Lisa: I wanted to write fan fics for my fave couples…all get there own but also sometimes might be in others…except this one because none of them are together yet lol…oh well this first fic is based around darkshipping…which is Yami and Yami Bakura…who we will call Bakura in this fic

This first chapter is a diary entry from Yami…next one is from Bakura from the same day

Secrets of a Pharaoh

Chapter One- Diary Entry of a Pharaoh

Dear Diary

My feelings for him are different than before.

I use to hate the guy but now…well let's just say it's a lot different than that now.

Well I should not have these feeling for him I know I should not…it's not right I should not like him…I should hate him…but why do I feel this way if I hate him so…I dunno but I know one thing for sure…I cannot tell anyone about what I am thinking…I mean noone.

What will people say when they find out?

They might laugh at me and thing I'm odd…but I'm not…I'm not…I'm like everyone else…that's what I think at least.

But what will my hikari say? That's what I worry about…what if he finds out?

He might leave me I cannot allow that…we have become to close to each other…well not that close just as good friends now.

I dunno I guess I will have to tell someone sooner or later before I guess will be better.

But who will I tell…my hikari…my friends…I dunno…this is harder than I thought…wait…I could tell him about it

But he might not like me back…I dunno might as well try.

It was the morning and I had just woke up and realised something odd…I was sleeping while sitting on the computer chair…I did not know why so I just got up and went back to where I was meant to…what I saw was…well kinder odd…for me that is…there was bottles of what seems like drink laying on my bed empty.

Well I picked up the glass bottles and put them in for recycling…like I do of course and went back to bed and went back to sleep because I was still tried.

A couple of hours later I woke and got out of bed…then I got change and went to my hikari's room to see how he was.

He was sleeping still even though it was like 12:00 in the afternoon…at least I think it was afternoon…not sure…oh well…I went downstairs and went out for a nice old walk.

When I was walking…I bumped into…him…of course I did what I usually do…insult him and he does back anyway…I wish he wouldn't…and man he looks hot in that outfit…stop that, stop that…but he does…jez I need a new mind….i watched him walk off and I got a good view of his ass…why I said that is another matter but it was good…I gotta stop doing that.

Well after that walk I went back home and went to the living room…where my hikari was…well he finally woke up and was sitting watching TV not much care in the world and not knowing of my little secret.

There have been times when I wanted to tell him…but then I bottled out at the last moment and said something else…stupid baka…oh well I guess I don't have the guts to tell anyone.

Well after what I think was about 5 hours of TV he finally left to his room and I turned off the TV and went to mine and I started to write in you my diary…well that's all that happened up until now…what should I do diary…should I tell him…should I not…I wish there was a way to know what I should do…oh well I better go and help with the dinner since I live here.

Talk to you later diary or tomorrow maybe.