Every memory and every kiss and every word associated with Kurt Hummel pulsed through my body as I ran down the McKinley hallways. I don't even know what I'm going to say or going to do, all I know is that I am so in love with Kurt I don't know my own name.

I can still feel the soft imprint of his lips on mine, his glossy smile imprinted on mine. God, I play it over and over again and it fills every cell of my being with light.

I stopped in the choir room, and there is Kurt, glowing, stunning. My heart stops.

"Oh! Blaine! Were you looking for me?"

"Kurt, I love you"

God, I needed to feel him again. I needed him. I walked 7 paces over to him.

"Blaine, what are you …"

"Kurt Hummel, I am so in love with you it hurts"

I planted my lips on his. My whole body, my whole being. coursed with light and love and a happiness that I hadn't felt since way before that rainy day in New York. My hands hugged his sides like habit, his touch, healing. God, this is home. This is the way it was supposed to go.

Kurt broke the kiss and I subconsciously let out a whimper.

"It's about time," I felt Kurt's smile on my lips. God, his smile radiates love, I feel it trace the cracks in my lips.

I replanted my lips on Kurt's. I felt one of his hands cradle the back of my head, his touch so warm and filled with passion. I let the kiss break. I knew there'd be more to come. I rested my forehead on his, my eyes on Kurt's.

"I am so in love with you, Blaine Anderson." The light in his eyes faded. My heart sank.

"But you're with Karofsky now and I know that you lov…."

"No stop, Kurt, stop."

I grabbed Kurt's hands and his fingers hugged mine. God, no other hand was like his. No other touch was like his.

"I liked Dave. But I love you. I love you and Dave is gone now and it's just you and me and Kurt I am such an idiot for taking so long to admit it to myself but I was just so hurt after we broke up and I just don't want to lose you again. I can't lose you again."

This time, Kurt's lips clashed with mine. Fast paced, breathy, I felt the desperation. His eyes were serious when he broke the kiss, his forehead back to touching mine.

"You are never going to lose me. Not again. In the end, it always comes back to you."

My heart soared.

"I love you so much, Kurt. I love you I love you I love you."

Kurt teased my lips with a short little peck and a whisper.

"I love you."