A/N: Hello dear readers I just want to let you know that this will be an espada based oc and will take place with the anime. But anyway onwards to the story.

Disclaimer: I don't own bleach just my oc

Chapter 1: Awakening

Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one- Albert Einstein

I died on New Year's Day, for me it was peaceful a bliss that surrounded me and made the transition easier for me to go. But for my family it was the hardest thing in their lives.

When I was born I had developed an illness that wouldn't let me live past my 18th birthday, the doctors said with treatment it could be slowed down and maybe terminated. My parents said yes and began the treatment. I always had a smile on my face and a kind spirit that helped anyone. When I turned eighteen the doctor said I would be okay and I and my parents were overjoyed. I was finally free, I wouldn't have to be a burden on them or anyone. I could do anything I wanted.

So for that year I was genuinely happy but that all ended on New Year's eve. They said that my illness made a return and was destroying my body causing me to lose control of my legs. I was rushed into the hospital and I was given two choices the first was to wait it out which would make all my bodily functions go down and have a painful death. The second choice they inject me with a drug to let me pass away peacefully, no pain, no sudden death I would know and I would leave this world on my own terms.

I chose the second option and told my family they were all sad but they were ok about it. I said my goodbyes and the said theirs and I went into the bed. When I was ready they brought the drug and injected it into my blood stream. People said that when you die your whole life flashes before your eyes in one minute and they were exactly right I seen all the people I made happy and I realized I caused no trouble in my life. It was a perfect end to the perfect life. But when I died I had no idea what would happen next.

When I woke back up I was in a desert, it was night and the moon was full. I was wearing white jeans, while combat boot heels a white leather jacket and a black shirt. There was also a sheathed sword with a black and white hilt. I started to walk towards a big white building until 4 monsters appeared before me

"Where am I how did I get here" I said

"That is none of our concern" the green eagle figure said

"All we want is power" the red shark like figure said

"And you are very powerful" the grey wolfish one said

"So we must kill you" the black Ram figure said

"NOW DIE" they said in unison

They all came at me and started their assault, I pulled out my sword and when one was about to hit me I disappeared in thin air and reappeared behind the red one.

"What the…" was all he said before I slashed his back and made him disappeared

"CEJIRO" the Black one yelled as he advanced toward me. He ran towards me with full force and tried to ram me with his horn, I dogged him and turning my sword in a full circle and took of his head and he faded away as well. The wolf got on all force and ran towards me, I jumped and for minute it seemed like I was floating but I shook of the though and landed on its back bring the down my sword to hit where his heart should be. The last one the green eagle was stood there, was he shocked or amused that I killed all of his people.

"You are very strong, strong enough to kill my group and make them wither. But you will not defeat me for I am Aquilius the Eagle and YOU WILL DIE." Aquilius said while opened his wings flew up into the sky and began his descent down. I knew I couldn't fly so I prepared myself for the worse until I heard a voice

"Hold up your pal and aim it at him and put all your energy to come outward from your hand"

I did what I said and while he came closer and closer an energy came from my hand a dark golden light came from my hand and turned the eagle into dust

"NOOOOOOO" he said while he was in the blast

When it was all over a man appeared before me. On the left was a man with silver hair and closed eyes with a Cheshire grin, the one on the right was a black man with dreads and a visor covering his eyes, while the one on the middle was a man with brown hair and an unnerving energy around him.

"You are not an arrancar yet you have killed four of my most powerful Vasto Lorde, who are you?" the man in the middle said

"My name is Clara Thompson and who might you be" I said when I drew my sword

My name is Souske Aizen and I want you to become one of my Espada" he said

"What is an Espada?" I said while sheathing the sword

"I have people who have done bad things to me and my Espada will help me claim justice" Aizen said

"You sound like the Devil playing his fiddle to corrupt people" I said

"Oh really?" he sounded amused

"Yes but I accept your offer" I said

"But why make a deal with the devil?" He asked

"Because even the devil has his reason" I said and took his hand we appeared before the white building

"Welcome to Las Noches my new Espada" he said

"It's…"

"It's what Clara?" Aizen asked

"It's completely devoid of color" I said as we continued to walk

"We will be heading into the meeting room if you follow me please and also my name is Gin a pleasure to meet you" the fox said

"Oh well hello what's your friend name?" I ask Gin

"He's Kaneme Tosen" He explained

We continued to walk in the long hallways until we end up coming in from of two gigantic white doors. When we entered I was in front of nine people in a table. While Aizen was in the center the one with blue hair spoke first

"Aizen who is this kid why is she here?" the man said obviously angered of my arrival

"I was about to get to that Grimmjow, my dear Espada we have a new member now meet Clara Thompson, Cero Espada and the aspect of Sinless.

That's when the giant man spoke "ARE YOU SERIOUS I AM THE ZERO ESPADA"

"If you wish to go up against then do it is that alright with you Clara" he asked me and they all looked towards me awaiting my answer ok let's do it. Everyone including me teleported or sonidoed out to the courtyard. I teleported while the big one came charging at me, I dogged while trying to figure out this guy's weakness. He uses brute strength and when I was in thought he punched me towards a wall and ended up pummeling me

"YOUR NOTHING YOU HEAR ME NOTHING IM THE STRONGEST YOU GOT THAT" he yelled and that's when something clicked in my head like a door unlocking in my mind that gave me the resolve to fight again. While the brute walked off I got up again and he turned around

"Your seriously up again I was being nice and sparing your life but now I just might have to kill you" He said while he came charging at me with all of his might and that's when I said it

"Survive everything, Equilibrio" and with that a golden light engulfed me. When I came out of the light. I was in new clothing my jacket turned into more of a winter style with fur on the hood my hair had changed into a platinum blonde and I had wings, Angel wings. Also my sword had changed as well. The sword itself changed into a sharp blade and the hilt had a dragon's head and its eyes were read.

"Oh so you have a resurrection, and you were just recently brought here but that doesn't change anything" he came back and attempted to hit me while I cut off his hand

"AAAAHHHHHH MY HAND" he yelled and I slashed him again and again the sword which name is Equilibrio was engulfed in a golden flame and with the final blow I pierced his stomach. I picked up his head while he was struggling to breath.

"I am the Cero Espada and if you ever try this again I will not hesitate to kill you alright" I said as I threw down his head and walked away. I looked at the Espada some were amused, some shocked, some grinning like a mad men, and some remaining emotionless. I then notice that on my shoulder a right shoulder a zero appeared. I think I'm going to like it here