A/N:HELLO GUYS…THANKS TO ALL FOR REVIEWS IN MY LAST OS...ITS A STORY SET DURING "CID GIRAFTER SERIES"….THOUGHTS OF ABHIJEET…..A VERY SIMPLE STORY…..WRITE IT FOR KRITIKA…HOPE U WILL LIKE IT BUDDY…..OTHERS PLSS ENJOY!..PLEASE GO THROUGH THE A/N IN END MUST…THERE IS A QUESTION FOR YOU ALL…
HERE WE GO…PLSSS ENJOY…..
The person opened the door of his house…inside the home it was fully dark….but he was liking the darkness….bcs his life was totally in dark…..he switched on a dim light…sat on sofa…..he was feeling really helpless….really blank & lost….he was wanting to kill himself….he was wanting to kill the actual weakness of him…his memory loss….
Yes,now for him this problem has become the biggest problem of CID team….it was a curse of his life….."kya karu main?akhir kya karu?kyu koi bhi ye manne ko tayar nehi hai ki muse sachme kuch yaad nehi hai…..kuch yaad nehi hai uss raat ke bare me….."
Tears came in his eyes…the harsh words of Dr Salunkhe is roaming in his mind…in each seconds he was breaking into pieces….the face came in his mind…"Daya…..yaar plsss ajana….dekh na….koi bhi mere sath dene k liye nehi hai…koi bhi nehi…sab ye soch rahe hai ki maine tuspe goli chalaya hai…..main?kisine aisa soch bhi kaise liya ki maine ….."he stopped & felt a lump in his throat…he started crying hidding his face in his hands…..
After sometime….
"Daya yaar….plsss Daya…ajao…main sach me bohot akela ho gaya hu!Daya….yaar tu sun raha hai na!Daya….pata nehi kis haal me hai meri jaan!bohot dard ho raha hoga na tuse!"….
He was in deep thinking…."par Daya…yaar tu kaise phas gaya in sab ke bich!kaise Daya?...(he hit his head)….sab meri waja se…..kyu kuch yaad nehi aaraha…..kyu?..."..
He hit the sofa handle hardly…he got sprain in hand…."aaaahhhhhh!aaaahhh….."
He hold his hand with another hand…."koi bhi nehi hai jo mere dard bant sake!aaahhhh…bohot dard ho raha hai…."…..
Tears came in his eyes….unintentionally he called out in pain"MAAAAAAAAAA…MAAAAA….kahan ho?"
Jab chot kabhi lag jati thi…..
To ankh teri bhi to bhar aati thi…..
Wo maa….wo maa…
He looked at the photo present in front of him with teary eyes…
Aaj bhi kabhi chot lage to…yaad ati ho…
Yaad ati ho…meri maa..meri maa..meri maa…
He went to the wall…
Tere baton me apni har ek main uljhan ka haal pa leta tha…
Took the pic in his hand & touched the face….."maaa…plss maa….dekho na…..main kitna dard me hu..sab mere memory loss ko….."he stopped….
Meri maa….meri maa…..meri maa…
"aaj mera dost bhi nehi hai mere paas….wo kitna dard me hai maa….main kuch nehi kar pa raha hu.."
"maa…kyu maa…mere sath hi aisa kyu hota hai?"
Aj bhi koi chot lage to..yaad ate ho..
Maa thi meri…yaad ati ho….
"maa….sab kitna galat samaz rahe hai muse…main kaise yakeen dilayu sabko ki main bekasoor hu!"…
He broke into tears…"tu to janti hai na apne bete ko!kya main kabhi aisa kar sakta hu…bolo na maa….plssss bolo na….."
He sat on sofa..
Tere hathon roti aksar hi bhook se zyada kha leta tha….
He hugged the photo…
Aj bhi meri baat chale to yaad ati ho….
Maa thi meri….ankh bhare to…
Yaad ati ho…yaad ati ho…
He rested his head on the sofa….."ye yaadsht chale jana mere zindegi ko narak bana diya hai….hell!"
