl and continued walking inside.

A couple minutes later a small boy about eight years old came running to the training area out to where his father sat. "Dad are you going to help me with the speeder bike?" he asked excitedly. Vader looked over at his son and smiled, he was already covered in grease and they haven't even taken apart the speeder yet. "Yea come one lets go see what we can do" Vader replied standing up and followed his son to the garage where they had stored the bike. Jacob who was again another surprise child that Wraeththu had had a few months after Vader had reclaimed the Empire took a lot more to his mothers looks unlike Abby who it was harder to tell. Wraeththu was livid when she found out and through a fit about going through child birth again but she had managed just like last time but as Jacob began to grow Wraeththu distanced herself further and further away from him. Vader knew why to, Wraeththu thought that because of what happened to Abby that she could never be the mother that Jacob needed her to be. Vader turned on the walked into the garage and already found parts of the speeder on the floor. He smiled and sat down on a crate and began showing his son how to get the engine out.

Wraeththu walked in to the study and closed the door behind her turning the lock on it. She walked over to a far end of the wall where a book case and resting inside were several holocrons. She slid her hand over the glass door and sighed "All this knowledge…all this power and I still haven't found you" she said softly. She reached down in to a small pocket in her belt and pulled out a piece of paper. Carefully she unfolded the paper and walked over to a desk. She pulled the chair out and sat down gently pressing the cresses out of the paper she let out a shaky breath. Her left hand gently touched the faded colored scribbles that filled the paper. Tears began to form in the corners of her eyes as her hands began to shake "My sweet baby princesses…where are you?" she asked.

She stared at the paper for a long while trying to imagine what her daughter would look like now. Trying to imagine how she had grown up, what she was like, if she had had it easy growing up or if it had been hard on her. "Do you miss mommy my little princesses?" she asked softly "I will find you my daughter, I won't ever stop searching until I do" she added. Her right fist tightened "Why am I to suffer, why were you taken from me?" she asked. She slammed her right hand down on the table causing it to crack "It's not fair!" she spat. "I promise you my princesses, when I find that smuggler he will suffer for taking you from me" she said softer leaning down she kissed the paper. Carefully she folded the paper back up and placed it back in the small pocket in her belt before whipping the tears from her face.

A gentle knock on the door drew her attention from her thought "Mom?" the voice of her son called from the other end of the door. She stood up and walked to the door and unlocked it opening the door up "What is it Jacob?" she asked. "I need a power converter for my speeder bike" Jacob replied, "go check the garage Jacob I am busy right now" Wraeththu replied. "There aren't any in the garage" Jacob replied, Wraeththu sighed "Go check with your father Jacob please leave me be right now" Wraeththu replied. "Dad went to town to pick up another throttle the one on the bike is busted" Jacob said. "Then just wait till he get back alright" Wraeththu replied with a frustrated edge as she started to shut the door.

Jacob stuck his foot in the door "Mom please, don't do this don't shut us out" Jacob begged. "I'm not Jacob I'm just…" she paused and sighed again as she looked at her son "Alright fine" she said opening the door and stepping out of the study. Jacob smiled happily and followed his mother through the mansion. "Your father always tends to keep spare part around the house it's a hobby of his to build and fix things" Wraeththu said walking back into the garage and began looking around. She searched a couple boxed up on shelves "No not here" she muttered and put the box back.

"Not any in here come on I think I know where some are at" Wraeththu said turning and walking back into the house to her bedroom. She opened the door and turned on the light going to Vader's side of the room. She opened up some of his cabinets and looked around after a moment she pulled a power converter out and handed it to Jacob "there" she said. "Thanks mom" Jacob said with a smile and took the power converter, Wraeththu nodded and began walking out of the room.

"Wait mom, can you help me install it. Dad hasn't showed me yet and I want to have it in before he gets back" Jacob asked. "Not right now Jacob I'm…" she was cut off by her son "You're what mom? What could you possibly be doing that more important than spending time with your son who needs not only his father but also his mom!" Jacob yelled. Wraeththu turned her body half way and looked back at him, raising her hand she pointed at him "Don't Jacob I am not in the mood" She warned. Jacob's eyes hardened "You're never in the mood, you always have something to do when I want to spend time with you or your never in the mood! What have I ever done to deserve this! Why do I always feel like I am being ignored like you just look right though me! Tell me what have I ever done to you to deserve this?" Jacob yelled his eyes filling with tears as he stared at his mom. Jacob took a breath in and sighed "…I'll do it myself, I'm sorry I bothered you" he said walking past her back toward the garage.

So have you figured it out yet? Hahaha I lied about Forgetting what matters being the last one.