Emma Swan sat in her parents loft contemplating what came next. Everything with Killian was getting very real. Every person she had ever been with was dead. She had said that to Killian just before he had kissed her so passionately in the street earlier that night. She had never wanted anyone. She had always believed that love would make her weak. Now she wanted so badly to be with him. She had never wanted any man the way she wanted him. She wasn't sure if she loved him yet, but she wanted to try to. That scared her more than anything else. David and Mary Margaret would be asleep by now. They had no right to be angry with her for sneaking out. She was a grown woman and she could do as she pleased.

She slipped on her sexiest pair of underwear and her matching bra. She was hopeful that tonight would be the her first time with a pirate. She hopped into her bug and drove to granny's. She wondered faintly if it was too late as it was nearing 11:30. She would probably wake Killian. She couldn't care, she wanted to see him. She walked to the hallway and made her way to his door. she turned and walked away two times before getting up her courage and finally knocking. She waited impatiently for him to come to the door. When he did she nearly stopped in her tracks, she vaguely wondered if her mouth was watering. He was standing in the doorway of his room, his hair tousled and even more unruly then normal. His eyes were drunk with sleep, and he was wearing nothing but a pair of plaid pajama bottoms. His chest was completely bare.

"Sorry I woke you." She said his eyes were examining her as if she were a snack. She wanted to push him against the door that second and just take him.

"has something happened love?" he questioned. "is something wrong with Henry?" she was instantly moved by how his thoughts went to the people she cared most about.

"No Hook, nothing is wrong I just…" She trailed off looking for the correct words "I couldn't sleep and I wanted to know if you were still up. Sorry I woke you for no reason."

"I'm not, you never need a reason to come to me." He paused "I will always be here if you need me." She was moved yet again by his words. She grinned happily

" Can I come in?" she asked her grin turning wicked.

"Yes." He said. Her eyes were now locked on his. She walked around him as he shut and latched the door. The instant the lock clicked he was kissing her. She was shocked and pleased as she felt her back hit the recently closed door. Their lips were warring with each other, bruising each other with violent pleasure. She could feel his need and his anticipation. He stuck his tongue in her mouth and she sucked it pleasingly. He let out with moan of pleasure. He pulled away and looked at her for the first time.

"You bloody minx." He said with his cocky pirate smile she began to lead him toward the bed.

"Pirate." She uttered nipping his ear with her teeth. His expression suddenly changed.

"Swan." He said her name almost like a prayer. He was struggling and she could see it. "We shouldn't."

"Why?" she asked sounding a little hurt.

"because, you are no common whore to me. I…" He paused not sure what to say. " I care about you, I don't want you to think our relationship is just about this." He looked her up and down hungrily again.

"I care about you too." she said fisting her hand through his hair now "that's why I want you to make love to me. It's what I want. Killian I want you."

He starred a her for a second clearly surprised before he took her hand. He lead her to the bed surrendering to her as he sat down next to her. The pace and vibe were different now. He touched her softly as if she were precious. Almost as if he was afraid she might shatter. She began to kiss him again her hands running through the chest hair on his perfectly muscled body. His good hand found its way under her shirt and began teasing her nipple through her bra.

"Take it off." She whispered to him her mind exploding with his touch. He quickly pulled her shirt over her head. His tongue ticked against his teeth as he saw the bra. He ravaged her breasts for a moment licking the spot just above her nipple. Then he made surprisingly short work of the bra for a man with only one hand. It slid off revealing bare breasts.

"You like them." She said as he studied them. His hand made contact again. She moaned as he nipped her neck with his teeth, working her nipple with his hand.

"You are perfect. I like every detail of you." He said as his lips reached her nipple. He nibbled on it playfully. She cried out a little in response. Pleasure coursing through her whole body she could feel that her center was wet and swollen in anticipation. She reached down and found the bulge in his pants. She ran her hand up and down his length only the thin pajama bottoms as a barrier. She could feel that he was very well endowed. He moaned now biting down harder on her nipple.

" too many clothes." He muttered fumbling one handed with her jeans. His hook was on top of the dresser she noticed for the first time. She never seen him with just his stub.

