Chapter 1: Heart Break
it had been a month since they split up, the blonde duo.
he sat at his couch holding nothing but a half empty bottle of sake along with the 5 empty bottles left on the floor. he had always thought if he drunk he would forget the pain but instead it pulled him in deeper.
he lies down staring at his ceiling as his eyes began to drift of as was he. now a passed out Naruto slummed onto the sofa looked peaceful but inside his head all he could see was her, all he could hear was her, he felt as if he could feel as. as he woke up there was no one but him.
he got up noticing he had a banging head ache, probably from the hangover and decided he was going to get in the shower before he left. he enjoyed having showers recently even if he didn't need one, but it was the only place he could let his tears full without noticing.
he got dressed in his room as he heard the voice of his room mate call out "yo naruto, you in?"
"yeah, I'm in my room, one sec" naruto reply's putting a black t-shirt on then leaving his room to be stood in front of Kiba
"whats up" naruto ask trying to sound as casual as possible
"dude you should have come last night man, so many girls, and lee" he started laughing naruto seeming curious about what he was laughin at
"lee got a bit over the top last night, first time I've ever seen him like this and hopefully the last"
naruto laughed a little "i needed to sleep, other wise i would have come man. maybe next time though"
Kiba nodded his head with a smile "what you got planned for today?" his friend ask interested
"nothing much, gonna go for a walk maybe stop by to see what Neji is doing, why what you doing? naruto asked his tipsy friend
"me?, oh I'm going to bed" he let out a small laugh "i need some recovery time" laughing again. Naruto couldn't help but laugh. Kiba wasn't much of a drinker when he was at bars or clubs but recently he has been drinking more
"alright well I'm off so ill see you later" naruto saying walking towards the door
"yeah see you in a bit" Kiba trying to say as non sloppy as possible
"are you sure your okay ino?" the brunette asked her best friend
"of course" she lets of a fake smile "why wouldnt i be"
ino was kinda thankful that Tenten was gullible as she believed most of Ino's lies hen she asked if she was okay. deep down she was hurting with regret.
the night before she had spent about 2 hours thinking to her self 'why would you leave him, he is probably the best you will ever find and you threw it all away' she hated feeling like this as she knew she had made a big mistake but nothing she could do would be good enough to rather get over him or win him back
"you know lee told me that Naruto been at home a lot recently"
ino head popped up as she heard the spiky blondes name mentioned
"what do you mean hes been at home a lot lately?"
"I'm not sure" she let out a small laugh "i saw lee last night as he had been drinking and he told me naruto has been home a lot and hasn't really left, apparently Kiba walk in a few nights ago and found naruto passed out on the sofa covered in sake bottles"
ino thinking could her hurt get any worse but after hearing that what she had done drove him to isolating himself and drinking to he was passed out brought her down more
"I'm sorry, i didn't mean to mention him" Tenten quickly said as she noticed the down look on inos face
"its alright" she gave off another fake smile
'after everything I've done for her, how could she just..' naruto walking down the streets of konaha trying to figure out what he had done wrong for her to leave him, "there must have been something i did, ah damn why cant i think!" naruto saying rather loudly walking and talking to himself.
although he was trying to come up with answers, all he could truly think of was the way she used to look him in the eyes then told him she loves him, every time he thought of this it brought tears to his eyes. naruto stopped in his tracks as he spotted a blonde in front of him facing the other way. he had two choices: he could try and talk to her or just walk another way.
but at how emotionally wrecked he was he had already made up his mind starting to walk off another way until he was forced to a stop from the voice of what he thought was an angel calling his name. his eyes tearing up he turned around to see... her. her in all her beauty, all her perfectness. he couldn't help but let a tear drop.
"what you doing around here" ino asked him with a smile on her face
'does she not feel anything? can she not see what she is doing to me? naruto stood thinking to himself "just talking a walk, clearing my mind, you?"
"I've just came from breakfast with Tenten" she said happily although she wanted him to think hat but his eyes saw everything when it came to her
"dont fake smiles... there insulting to the real thing" naruto saying knowing she was lying
"wow.." she let out a small laugh "clearly your not as gullible as Tenten is" she smiled at the boy
"anyway, i got to get going, i got places to be, people to see" naruto saying trying to break free from the convocation so he could let his tear drop without her seeing how weak he is
"oh- erm okay, well ill see you around then" ino saying rather upset. she waned to try and sort thing out with him before they fully drifted apart "hey naruto?"
"yeah?" he answered rather confused at the way she just spoke
"would you mind meeting me later? i just think we we..." before she could finished he had already replied
"ill be at the park about 6 if you want to meet me there?" after saying this he kinda felt stupid for giving into his weakness of her
"okay well ill see you there then" the blonde replied
"alright, see ya" naruto turned wanting to turn back around and grab her, wanting to be able to look into those eyes again, wanting to have her back. he looked over his shoulder, to see the love of his life creating distance between them.
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