So I've finally decided to write a continuation to the last story, which im also posting as a completely new one here. I've got a few ideas of where I want it to go with this but would love to hear what everyone thinks too.

I have done a short(ish?) description of what happened anyway but if you want to read it..

It can be found here: s/7552612/1/Ill-be-the-one-to-build-you-up

Previously: Knowing Blair is pregnant and there is no way it can be his Louis pays someone to kill Chuck. When Chuck is involved in a hit and run accident and is left for dead on the side of the street, Blair returns home early to see him in hospital. When Chuck finally pulls though he gets a visit from Jack who tells him he knows who did this to him. Meanwhile having spent the summer in LA, Nate and Serena meet up and reconnect again resulting in them sleeping together. They end up going back home as a couple but Serena soon leaves him for Dan. Completely heartbroken and finding out Louis tried to kill Chuck, Nate attacks him and tells him to tell Blair the truth. Denying it, he and Blair leave... resulting in her not speaking to any of them for days, until she notices they might be telling the truth. When Jack digs a bit deeper and finds out Louis is infertile he goes to the Empire to tell Nate. Nate and Chuck are off to help Blair pack her bags and leave Louis, but he returns before they get the chance to and finally admits the truth to them all, before leaving. After admitting their feelings for each other and finally finding out the truth about the baby, Chuck and Blair get back together and go for lunch with them all to celebrate. After Nate gets drunk and passes out, they stop off to pick up some of Blair's things to find Louis had returned while they were out and destroyed her room, scaring Dorota. With Louis taken away and arrested by the police, they both return home to the Empire where Chuck proposes to Blair. After returning from their first scan together they tell Eleanor and Cyrus the news, who still wants Blair to get married before she gives birth.

Waking up with Chucks arm around her, she looks over her shoulder to see him sleeping peacefully.

Slipping his arm off her she sits up slowly trying not to awake him, hearing him yawn and stretch out in the bed she looks back over to see him facing the other way and showing the top of his bare ass, all Blair can do is smirk to herself.

Looking over at the clock it was half 7 but she didn't care she had to tell Serena the news that she was engaged and getting married in a few weeks.

Walking into her room she went straight to Serena's bed, jumping on it excitedly. "S wake up, we have so much to discuss"

Serena just grumbled not wanting to be disturbed, "Serena I'm serious, wake up"

Pulling back the covers, Serena flew out of bed and ran straight to the bathroom locking the door behind her.

"Serena?" Blair said in confusion as she scooted down to sit at the bottom of her bed "What's wrong?"

Hearing the shower being turned on, she realised she clearly didn't want to talk to her. "Look if you're upset about Nate I understand, but you don't have to push me away. We don't even need to discuss it if you don't want to."

Moving closer to sit against the door she continued "I know you feel terrible for breaking his heart and I know apart of you still loves him. But you're happy with Dan now...Look if there is any doubt in your mind that's normal, it would just help if you opened up to me."

As the shower continued to run and still getting no reply, Blair decided to go through her bathroom door to check up on her.

Walking though the door, she glanced down to see Serena sitting with her back against the bath, knees to her chest sobbing into her hands.

Looking up at a shocked Blair she uttered "Shut the door."

Closing the door behind her she lay down beside her. "What's going on?"

"I don't even know where to start..."

"How about you start from the beginning? You know you can tell me anything" Blair said taking her hand in hers comfortingly.

Serena just looked to the corner of the room letting the tears fall along her face.

"Hey, look at me..." she whispered as she stood over her and moved her head to look at her. "What's wrong?" she whispered becoming more and more worried.

"You still have the shower running.." Blair noticed, moving over to turn it off, feeling Serena suddenly shoot forward she knelt forward and emptied the contents of her stomach into the toilet.

Looking back to her throwing up, Blair finally realised what's wrong with her "How long have you known for?"

"About a week" she says grabbing some toilet paper to wipe her mouth.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was so ashamed, plus you had your own issues to deal with."

"You have nothing to be ashamed of Serena"

"I have every reason to be ashamed of myself."

"Why?" Blair asked looking at her slightly confused.

Serena just looked up at her best friend as tears continued to fill her eyes. Biting onto her top lip to stop them from falling, she just looked back down at the floor devastated as she shed two tears.

Seeing the look of devastation on her face Blair had to ask "It is Dan's right?" Serena just shook her head.

"No, it can't be. Dan and I wanted to take it slowly this time and wait so it was perfect..."

"So whose is it?"

"Nate's I think"

"You think?" Not realising the disgust in her voice.

"Not like that, I haven't cheated on Dan so much so, that I don't know who I've slept with... I just don't remember."

"Oh S, you're not doing drugs again are you?"

"No" she answered immediately in slight disgust at her suggestion.

"I've done the math and it was around the time when we weren't speaking... I went to the Empire to see Nate and Chuck. I ended up getting drunk and high and staying up all night with Nate, I can't remember everything that happened either. I remember I kissed him and then woke up the next day asleep with him on the couch"

"Aw Serena I'm so sorry"

"Me too" she replies trying to stop herself from crying.

"But that doesn't mean for definite, have you told anyone?" Serena just shook her head before clutching her chest, wishing it would stop she leant forward emptying whatever else was in her stomach.

Sitting back in slight shock, Blair just rubbed her back for her comfortingly just as Serena had for her.

"It will be ok" she soothed. "Are you going to tell them both the truth?"

Lying back she rolled her head to face her "I'm going to have too"

Blair just nodded. "It will be okay, I'll be here for you. No matter what happens or what you decide to do..."

"I'm going to keep it"

"Well, let's hope where both having girls then" she beams placing her hand on her growing bump.