" I agree" she said he got her jeans down just as she grabbed his pants and pulled them off. His enormous cock was in full view for her now. She grabbed it pushing him onto the bed stroking his full length. His fingers found her clit and began rubbing it. He knew what he was doing. She began to buck a little at his touch. He slid two fingers inside her as she continued to stroke him. Both of them moaning incoherent words. Suddenly he shifted her his naked body now on top of hers. She tried to find his cock with her hand again, but he stopped her. He began trailing kisses down her body as she whined from the pleasure of his fingers scissoring inside of her. He worked her clit with his thumb, as he kissed her nipple than dipped his tongue into her belly button teasingly. She shuttered as he kissed the inside of her thigh.

"I want to taste you as you cum." He said she loved that type of dirty talk. She was so turned on she nearly came as he plunged his mouth onto her his fingers still inside her. he spread her wide fucking her with his tongue. She could feel herself starting to convulse. He pushed harder as she moved up and down, desperate for release. Finally her walls shook and she cried out her whole body shaking. Killian lapped at it bringing ecstasy to her again.

"You taste amazing." He said. She was certain his mouth was covered in her but she didn't care. She missed him wildly as he made his way up to her mouth again still on top of her. She could feel his erection still digging into her thigh. She grabbed his cock and guided him to her rubbing the lips of her vagina with its tip. He moaned a little now. She liked the sound. She did it more teasing him, but not yet letting him break into her.

"Is it okay? Are you sure you don't want me to wear a condom?" he asked he had only recently learned of them.

"pill." She said. "and I want you flesh on flesh." She admitted his eyes looked feral now desire taking him.

"Are you ready?" he asked his penis was so close.

"fuck me Killian." She managed and he plunged in. There was a little bite of pain as his cock stretched her as far as she would go. Then she felt pleasure as he pulled nearly all the way out and pushed in again very slowly. His face was locked on hers eyes open and watching her. His eyes were full of glassy pleasure.

"So tight and so wet." He said moving in and out in slow excruciating thrusts. She moved now hunger taking her as she enjoyed being one with him. His face was full of love. His eyes not leaving here. She cried out again as she felt him get the entire length in for the first time. He was almost too big, but she enjoyed it. He moved finding the spot inside that made her scream.

"Fuck Killian." She cried " keep fucking me right there." She managed he thrust violently now hitting her g-spot again and again. She felt the sensation again as she exploded. He slowed for a second riding out her orgasm. She shifted now sitting up so that she could ride him. He groaned in pleasure keeping pace with her as she rode, bucking and wiggling. He was ravenous for her. Speeding his pace more then he had intended nearly pushing too far. He reached forward and began playing with her Clit while he penetrated her. He watched as their bodies met again and again in pure ecstasy. She moaned and he could feel her tightening again. He knew he couldn't hold on much longer

"Cum with me Love." He begged his eyes beginning to glass over she felt herself nearly there. His fingers rubbing her and driving her wild. She screamed violently as her walls began to spasm again and Killian emptied into her orgasm meeting orgasm.

She collapsed onto his chest nearly instantly he was still inside her, but he was spent. She let out a sigh of pleasure as his hand began to stroke her hair. They said nothing as they lay in the moonlit room holding each other.

"that was…" Killian said his hand now tracing the curves of her side.

"….amazing." Emma smiled.

"did I hurt you?" he asked noticing she made a slight wince as she stood to clean herself.

"I will probably be a little swore tomorrow." She admitted her vagina had never been so stretched before. She didn't admit that he was by far the largest man she ever been with. " but it was worth it." She made her way to the bathroom to clean up. Once she was out he had pulled the covers over himself but was laying watching her walk naked through his room. He was taking in every part of her, as if afraid she might disappear. She went to find her panties and began to dress.

"What are you doing?" he asked as she put her legs in her pants.

"Going." She admitted.

"Please stay with me." He said his sultry blue eyes pleading. She wasn't one to stay the night, but this was different.

"I really shouldn't. My parents might have questions."

" If you don't stay, I will feel like…" he trailed off "like this might not ever happen again. Please don't go."

"Fine." She smiled moved by how this fearsome pirate could break her down " but you're the one who will have to explain tomorrow to David." She teased.

"I really don't care as long as you are here when I wake up."

"I will be." She said removing her pants as she nestled against him he wrapped his arm around her protectively. Just as she was about to fade completely, her mind nearly turned of she felt him kiss her brow. She laid still sleep nearly taking her.

"I love you Emma Swan." She heard Killian say just before she drifted off.