Author's Note: This is my first shot at story writing so it may not be amazing but I hope you all enjoy this story about my favourite OTP to ever exist.

Southfork 1987

As she left Southfork JR almost felt a shiver down his spine. With her things Sue Ellen got into her car and said to JR the only words he wanted to hear at that moment. " I will always love you JR."

And with that she threw on her Chanel sunglasses and drove down the drive, tears in her eyes. She vigorously wiped the tears that were rolling down her cheeks from under her sunglasses. Sue Ellen kept telling herself she shouldn't be crying for him, he was never good for her. But Sue Ellen finally realised JR was the only other thing from John Ross who brought an ounce of happiness and joy to her life.

As he watched her, JR hoped she would see sense and turn that damn car around. But she just continued on down to what she called 'a new path in her life'. " I dont care JR, I'm sorry JR" he contined to mimic her as he ran inside uptoo his room. Once inside his room with the door locked JR quickly poured himself a fair amount of bourbon into his glass and drank it down in one gulp.

Dallas, a week later

Sue Ellen was in her hotel room, just sitting on the sofa. I hate life this quiet. She thought as she read her book with a cup of tea. John Ross hadn't even come by with Miss Ellie or Clayton or Bobby. Sue Ellen felt bad for telling John Ross to make up his mind so cruely. She understood that John Ross would have wanted to live with her but he needed his dad around too. Deep in thought Sue Ellen was shaken when the phone rang, she prayed it was John Ross.

"Hello?", she answered. Not knowing her heart was about to drop through her chest when JR replied.

"Hello darlin', I have to see you.."

"Go away and leave me alone JR!, I don't want to talk nor meet with you!"

"Please Sue Ellen!, You have no idea..."

Sue Ellen cut him short then. "JR unless this phone call is concerning my son!.."

"I think you mean our son Sue Ellen... and John Ross is fine he's just upset."

"I would like to speak to John Ross now, I have no reason to be talking to you."

"John Ross went out with Bobby and Christo..." again Sue Ellen had cut him short by asking where they were and when they'll be home. JR couldn't answer her questions so she hung up due to his long pause.

Sue Ellen lay on the sofa going deep into thought over JR, life at Southfork and what was best for John Ross. What if JR has changed? Will I ever see those beautiful sun rises at Southfork again? Is John Ross mad with me?

JR leaned back against the stair railing, picturing Sue Ellen waltzing in through the den or the dining hall holding John Ross' hand while carrying another small baby in her arms. I wish I treated her better during her pregnancy, through those terrible nine months. I'll make it all up to her, all the lies and throw backs!

JR was determined.