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Disclaimers: Don't kill me! No, that wasn't a disclaimer...
Er...this is a fic based on 'silvia stai dormendo' from luna pop, or the slightly changed translation of it, and, of course, X from Clamp. The story (if it is one) belongs to me and also, translation, the character(s) though, don't. ^^;
/.../= thoughts, *...*= translation
And again, don't kill me, please, I know my English is bad, but this is pretty much the first fanfiction I ever wrote and I'm only posting it around because I want to know how others think about it, so pleeeaaasee be nice. X_x
*You keep on sleeping and I keep thinking about you.*
The cold wind that night blew all over Tokyo. And no one, no one who has got home and family went out into the chilling breeze. However, the young man who was standing on top of one of the left-over bridges didn't even seem to notice the unearth gust that tore at his cloak.
*And while you're dreaming I look at you and think about how strange it is to remember something again and again, something that never belonged to one and never would...
His mismatched eyes stared at the dark stream under him but didn't seem to be seeing. His thoughts were far, far away... /Seishirou-san... how is it to be dead...? I should have died in your place, it was my wish... You wanted me to live, but do you know how it hurts to live like that... To live without you, but with the pain of loss and with your blood on my hands...
But all these words I thought about are written in the stars above you aren't able to see anymore, then again, I think I'd let it be, because somehow it's still better to remember than to forget about you.*
One slender, yet much too skinny hand lifted to meet his right eye - a deep amber one, other than his left emerald green one. /However, with this, as well as you once did with the stars, you marked me, again, for ever, as yours.../
*And instead of being nonexistent now, you are like a shiver I could never get rid of that runs up and down my spine, but what do you want?*
He embraced himself tightly as if he did feel cold and trembled slightly, now definitely noticing the chilling breeze. His breath came out as little steams.
*And instead of being nonexistent now, you are like a nightmare that returns again and again, every night so I can wake up horrified: how could those be my dreams?!/
Something like a diamond ran down his pale, ivory cheek and flickered once before it disappeared without even himself noticing - and if he noticed, he doesn't show any reaction, let alone wipe it away
*And instead of staying under the earth, you have become a wound on my skin that would never, ever, heal again. Never... /Wherever you are, I'll find you because I know where you hide, however you are, I'll know it because I know you're trying to flee, to escape... and I'll not let that happen, no way./*
With a pained howl the man turned and jumped down from where he stood, disappearing in the darkness as if it had swallowed him, just like the tear - for it must have been a tear - before. Only the howl echoed through the darkness of midnight, flying with the wind, losing itself finally in nothing...
*You keep on sleeping, and while you are dreaming I am packing my things because I'm leaving soon, walking out into the endless rain. And when the morning wakes me, I hope I will understand... And I know you will understand me, too, when I go...*
So now the night is empty again, only...
Drip...
Drip, drip...
Drip, drip, drip...
The rain soon became heavy and the night even darker and deeper.
And the wind kept blowing...
owari
Authors notes: ^ ^°°°°°°°°° And: Thank you veeeeery much Shinri-san and Beth-san for reading my fic and giving me encouragement. ^^ (*beams*) and please, er... feedback?
-hioebis
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