A soldier's story
Hey! Long-time no see! Sorry it's been so long for me to write a new story, but with university work I feel almost like I have no social life let alone free time! Hope this makes up for it, enjoy :)
Themswhitlock
Prologue
It's been a long time since I've felt the kind of love that I've been beginning to feel for the loves of my existence. But this will never work; he could never trust me again, not after what he thought I did previously. I don't blame him for it either, I acted like a total bitch and I deserve the consequence of my actions. To my defence at the time I was feared that I would lose my mate if he put himself in harm's way on purpose for something that I found meaningless. This turned out to be a reasonable thought as he ended up technically dying. He was turned by a vampire called Maria, if I was a bitch, then she was a she devil. He left me because of a human war, to immortals the reasons behind these wars are never as they seem. For example they claimed the civil war was to free the slaves, in which is helped them greatly, but the North didn't treat them with the respect that they deserved as much as those from the South failed to neglect their rights. The only difference between the two sides was that the south physically held them in chains while it was only in the heart and minds of the North.
For now I had to suffice with my long term girlfriend, Leighanna. She understands my attachment to him, to them, but I believe she feels jealous of my feelings for her brother to some extent. However, I told her the moment she figured out what I was that I could not love her as she loves me. Though I said these words I feel strong emotions for this gorgeous creature who still captivates me beyond belief. It still shocks me how strong our emotions are as vampires compared to the weak senses we believe are developed and last forever.
I found him as a human, the moment I set my eyes on him I knew I had found the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with. Either way, I never felt complete with him or her until I met his wife. She was gorgeous, caring, loving, good sense of what is going on around her, what's going to happen and seems to be constantly vigilant.
I am in love with them. But I love Leighanna and until I know she has found her mate I will not leave her, not only because it would hurt her, but because it would mean I would truly be... alone.