This is a fifteen years later, nothing in BP and the ending of SK is different, Rose and Dimitri parted ways when he was offered to go to his old academy in Russia to teach, he couldn't turn it down because he would be near his family. Lissa and Christian are married, Adrian has been a great friend to Rose, but nothing serious between them. But shocking of it all is that she and Dimitri had twins before he left. Now they're 15 and living life in Russia with their mom, Lissa and Christian, and their 'father' Adrian. Their names are Katlyn and Charles, and all told in Katlyn's POV. The bold italic parts are Jake, and the italic writing is all Katlyn's voice.
Confessions of A Broken Heart
CHAPTER ONE
Mom and Adrian were having a romantic dinner at a local diner, without us. They visited us when they had a chance and they updated us threw email when they couldn't. Mom accepted a date with Adrian. It was about time too, she loved him, all she needed to do is just realize it.
My friend Abby and I were hanging out with Jesse, a friend of ours, a moroi with the ability of spirit, and Abby was a fire wielding moroi. It was a weekend, long weekend to be exact... it was Easter time. Aunty Lissa and uncle Christian were on their anniversary, so I was alone this weekend. That was when I spotted him, Dimitri Belikov. He reminded me of what I pictured my father to be, but I doubt he was. Mom said he was dead to her and Adrian was just on her side of this. I went up to my room after being bored of the conversation between my two friends who were gossiping about the latest things-Jesse is gay, and is in love with a guy who is two years older then him-which sickened me to my stomach. I was just going to puke when they started talking about how hot Belikov was.
I sighed. My room was too girly as my mom would put it, but I never really wanted to be a guardian for some moroi who would put my life in danger for their safety, I wanted to be free and hunt strigoi on my own with no help what so ever.
I looked over to my guitars, which I had about five. I was into music more then anything in the world. I started strumming a song I haven't thought of since I wrote it back in elementry.
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter Daughter to father, daughter to father I love you, Ohhh...yeah I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older
I thought about how my mom and I feel about getting a letter from my father, and how I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world, it made me feel sorry for her and for me. I mean My father was never in my life.
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed
My father felt his most prized jacket when he left, my guess he wanted mom to remember him by that.
So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go!
I wondered why he had to go, no one told me, and I wanted to know why he left mom.
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
I love you
I love you
I...!
I love you!
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!
Did you ever love me?
These are...
The confessions...of a broken heart
A single tear came down my cheek and I heard someone clap behind me, I turned to see Adrian, the one who picked up the pieces for me and my mother.
"Hey kid, how's the song writing stuff going?" he asked.
I smiled. "Good I guess. I thought you were with mom?"
"She had a meeting to go to. So I came to see you and you're brother..." he said. "Was that song to you're father?"
I looked down. "Yeah, it was actually... I wrote it when I was eight when I was heart broken to hear I would never meet him... a little girl needs her daddy, you know?"
"No sorry, I'm a dude, I wouldn't know..."he said truthfully. "can you sing another song?"
I nodded. Then thought of the song my mother wrote when her love of her life left, but placed it in the man's version like she was the one who caused the pain, but it reminded me of my recent break up with the notorious bad boy, Jake Dashkov.
Baby stop and think about it Baby stop and think about it The love we once shared girl no longer I never wanna kiss you again Baby stop and think about it Girl you told me you'd be there for me Now I'm closing the door I never wanna kiss you again
Tell me where did we go wrong
How did it end like this
Can we work it out, I doubt it
We did all we could
And baby I can't go on like this
I never did you wrong your trippin'
Listening to your friends and all the bullshit they had to say
It's like they loved you more than I did
So baby roll with' your crew
And do what you gotta' do because
That was when I heard his angelic voice join in, I wasn't sure if it was actually Jake or not, but I went along with it
I never wanna kiss you again
Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand
No more talking all night until the early morning
It's such a shame to say that we'll never be the same... again
You lied to me, lied to me
Baby stop and think about it
You lied to me, lied to me
It no longer remains and now it's harder, the pain because
She never really knew she wondered
Was she being untrue or was I being a fool because
I'm gone and I'm never coming home
So baby don't call cause I won't answer the phone
Stay out of my life baby just leave me alone
And it's such a shame to say that we'll never be the same
Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand
No more talking all night until the early morning
It's such a shame to say that we'll never be the same... again
You lied to me, lied to me
Promised that you'd never leave
You lied to me
Put my heart on the floor
I don't love you no more
That's why I
Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand
No more talking all night until the early morning
It's such a shame to say that we'll never be the same... again
When I finished I realized I had more of a crowd around my doorway, and there he was... Jake. He changed a lot since I last saw him, he had brown hair back then, now he has black and his clothes looked new too they looked emo.
"Katlyn?" he asked.
I nodded, I didn't want to see his face, it made me feel guilty of what happened. I cheated on him while I was drunk, I know it sounds like I'm a whore, but I was compelled to do this.
"Jake..." I trailed off.
I looked away from him, the guilt ran threw me like a wild fire. "Um, dad can we have a little privacy?" I asked Adrian, I used dad around everyone here because he truly was like a dad to me and he allows me to call him that in front of everyone here.
He nodded and left leaving me alone with Jake. I was thinking of the night and how everyone found out about it. I was still looking away from him.
"Katlyn?" he asked.
"What?" I asked quietly and almost soundlessly.
"I forgive you... I forgive you for what you did." he said before taking one of my guitars and said. "This song may help... and express my feelings sort of."
I smiled, oh how I missed how he used to serenade me.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes I tried to go on like I never knew you I'd try to go on like I never knew you Incomplete
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I felt like I (which I did) did make a mistake and it ruined everything.
I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I felt so incomplete this whole time while being away from my earth wielding man.
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Staring at him I felt like tears were going to go down my cheek for the tenth millionth time this month. He looked at my expression. I looked away, I didn't want this to go on record that the famous Rose Hathaway's daughter was a cry baby. That would just ruin mine and her reputation.
"Katlyn, why won't you look at me?" he asked.
I looked him in the eyes with tear running down my face quickly. "Because with every thing that happened, I can't look at you without feeling guilty..."
"Kat, come on sing a song about this then... you know, to make you feel better..."
"I've been singing myself to sleep because of it and it won't help." I muttered. "I'm such a hypocrite..."
"You're not a hypocrite! Okay?" he demanded. "You just made a simple mistake! Don't beat yourself up like this..."
"I wonder I my mom felt like this..." I muttered to myself.
Well I know it sounded kind of boring for this chapter, but I had red bull so I wasn't really thinking at the moment I wrote this whole thing. The songs in this chapter were: Incomplete by Backstreet Boys, Never Again by Danny Fernandes, and Confessions of A Broken Heart by Lindsay Lohan. That is the only song that I really like by her, and it suited the whole situation. You see the review button? Yeah that button underneat this whole thing? Well click it, I like what you people have to say about my stories :) (this is my second fan fic)