Usagi's Letter

Mamo-chan, my koi.
Where are you? Have you really forgotten me in such a short time, when you promised me that you'd love me forever before you left? Isn't my ring supposed to be an engagement ring? Doesn't that mean that we're supposed to get married? Oh, I don't know anymore! I miss you so much! I can't be mature and smart and beautiful and everything like I should be. I need you here to make me feel like I am, even if I'm not.

I don't know what to say to you, except that I miss you and aishiteru. I wonder why you've never written me back yet. Maybe it's just because you're busy...yeah, that must be it! Your school must be taking up a lot of time, so you have to put all your time into it. Other people tried to tell me that you've already forgotten about me, but I know it can't be so! You still love me, right?

Oh, please write me back soon! I hate waiting like this. I want you to be here with me! I want to hear you call me "odango atama" again. I can't stand being lonely like this! My friends are still here for me, but they're not *you*. There are a million boys I could fall in love with, but none of them are like you, my ouji. I've even lost my appetite lately. I can't eat hardly anything. My stomach is all in lumps and I can't even sleep at night anymore. Mamo-chan, please...just write me something. Even if it's to say that you found someone who is pretty and smart and graceful...everything I'm not.

And I'm sorry I can't be a better kanojo. I wish I could be smart and graceful. If I tried harder, maybe you'd come back to me. I'll try if you just come home, or even write me one word. All I want is to know that you're alright! You're my whole world, and I don't think I could exist without you...

Hey, Chibi-usa wouldn't exist without you! I know you love her, so why don't you come back home for her? I know she misses you as much as I do...and something's been strange with her lately. It's like she's fading out of reality. If you were here, you'd know how to fix it. Please, come back home!

Gomen, Mamo-chan. I know your schooling is important to you. I don't want you to have to come home until you're all done learning everything you have to learn. I'm sorry I'm so selfish...but I just can't be mature! I'll try harder, for you. I just want you to be happy...

Mama's calling me for dinner now. I don't want to eat anymore, but I'm going to go see what she made, and maybe I can eat a little. Aishiteru. Write me back soon, or I'll have to come to America and find you!

Always yours,
Usagi