My heart beats faster every time I think of you.

I feel like were in hell ; or even worse

I know your out their somewhere thinking

thinking I'm safe. I know you still love me

and someday you'll come back when its safe.

But in reality. That's. All. Wrong. The truth is

You left me knowing my heart will be shattered.

your out their laughing about how you

you split me in two. how could I have ever loved

a demon like you? you said you didn't love me

and that was enough. Running away wouldn't

change a thing. But I guess we all have to

run away from our enemies. At least if you were

here I would still be whole. seeing you

will keep me from falling apart. I was attached.

but now I realized his love meant nothing

while we were together. it was just a joke

to make the crowd go wild. making me pierce

with embarrassment when he finally left

But now Edward Cullen I hate you.

I will never trust you ever again. But

I know I still very much love you. Everything

is just a mess. I love you , but in a way

I hate you too. Your my brand of heroin.

But when I take too much... I'll collapse.

So I guess that's how stories are. They start

with love.("So the lion fell in love with the lamb").

And end in murder. ("the lion killed the lamb").

I guess it was just meant to be. Or it was all

planned out.