Chapter one: Club Night

Hi guys. So this is my first fanfiction about BTR and my first fanfiction in general. If you find mistakes please tell me. I will try to fix them. Tell me what you are thinking about this. Hope you enjoy this.

»This Concert was amazing! «, I said.

»Yeah, European fans are always great fans «, Kendall nodded his head.

»Be quiet. I try to sleep…«, Logan mumbled.

»You can sleep when we are in our hotel «, James said loud.

I looked at the guys in our limo. They are great guys and like my brothers but I feel more then fraternal feelings for one of them. But these feelings aren't allowed. I mean yes the guys know that I'm gay, but BTR has a reputation. And if they would know about my feelings, BTR would probably end. And I don't want this. I shook my head I tried to follow the conversation of James and Kendall.

Then Logan opened his eyes and sighed. »Can't sleep anymore… Thank you guys. «

We laughed. »So, what plans do you made for today? «, Kendall asked.

Before the concert we agreed to have here in Berlin some activities alone, because we were since almost six weeks on tour and we needed a break from the others. I mean this tour is amazing and we are best friends, but nevertheless we needed time for ourselves.

»I'll go to a cool club, not far from our hotel. «, I said.

»I have found a club, too. «, Logan said.

»I will have some beauty sleep «, James told us.

»What do you planned, Kendall? «, I asked him.

Kendall laughed. »Nothing. I will just go and see what's up here. «

After we arrived at our hotel I went to my room. I took a shower and changed my clothes. For club I was wearing a skinny pair of blue jeans, vans and a grey v-neck shirt. I met the others in the Lobby.

»Where's Logan? «

»Don't know. I guess he left «, James answered.

»Well, guys I'm going, too. «, I said and I headed to the club I've found. My heart beat fast. I was excited. I was going to a club for gays, because I tried to forget about my crush. In the club I saw many handsome guys. I grinned. 'I guess I'll have much fun here. 'After I had some drinks I went to the dance floor. I felt great. In the club I didn't have to play a role, I could be myself. The guys are ever really supportive, but it is hard to hide a part of me in public. I danced until I felt dizzy because of the alcohol. I went to some sofas. There I saw a guy, who was really gorgeous. He wore dark, skinny jeans and a leather jacket. I can't remember how, but soon we were making out. He was an amazing kisser. I felt like kissing a god and I lost myself in the kiss. I went with my mouth to the spot behind his ear and started to make him a hickey. Then he returned me the favor. I moaned. Then he was gone. Disappointed I went to the hotel, crawled into my bed and fell asleep.

Next morning I had a massive headache. I showered and then I joined the other guys for breakfast.

After I sat down James grinned at me and said»Oh, I saw you had fun yesterday. «

I looked confused at Kendall and he showed me with his phone my hickey. I blushed and covered it with my hand.

»I don't remember that much from yesterday. «

»I guess you found a nice guy in this club «, Kendall laughed.

I blushed again and I saw Logan blushed, too and looked at his plate. The others saw it as well.

Kendall asked: »What's up, Logie? «

»It was me. «, he mumbled.

»Wait… What? « I was shocked.

I didn't see that coming. Logan lifted his head and we saw, that he had also a hickey.

»So, I guess you are gay, too? «, I asked.

Logan nodded.

»Why didn't you tell us? You know we accept it. We are your best friends. «

»I don't know it was just-I wasn't sure if BTR would survive this. You guys know how Gustavo is. «

»Why did you kiss me in this club? «, I asked.

»I didn't even recognize it was you. I drank a lot. I came to me when-when-uh-when you moaned. « Logan's cheeks were fire red.

»But it didn't mean anything for me. I like someone else. «, he added quickly.

»Me too «

»Who? «, Kendall and James asked.

»I won't tell you «, I said my cheeks as red as Logan's.

»Neither will I «, Logan added.

James looked at me and asked laughing: »You have moaned? «

Kendall added: »Never thought little Logie could be such an amazing kisser. «

Logan, with cheeks as red as tomatoes, stood up and stuttered: »I-I ha-have to p-pa-pack m-my bag. «

Then he hurried away. Kendall looked after him with a strange expression in his eyes. James stared at me.

»What? Never seen a hickey before? «

He blushed and looked away. After breakfast I went to Logan. We talked a bit about last night and then we decided to let the past be past. We didn't want our friendship turned in something weird, only because of a little drunken making out session. On our way to the airport Logan and I laughed and talked. Sometimes I saw that Kendall was watching us, but when I looked at him he turned away. I was worried and I asked him: »Is everything fine? « He nodded his head and smiled at me. I shrugged. He'll be fine soon.

In our plane I sat down next to Logan and asked: »So Logie, you are having a crush? «

He nodded. »I won't tell you who he is…«

»Come on, Logan. If you tell me, I'll tell you who my crush is, too «

»No! It is just a silly little boy crush. I will get over it soon «

»Ok, Logie, but if you need someone for a talk, I'll be there for you «

Logan nodded and headed to the toilet. He would come to talk soon.

»Carlos, won't you go with Logie-bear? You could make out. «, James teased and grinned cockily.

»Shut up, Diamond! «, Logan said angrily, who came back at this moment.

He fell into a seat, put his headphones on and started to ignore us.

»Great job, James. You know that our tour will continue for two weeks and we need a happy Logan… «, Kendall sighed.

»It was just a bit of fun. Look at Carlos. He isn't angry with me at all. «, James defended himself.

»You know how he is. You know he is shy and kind of innocent. «, I said.

He shrugged. »Whatever! « Then James ignored us as well.

I sighed knowing that the next two weeks would be really hard. For all of us.

I just realized that the story had the name of the first story. So I named the story Sometimes Love has strange ways to show itself and the first chapter is named club night. I will post the second chapter soon.