As Petra opened her eyes, she looked around, observing her surroundings. She was surrounded by darkness, seeming to be in a room of some sort. She could barely make out the details of the room, but there was enough to where she could see her hands clearly.
"Where am I? W-What happened?" She thought for a while, then started to remember. Flashes of what happened appeared before her eyes, disappearing only until the memory had made it's point. Petra sat down on the floor in shock, immediately trying to calm herself down.
"I... I-I'm dead?" She let the words sink in, not sure whether to believe it or not. As she sat in silence, she hugged her knees, trying to comfort herself, but it was no use. She was dead and nothing could change that.
She wouldn't be able to say goodbye to her parents, her friends at home, Eren, the rest of her squad, and even...
She put her head down and thought of Levi. They had been together for about two months, and had been planning on getting married. Now, it was too late.
"I guess I can wait for you, but waiting will be hard. I know you won't die easily Heichou.. Not without a fight. Please don't blame yourself, I wouldn't be able to stand to see you so sad, and it wasn't your fault... But please don't make me wait too long because..." Petra curled up into a ball and started to cry.
"..I'm so alone here..."