Disclaimer: I am not J.K. Rowling and I do not own Harry Potter…well, I do…I actually own all seven…but you know what I mean…
Summary: Ron and Hermione break up…why? Will they get back together? Maybe a series of New Year's parties, midnight countdowns, and karaoke will get them back together…or maybe not…
A/N: Each chapter in this fic is named after a song, which appears somewhere in the chapter, either in full or in part. I worked hard to make sure that each song moves the story along and works well with the events going on! Enjoy!
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
Chapter 1
When It All Falls Apart
Hermione walked into her room and softly shut her door. She leaned up against it as silent tears began streaming down her face. She sighed deeply and walked to her stereo, inserted a CD, and put it on song number three before heading to her bead where she lay on her back and stared at the ceiling.
I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
'cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop this quenching to scream
'cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up
During the entire song Hermione cried silently in her bead, not bothering to wipe her tears, opting instead to let them soak through her pillows. Suddenly a knock came at her door and she started.
"Hermione, sweetheart, are you ok in there? You didn't say anything to your father or me when you got home," Hermione's mother said from the other side of the bedroom door.
Hermione took a deep breath and cleared her throat so she would not sound like she had been crying.
"I'm fine, Mom. I'm just a little tired! You know – I had a full day!"
"Okay, honey, I'll let you rest and call you when dinner is ready!"
Hermione sat up in bed, wiped the tears off her face, got up, and changed into her pajamas. She crawled under her blankets and cried herself to sleep that night without so much as turning off her lights or her stereo.
Song of the Chapter: When it All Falls Apart by The Veronicas
A/N: Thank you for reading the first chapter of He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not! Later chapters will be a bit longer...or a lot longer...we'll see! I hope you enjoyed it…I also hope you review! It's a little button down there…go ahead and press it…you know you want to!! Praise, constructive criticism, suggestions, questions and all are welcome and encouraged!