Aj bhi koi saath lage to..yaad ati ho…..
Maa thi meri..yaad ati ho….
"aaj se 17 saal pehla jo hua mere sath aaj bhi uska asar mere zindegi ko tabah kar raha hai…..kyu?"
"maa…..kya karu mai?kya isme mera koi haath hai?bohot akela aur tanha ho gaya hu…maa…."
Meri maa…meri maa….
meri maa…meri maa…..
Tears were rolling down from his cheeks…he slowly removed it while looking at the photo…
"Maa….aj teri bohot yaad araha hai…..aj iss mushkil ghari me,iss imtehaan me tuse apne pass chahta hu….lekin tumhare maut ka zimmedar bhi main hi hu na?lekin mere hath me kuch tha kya?maa….bolo na…"….
"17 saal imandari se kaam karne ke baad bhi aj bhi kyu muspe shauk kiya jata hai?kyu?sab iss memory loss ki waja se…"..
He was feeling very weak…he closed his eyes…the smile & the face of the pic was looking lively…he too smiled unintentionally..he really wanted his mother to hug him…yes,he wanted to hug his mother.."nobody can replace you mom…yehi pe to fark hai…aaj agar meri maa hoti to wo kabhi muspe shauk nehi karte….aur jo log ye dawa karte hai ki hum tumhare aapne hai aaj wo hi….yehi pe fark hai maa….yehi pe to tu alaag hai sabse….yehi pe…maa..aj khudse aur sabse ladte ladte main boht thak gaya hu…tut gaya hu..ek bar phir se SENIOR INSPECTER ABHIJEET ko sabne galat samaj liya…ek baar phir se tanha kar diya..kya koi bhi marham iss zakham ko bhar sakta hai..tu ajana maa..kahi se bhi..bohot dard ho raha hai..aur aab main…ab main sona chahta hu…..maa…tere goud me sar rakhke so jayu?..."
He hold the photo in his chest & fall asleep….
A/N:GUYS,I KNOW ITS NOT GOOD!BUT AFTER WATCHING TONIGHT'S EPISODE I REALLY FELT BAD FOR ABHIJEET…..REALLY HIS TEARS & WORDS TOUCHED MY HEART TODAY…..I AM A GREAT FAN OF HIM..SO HIS EACH MOVEMENT MAKES ME SPELLBOUND!HE IS VERY SPECIAL….
BUT TODAY TEARS CAME IN MY EYES AFTER WATCHING THE EPISODE…..SERIOUSLY…..I AM NOT AGAINST OF ANYONE…BECAUSE ALL ARE DOING THEIR DUTY ONLY…..& I PERSONALLY MEAN IT…..BUT THEIR WORK MAKE ME STUNNED!HOW MUCH THEIR ACT IS LIVELY THAT IT CAN TOUCH OUR HEART…..THEY ALL ARE ROCKSTARS….& ABHIJEET IS JUST AWESOME…NONE CAN REPLACE HIM….HE IS JUST BEYOND OF ANY COMPARISON….HE CANT BE EXPLAINED BY WORDS!...
LAST OF ALL,I HAVE A QUESTION TO YOU ALL…PLSSSSS ANSWER FROM MIND…IF YOU ARE IN ABHI'S POSITION WHAT WILL YOU DO?OR WHAT WILL YOU DO AFTER THE CASE IS SOLVED?...PLSSSS ANSWER…..I AM REALLY EXCITED TO KNOW ABOUT EVERYONE'S THINKING…HOPE U DON'T MIND & I DIDN'T INTEND TO HURT ANYONE…INSPITE OF IT IF I AM WRONG ANYWHERE PLSSS CORRECT ME & FORGIVE ME…..
ANY IDEA OF OS IS WELCOME….
PLSSSS REVIEW….THANKS FOR READING!...SRIJA