Hey! I'm sorry it's taking me so long with Banished, I've had a really interesting summer and haven't had the time or motivation. But don't worry! I've started on chapter 3; I don't know when it will be up, but I will try my best to make it as soon as possible!
In the meantime, I've been randomly writing more fanfic poems, so I decided to (finally) upload them!
This one is Matthew and Alfred; and, as usual, there is a twist at the end that anyone who reads my work knows to expect :P I can't wait to read your reviews! (Hint hint)
I love you all! Enjoy~
When Will It End?
Sitting in my chair
Gazing out my window,
Watching my life fly by.
Nothing worth doing,
Just wasting away.
Is there no end?
Rarely do I leave-
Never seeing anyone-
No one ever comes.
People do not care,
They do not realize.
I am still here.
Words never released,
Just swimming around
In my head.
Everything is pointless,
I just stopped trying.
Am I really worthless?
Hating what's become of me.
Why must it be so?
How did it start?
Oh that's right…
It was them-
They created this me.
Ignored, forgotten, and
All but Invisible.
They turned me into Nothing.
Sighing and turning my head-
There is one who still tries.
He is a fool.
Reflected in his,
My eyes appear dead.
He is so alive.
Beautiful and radiant…
Why can't I be like him?
Can I not, too, be merry?
Maybe this time
It will work.
Too early to give up?
His smile encourages me-
I return it with
Hesitancy.
Hugging me tight,
His tears dampen my shirt.
He's happy…right?
He's shaking and laughing-
Was I wrong?
Was it a cruel prank?
I move away from him,
It hurts so much…
Why am I so stupid?
The smile is gone-
I knew it couldn't be
True. It's too good.
He grabs my hand,
Shakes his head…
Tells me he loves me.
Can this be real?
Dare I believe?
My heart hurts-in a new way.
All this time
I've asked myself
"When will it end?"
I've found my answer:
The time is now-
His name is Alfred.
-HozE
Hey! I was thinking about something earlier and decided I may as well ask (you never know the results you could get): Would anyone be willing to draw a scene or whatever from this poem (or any of my stories if you want)? I really want to see what it would look like through the eyes of my readers. No one has to, but I think it would be really cool. I'm not really sure what I could offer as a reward...a fic of my favorite artist's choice would probably be idealic, but I don't want to put down anyone else who may have submitted...so I don't think that's a good idea...
Anyway, do what you want ['cause a pirate is free]. It's up to you guys what you want or do not want to do (I'll love you regardless).
I hope you liked my poem! Have a nice (insert time of day here)!