Smiling back Serena couldn't help but laugh slightly "Yeah. So what did you want to talk to me about anyway?"

"Well this is not exactly how I planned on telling you but Chuck proposed and where getting married in a few weeks. We haven't set a date yet."

"Oh my god Blair that's amazing. It's the Harry Winston ring as well I see...it's gorgeous." She said taking her hand and admiring the beauty of it.

"I know I'm so happy! I'm going to leave you to get yourself cleaned up. I'm so happy for you" she said kissing the side of her head before getting up and leaving.

"Thanks B, I'm so happy for you too" she replies as Blair closes the door behind her.

"You ok?" Chuck mumbles sitting up slightly.

"Yeah I'm fine"

"Good, come back to bed then" he smirked.

Getting under the covers she snuggled up to Chuck resting her head against his chest.

"You thought anymore about the wedding?"

"I just want to get married as soon as possible, they were right I need to do it before I have our baby."

"Plus you can't wait to go on the honeymoon I have planned for us."

"That to, I just want us to enjoy the time we have together alone. Not that I'm not excited for our new arrival..."

"No I understand and I want to make it the greatest time of your life." He leans down, running his finger under her chin and kisses her.

"Miss Blair" Dorota announces, knocking on the door.

"Come in Dorota"

"Miss Blair...and Mr Chuck, Eleanor and Cyrus want you downstairs ready for breakfast. They talk about big day with you, very important and very exciting" she squeals walking over and opening the curtains.

"We will be down in an hour" Blair replies, Dorota just nods before leaving.

An hour later they were downstairs having breakfast..

"So you're still happy with the Church as planned, then to move on to the plaza." Eleanor announced, checking off the list she had made.

"We also booked you the suite to stay there overnight." Cyrus added as Blair just smiled and clapped her hands ecstatically.

Eleanor pulled down her glasses to see Blair so unbelievably happy, Eleanor just smiled sweetly finally seeing her daughter filled with excitement and happiness.

Pulling her glasses back up she continued "I've spoken to Vera and your dress fitting is tomorrow, Charles you're getting your suits fitted tomorrow as well. Which brings me to my next question...How many bridesmaids are you having?"

"Three, that's including Serena who is going to be maid of honour"

"Of course, well who ever your picking has to come with you tomorrow for their dress fitting's as well. Charles?"

"Just Nathaniel is fine."

Hearing the faint sound of footsteps walking along the marble floor, she glanced over her shoulder to see Serena. Standing there waiting nervously, she took in a sharp breath trying to relax a little. Blair had never seen her like this before she was clearly tearing herself apart.

"Excuse for a moment" Blair smiled before pacing after her "Serena, are you okay?"

"No" she admitted "I'm going to tell them both now. It's such a mess but I have to try to sort it out...sooner rather than later."

"It'll be fine, good luck"

"Thanks B"

Letting the doors close in front of her, Blair stood there for a moment not sure how it was all going to work out hoping it somehow does.

"Blair sweetie, are you coming back to join us?" Chimed Eleanor, "Coming"

Hearing a knock on the door, Dan stops replying to his emails to see Nate standing in his doorway staring at him blankly "Can I come in?"

Dan just steps aside letting him walk past before closing the door behind him.

"Where's Serena?"

"She's not here she has been staying at Blair's for the past few days while I get some work done."

"Good"

"Why?" Dan asks confused.

"Do you love her?" Nate asks bluntly finally turning to face him, needing to know his answer.

"Why are you asking me that?"

"Just answer the question"

"Yeah... I love her"

"Good, that's all I needed to hear..." Nate stopped to sigh, "Well I hope that you will be very happy together" holding back his emotions he goes to leave.

"Nate, wait!" Dan said walking after him, until he stopped and turned around. "I really am sorry..."

Nate just stood there looking at him for a moment, clenching his jaw. In that moment he realised that yes it had broken his heart but he needed to move on and let them be happy...Nothing could change it back to how it was.

Pulling the door handle closed behind him, he stood there for a moment staring to the floor... finally letting go of the door handle he turns around to meet Serena's gaze as she turns around the corner "Nate..." she let out in shock.

"Don't go" she added, grabbing his hand as he tried to walk past her.

Turning to face her he knew he couldn't say no...How could he?

"I have something to tell you, both of you" pulling him off towards the door, she didn't even want to ask herself what he was already doing here.

Knocking the door Dan answered almost immediately "Serena...Nate?"

"Hey, we need to come in and talk"

"Look Serena its fine, I'm fine. I don't want to stand in the way of you two anymore."

"Nate that's not the reason I need to speak to you both. Sit down..." she said glancing to them both before looking down at the floor for a moment.

As they both sat down she took in a deep breath and looked back up, trying to find the words to say to them she was pregnant. Just looking at them both killed her, she had ruined their friendship and this was likely to bury it.

How could she even tell them and make them understand when she didn't herself. There was nothing she could say to make it easier, so it's best to start and hope for the best she thought to herself "I'm so sorry, I've messed you both around so much and what I've got to tell you isn't going to make it any easier"

They both looked at her confused as her heart began racing a mile a minute, the look on both their faces was killing her. She was madly in love with Dan but a part of her still loved Nate and after she broke the news she didn't know how either would react. It was just one big mess.

The lump that had formed in her throat continued to grow as her eyes flicked back and forth between the two. She could feel her stomach doing flips, she felt like she was about to throw up or pass out. She didn't know how to say it, she didn't know how they were both going to take it...all she knew was she had to swallow the lump in her throat as well as her pride.

All she could do was just say it... "I'm pregnant"

All will be explained in the next chapter. I hope you enjoyed it anyway and let me know what you think.. xo